. ˖ ꒰𑁬melo໒꒱ ˖ .

𐙚.⋆ Intro ⋆.𐙚

So my acount said bye bye but the mentally ill don't drop so quickly ݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆

I'm a 24 year old uni student with diagnosed bpd and an off and on relationship with myself ݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆

Please don't message me creeps, thanks.

⋆.𐙚 ̊Recently joined the jirai comunity/fashion𐙚.⋆

I hate when people get angry at me it feels like the world is literally ending. I asked for a friend of mine (were not very close but more less) the notes she takes in class and she told me that this time she'll pass them but before we need to talk about passing notes.

First of all say what you want to tell me, don't just stress the hell out of me for nothing, second I don't understand why she has to talk to me but then to my other friend she passes literally everything and she doesn't tell her anything.

This is like the second time I've asked for notes, it's not something I even like asking for.

Also now she tells me when were in exam season, don't you know I'm already stressed as fuck??? Now I can't fucking concentrate on studying.

Gonna go see my bf to beat the shit of him and yap while he pays for everything and gives me kisses :D

I'm so fucking depressed (nothing new)

I literally can't stand myself

I'd jump if I could

I deeply hate myself and no one but me understands why.

I've been mia cus of final exams :(

Anyways heres a picture of a my melody drink.

I just feel incapable of being normal and living a normal healthy life

First time wearing bubbles, I've never been so tall

Everyday is fashion week for me!

Oh monster energy ultra strawberry dreams, my beloved