Meilan Pontoh

My big mistake. Loving a person that really don’t want me to love him.even I fight for him, he choose the other girl than choose me.

This September is very tough month for me. The month when my dad passed away a year ago. Then I have to face my mom drop again and need to be hospitalized twice.

Feel so exhausted and finally I collapsed, got sick.

Why life is so hard sometimes?

I cried asked God, for giving me strength. Somehow I wish someone could help me through this time. Like support , making my heart big, so I feel more…

It’s Christmas and it’s different situation for me.

Sad 😞 because my daddy is no longer in this world. This is the first Christmas without him, and will be like that for the rest of my life. RIP daddy.

Secondly, it’s really tough time of my life for not having job, it means not having income.

The last, until now it seems difficult to leave my mom alone. But honestly until when will be like this?…