keep thinking about my dream of being a bat. it seems significant to me for stupid reasons, namely bc I am also very small and my vision is extremely poor lol. in the dream I remember being on the roof and running toward the edge of it and jumping off the corner, and I floated through the air and transformed bc I had "believed" and had run without hesitation. I spun around a few times and below me there was a dark blue expanse of lakewater and then I arrived at the city and started to fly between buildings. but the city was completely blacked out and it looked like people had abandoned their homes and vehicles en masse at the same time, because there were cars all over the road but they weren't moving and were empty of people . so I just flew around looking, looking, "seeing" I assume by using echolocation since everything was in total darkness
google returned a few things for bats in dreams but nothing about actually transforming into one. bats are supposed to represent doom and gloom but I just don't think that's true because in the dream I felt brave and liberated. the only positive interpretation I found was "rebirth" but that idea exhausts me bc I've gone through what feels like so many hundred phases of becoming "different" to myself
according to that nature doc I watched bats are the most skilled fliers in the world, better than any kind of bird or bug, bc their wings are also their hands. I want to be the best at something, too
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