i just wanna genuinely tell you personally despite all messy healing moments. i respect you and i see you. it is genuinely nice to know when someone feels what you feel and there not just saying it their at least putting in some scattered effort to match their words. i like that. i like that i met you it reminds me that my expectations or wants are not complicated. there not impossible. bc it feels that way with a lot of people. i came here to write and keep up with certain things that i was into as an outlet and im honestly pending if i want to stay on this outlet. bc if i stay i just feel like i dont wanna be friendly no more. i dont wanna check on no one any more. so many here are selective and it be the pages that love to talk about having a nice community having awareness to mental health you can acknowledge in a post that it’s always the small things that matter and can effect anyone no matter how small u it is to u and u can’t catch how you move with other people or how it can look to us
i think it’s unfair it feels very unfair to the ones not just on the unpopular end of katslr but to anyone that chose to come here for interaction and for one experience the soft or hard blocked without knowing the person. i feel like if i start removing people it would look like im being funny. but im so tired being associated with some that can easily tell you that their busy that they’ll get back to you literally anything and you take their word for it then to come back here and see them leap around to everyone else’s inbox. like they can talk to the whole app just not you. if you didnt want to talk to me can we just be grown and honest enough to say that. and sometimes you dont need to hear it you just go by actions but then what if i misinterpret that action wrong bc i do im not sure how im supposed to take it anymore.
or its the fact that you can be the one to reach out to people and check on them and if you dont initiate or go to THEM it’s the same thing they just care about who they care about the go check on who they wanna check on no matter what and by logic that fine but by awareness and mutuality its triggering. this is why people snap. you dont know what anyone else is going thought then everyone likes to be checked on in their page so they can share there struggling but then dont move a certain way thats not making someone else feel some type of way on top of THEIR struggles. and i understand everyone cant do that mentally but its really exhausting to constantly be on the other end it on top of my own mental state like im at the point of if its really worth it to be here im tired its people like you i don’t actually want to leave so idk anymore
I'm glad (although really disheartened at the same time) to hear that this isn't just my own experience. A lot of people have actually come to me privately expressing the same ever since I've started speaking out. I don't think katsblr realizes just how many people don't like them at all.
You're not alone in feeling this way at all.
"my expectations or wants are not complicated." -> I'm actually really happy to know that I helped you come to terms with that. :) really really happy. It took me a long while to realize that for myself because I was so use to accepting the way things were. But I realize now that I'm not the one being absurd. It truly is really simple to be kind to everyone you meet. You're not crazy or having high expectations for wanting simple community, not at all.
"so many here are selective and it be the pages that love to talk about having a nice community having awareness to mental health" -> I think that's what makes it so hard to grasp with how they've all acted. Mental health matters! Until...the suicide attempt might be attention seeking? Communication and community is important! ...until you don't like what someone said and decide to ghost them? It's backwards, honestly.
"but im so tired being associated with some that can easily tell you that their busy that they’ll get back to you literally anything and you take their word for it then to come back here and see them leap around to everyone else’s inbox. like they can talk to the whole app just not you. " -> exactly. Exactly. Heavy on the "they can talk to the whole app just not you" and the leaping around inboxes. Yet when they're confronted, I'm needy? Just tell me to back off why don't you. Genuinely I'd rather they spit in my face than act like a weasel.
"they just care about who they care about they go check on who they wanna check on no matter what" -> ‼️‼️
I completely, 100% understand not wanting to be a part of this space anymore. It's exhausting, and it's become lonely and genuinely a garbage place to hang out.
I'd really really miss you if you left :( but also, I wouldn't blame you at all.
Honestly, if you ever reach your limit, you can do what I've done and break away but continue to talk about katseye with your close friends! Then shift your main acc to be apart of some other Fandom or to be just a place where you post random stuff like me. Whatever makes you happiest and safest! :)
Thank you for your perspective on all of this. It really does help to know that I'm not alone. Stay safe and healthy, friend!!
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