Trigger warning

I see pictures of a bunch of my friends hanging out , having fun, making memories without me . I just feel so left out . I mean of course I want to hang out with them but I guess I’m not on their go to list of hanging out or something . And I hate asking if I could tag along because sometimes I feel like they’ll say yes cos they feel bad for me . That’s why I really don’t go out often . 

It’s hard seeing your friends have fun without you , you know? it just really sucks . I mean seeing all that happen on tumblr and facebook makes me want to go out too but since no one asks me to go I always have the hesitation to ask if anyone wants to hang out with me . I would always be like “ of course they don’t want to hang out with you, I mean they didn’t ask if you wanted to hang out with them in the first place, so why ask them If you’re pretty sure they’ll say no?”