Tatooine Girl
Chapter 2 of An Angel in Beskar
Part 1
Pairing: Din Djarin x Fem!Reader x Paz Vizsla
Summary: You learn the names of the Mandalorians who youâre now traveling around the galaxy with, though one of them is more stubborn about opening up to you.
Word Count: 6,500
Rating: M for violence and sexual themes.
Warnings: Mentions of blood, violence, injuries, dry humping and unresolved sexual tension. Basically Din is touch-starved the entire time while Paz canât stop flirting lol.
Space is far more beautiful than you could have ever imagined.
And utterly boring, as well.
The ship isnât horribly small, but thereâs only so many places you can go without bumping into one of the intimidating Mandos. The silver one is a bounty hunter, you learn one night when you find the blue Mandalorian in the cockpit, navigating the ship while his companion got some much needed rest.
The hunter seems to keep himself guarded for the exact reason the blue Mandalorian gave you days agoâthat theyâre not used to being around others that donât want to kill themâand you can only surmise that it must be worse for a bounty hunter in the Outer Rim. He's probably so used to sleeping with one eye open that it's simply instinct for him at this point.
Eight rotations pass when the blue warrior tells you his name.
Paz Vizsla.
Short, sweet, and simple.
It surprises you that someone who conceals their identity from the galaxy would trust you enough with his name, but he sounds proud as he tells you of his heritage and how he comes from a long lineage of powerful leaders and warriors. He speaks with such confidence and honor that it utterly captivates you and you listen to his stories with wide eyes as you sip on lukewarm bone broth. His exciting stories help pass the time on the cold ship and he seems all too happy to tell you about the places heâs visited whenever he remembers that youâve been surrounded by sand your entire life.
He speaks of planets covered in blue, salty water and other planets blanketed with lush green foliage and even though you could never fathom such places, he describes it with such intense detail that you picture it so easily in your mind.
Thatâs how the bounty hunter finds the two of you in the cockpit once he wakes up from his slumber. Youâre leaning against the pilotâs chair as Paz peers up at you through his t-shaped visor while starlight reflects off of the shiny black glass, his fingers splayed along the center of your back as he speaks in his usual gruff voice. You nearly skitter back to the chair you usually sit in when the three of you are in the cockpit, but before you can, the hunter sinks down onto it with a lazy sigh.
Though you and the silver Mandalorian are still hesitant around one another, itâs now easier to relax in each otherâs presence and you see it in the way he leans back into the chair, his knees spread as he lets his head slump backwards in the slightest. The poor Mando seems perpetually exhausted, typically only running on a couple hours of sleep at a time before he takes over with piloting the Razor Crest despite there being an autopilot feature. You wonder if heâs like you, where memories of the past make it too difficult to sleep at night and he simply resigns to forgoing a healthy sleep cycle.
His visor lingers on you as he quietly speaks, âDonât listen to half of the stories he tells you; he likes to exaggerate more often than not.â
Even though heâs speaking in his usual tone, you realize heâs making a teasing comment as Paz scoffs at him and tosses him an offensive gesture over his blue pauldron, though it instantly drops the moment he hears you giggling. You cover your mouth with the back of your hand in an attempt to hide your smile from both of them, Pazâs shoulders relaxing as you rest your elbow on the headrest of the chair and turn back to the stars that pass the ship in a beautiful dance.
âEven if the stories may be fiction, I still enjoy hearing them, nonetheless.â
âYeah,â Paz scoffs at the hunter with what sounds like amusement, âSomeoneâs gotta keep her entertained while weâre in hyperspace and youâre clearly not doing a good job at it.â
The hunter simply scoffs with a shake of his helmet before relaxing further against the co-pilot chair, somehow seeming more comfortable in the cockpit than you imagine he would be in his own private quarters. An intense warmth blooms along the span of your cheeks as Pazâs palm slides lower until his fingers are wrapped around your hip, guiding you closer until the side of his scuffed up helm is pressed against your ribs.
Youâre suddenly all too aware of the fact that youâre clad in only shorts and an oversized tunic that the heavy-infantry warrior had given you as a makeshift sleepshirt upon realizing that you had fled your village without any clothes or belongings. Youâve come to find that Paz is definitely the more physical one out of the two, his fingers always brushing along your waist or sometimes the bounty hunterâs elbow and you figure itâs just a part of his personality.
You wonder if he knows that you seek comfort in his calming touches and thatâs why he never hesitates with you.
You can feel the hunterâs visor burning a hole into your back as Paz lets out a content sigh, the cold leather covering his fingertips drifting down your thigh, just underneath the hem of his tunic. If you thought your cheeks were warm before, it feels as though your whole face has been burned by the Tatooine suns as you eventually rest your palm on his pauldron.Â
A comfortable silence blankets the cockpit as you continue to watch the stars with the two Mandalorians and it's only when you grow tired that you reluctantly pull away from Paz before turning to the hunter, "I'm going to go get some rest. Do you know when we're landing?"
"Not too sure," Is all he says with a tired sigh as you approach him, though he continues when he notices the curiosity pulling at your features, "One of us will let you know."
You nod slowly as he gazes up at you, the burnt orange tips of his leather gloves slightly curling against the worn armrests of the co-pilot's chair, "Thank you.â
You offer him a hesitant smile before making your way out of the cockpit, exhaustion hitting you hard despite your day having pretty much only consisted of helping Paz polish his armor and weapons and sitting in the cockpit while watching the stars. A sigh escapes you as you plop down onto your little cot, curling up into as much of a tiny ball as you possibly can on your side and tugging the scratchy blanket that the hunter had given you tightly around your body.
Itâs just another part of traveling with the two Mandos you have to get used toâhow cold space isâand you hope that wherever it is the three of you are going to that itâs at least a little warm.Â
Despite how mundane and boring your life had been on Tatooine, you canât help but to feel homesick, longing to see a binary sunset with your siblings just one more time. A tear slips down your cheek as you force the feeling away before letting your eyelids slip shut and falling into a deep slumber where all that surrounds you is fire and pained screams.
Hours later, old leather wraps around your ankle and startles you awake with a tiny gasp, your eyes instantly landing on the hunterâs silver helmet. âSorry,â He sounds slightly softer than usual, his visor tilted to the side as he leans down a little bit and reaches for your cheek, immediately causing you to freeze.
âYou were crying in your sleep?â He almost sounds confused as the cold leather covering his fingertips graze along your cheekbone and you realize itâs the first time heâs willingly reached out for you. He stares down at his fingertips when he pulls away, your tears glistening in the dim lighting of the ship before heâs brushing his hand against his cuisse.
âI... I didnât know,â You whisper as you avoid his visor, staring at his cuirass instead, âIâm sorry.â
âWhy are you apologizing?â
âI just wasnât sure if I accidentally woke up you or Pazâis that why you woke me? I can try to be more quiet ifââ
âNo,â He quickly cuts you off, shifting on his feet with a soft sigh and youâre surprised when he lifts his hand again to awkwardly rest his palm on your shoulder, âI wanted to let you know that we landed.â
Immediately, you perk up and sit up so fast that you nearly hit your head on the framing around the entrance of the tiny alcove that your cot is located in, though heâs quick to stop you with a gentle hand on your shoulder. âEasy,â He sounds amused and you swear you see his shiny pauldrons shake with restrained chuckles, âPaz is scouting the area to make sure everything is clear and Iâm going to check out things in the city, look for some work.â
âCan I come with you?â
The hunter instantly freezes and tenses as you gently capture his silver gauntlet between your palms to keep him in place, his visor staring down at you while you peer up at him excitement etched all over your features. âP-Please?â You implore as he hesitates for several tense moments, his posture relaxing when you continue, âWouldnât you want to explore a foreign place if you spent your entire life on a planet like Tatooine?â
He sighs and after spending quite a bit of time with Paz and him on the Razor Crest, youâve managed to distinguish all of the different noises and sighs that slip past their thick helmets. For such secretive warriors, they somehow seem far more exposed than how you feel and as you peer up at him with wide, hopeful eyes, you hope that he caves in.
âFine,â He grunts and you immediately pull yourself out of the little alcove to tug on your boots, nearly falling sideways in your excitement, âJust stay close, okay?â
âOf course!â You quickly respond as he easily steadies you while you finish tying up your boots, keeping on Pazâs tunic when you realize your dress is still too damp to wear after you washed it the previous day, though the thicker fabric fits you just like a dress as well. With a newfound excitement, you trail behind the bounty hunter as he leads you off of the ship that youâve lived on for the past seven or eight rotations.
A loud gasp instantly escapes you upon seeing more green foliage than you have ever seen in your life and you donât even notice Paz freezing in the distance as you crouch down to run your palm along the itchy tips of the blades of grass. The lovely melody of birds chirping from their homes in the surrounding trees instantly has your eyes burning with tears as the hunter approaches Paz to quietly speak with him, most likely informing the heavy-infantry warrior that youâre going to be gone for the day.
You tune out their hushed conversation, a smile stretched along your lips as you take in all of the green scenery surrounding you and even how fresh everything smells.
Itâs overwhelming.
Itâs overwhelming but seeing this much green and hearing so many beautiful creatures singing their songsâŚ
Itâs unlike anything you could have ever imagined.
Your older siblings and even your parents have told you so many stories of planets surrounding Tatooine and sights you could only fathom in the sweetest, wildest dreams and you canât stop yourself from wandering further into the peaceful clearing. Itâs a terrible idea and you know that one of the Mandalorians is probably going to grow upset with you, but all sense of regret escapes you as you approach the clearest, bluest pond youâve ever witnessed in your entire life.
Youâre on your knees, fingertips trailing along the surface of the small body of water when Paz and the hunter find you. âAre you ready to go?â The hunter asks as you quickly stand up to peer at him, though you nod fervently with a large smile.
Your eyes are wide with curiosity as the two of you make your way through the beautiful forest, taking in all of the new sights, sounds, and smells that surround you and the bounty hunter who trails closely behind you as you scan your surroundings with excitement.
"Definitely more to see here than on Tatooine," Your unlikely companion muses as you listen to frogs croak in the distance.
"Definitely," You breathe out quietly, still in awe as you process everything, turning to face the hunter and admiring the way the scenery reflects off of his silver armor with a brilliant gleam, his visor tilting to the side as your smile grows.Â
"I wished my family could have seen it too," There's a bittersweet tone laced in your voice that he immediately seems to pick up on, a gentle hum slipping through his helmet as your smile slowly disappears. He doesn't say anything at first, simply resting his palm on your shoulder as his fingertips gently press against your collarbone. Immediately, you freeze and turn to peer up at him with wide eyes, shocked that he's willingly reached out to you so much today when he typically keeps to himself, though you find the touch just as comforting as all the times Paz cups your cheek.
"They are with the stars, watching down on you," He says with great tenderness, only furthering your surprise, "That is what Paz always says when we remember those we have lostâwhen the pain and memories leave you feeling empty."
You lower your gaze to his silver cuirass, "Did⌠Did you lose your family too?"
He stares down at you for several tense moments, his thumb moving to graze along the pulse on the side of your neck and you remember just days ago when Paz had done the same thing upon finding you clinging to life.Â
"We should go," He says with a sigh, urging you to continue forward as he kindly presses his hand to the center of your back, "We don't have a lot of time left before the sun goes down."
Itâs only about a forty minute walk to the bustling city and you gasp at how tall and strange all the buildings look, Dinâs fingers still pressed gently against your back as you take everything in. Itâs not until the two of you make it to a plaza lined with several shops and stalls that you speed up a little more, Dinâs visor scanning the area for any threats as you slow down in front of a store displaying all sorts of beautiful garments.
âDo youâŚâ You finally peer at the bounty hunter with wide eyes as he freezes behind you, his fingertips flexing along your spine when he quietly continues, âDo you see anything you like?â
You immediately slow down until youâre walking by his side and his visor lowers to meet your gentle gaze as you wrap your fingers around the crook of his elbow, gazing up at his shiny helm with admiration. âI donât have any credits,â You quietly remind the bounty hunter as he lets you hold onto the only part of his arm that isnât covered with that shiny Beskar, his visor tilting as he peers down at you.
âWe got a good amount from our last job and you⌠you donât really have anything,â He quietly reminds you, his helmet lowering even more as he seems to remember that you have no clothes other than your one scrappy dress, your white scarf, and Pazâs tunic.
âIâm sure weâll make it by even if we get you some new clothes and other supplies,â The hunter says as he leads you into the shop, simply offering the shop owner a single nod when he greets the two of you, a strange look on his face when he realizes thereâs a Mandalorian in his shop.
It doesnât feel too good as the hunter pays for two dresses that catches your eye, as well as a pair of thick, warm leggings and a luxurious cape lined with fur that he insists will come in handy on colder planets. Even when the older merchant is folding the garments and packing them up, you notice the way his eyes flicker between you and the silver hunter, a sort of judgmental look on his wrinkled features.
Something about the awkward interaction rubs you the wrong way and claws at your mind as the two of you slowly make your way through the bustling city to look for other supplies for yourself. You manage to bite your tongue for the entire day, deciding it best not to mention it to the bounty hunter, though you're certain he noticed it as well.Â
He grows more relaxed around you, you notice as he keeps his palm glued to the small of your back while he browses for ship parts and supplies for him and Paz
Though he's not much of a talkerânot in the slightestâyou don't mind it and actually enjoy the silence that surrounds the two of you.
âWhy did that merchant from that one shop give us both dirty looks?â You finally ask later when the two of you make your way out of the city, the hunter's visor lowering to gaze at you, "When you paid for my clothes, it looked like he was judging us."
The Mandalorian surprises you when he rests his palm between your shoulder blades, sounding as calm and stoic as ever as he speaks, âThereâs a lot of brothels in the city. Maybe he thought I was one of your clients and that I was just trying to repay you for doing a really good job. Doesnât help that the shirt Paz gave you looks like one of mine.â
Your face instantly grows warm at his insinuating words and nothing else is said between the two of you as the Razor Crest eventually appears in the distance. Paz is sorting through several crates near the bottom of the ramp as he greets both of you with a sharp nod of his scuffed up helmet. Your face still feels hot from embarrassment and anger, not sure if the bounty hunter was simply messing around with your head.
"How did you like the city?" Paz's visor all but burns a hole between your eyes as he peers at you, immediately disregarding the heavy crate he had been carrying in his arms and choosing to lean against it with a tired sigh.
"It was beautiful!" You exclaim with a massive grin, the blue warrior chuckling as you rest a palm on his scuffed up pauldron, though he immediately notices the way your smile falters as you continue to think of what the bounty hunter had said.
The heavy-infantry warrior's shoulders instantly slump as you hastily make your way past them and onto the Razor Crest with a frustrated sigh. The two Mandalorians linger outside of the ship as you neatly fold the new articles of clothing that the hunter had bought for you and immediately, you freeze as you retrieve the impossibly soft fabric, holding it close to your chest. You had never owned anything so luxurious before, the marketplace in your own village only ever having thin scraps of fabric that would easily fall apart if washed the wrong way.
You sink to your knees in front of your cot and pull out the little crate Paz had given you earlier to store your belongings in, not even noticing the blue warrior making his way onto the old, rickety ship. A large hand curls around your shoulder, immediately startling you and pulling you from your thoughts as you crane your neck to look at the blue warrior.
"Is everything okay?" You question as he sits on your cot, looking impossibly huge on the tiny cot and you nearly giggle when it creaks under his weight. He doesn't say anything for several moments and you fear you've done something wrong as he simply keeps his hand on your shoulder, his fingertips twitching against the side of your neck.
"I know you're upset about what happenedâabout the way that guy looked at you," Paz sighs and you shamefully lower your gaze to look at your new belongings, wondering what must have been running through that judgmental merchant's head when Din bought those clothes for you.Â
"People are going to look at you and be curious when you're walking around with a Mandalorian," He gently informs you as he taps a crooked index finger against the bottom of your chin to get you to look at his visor, "Some of the places we travel to aren't always the nicest and are filled with scummy people who will assume all sorts of things about us. You learn to ignore it after a while, all the stares and people just gawking at you.â
You sigh as his hand moves to the crook of your elbow, easily helping you onto the cot so you can sit next to him instead, "Maybe if I wore armor like you or the hunter, people would not be so quick to judge."
"Trust me," He chuckles and you finally smile at the sound, "They would definitely still be quick to judge. Being covered in Beskar definitely is not an inconspicuous look. People either fear you or want to fight."
You grow warm as he lightly captures your hand with his, seeming thoughtful as a leather thumb brushes along your knuckles, "Perhaps people were staring because they were jealous of the bounty hunter."
Your eyes widen as you gaze at his visor, "Jealous? Of what?"
"They probably wished they were with a beautiful woman like you. I know I would be if I were in their shoes."Â
He sounds slightly amused as you tuck a lock of hair behind the shell of your warm ear with your free hand, gazing down at the way he easily flips your hand over to explore your palm.Â
"I⌠I don't think he likes me very muchâthe hunter," You quietly admit, instantly causing his thumb to freeze on your pinky finger, "I'm pretty sure he just brought me along with him today out of pity. Not to mention he probably didn't find any work because I was there."
"Trust me, he doesn't do anything out of pity," Paz shakes his dull blue helmet as he continues his exploration, sounding fond as he speaks of the shiny Mandalorian who constantly seems annoyed with you, "He's just an awkward bastard is allâyou get used to it after a while. If anything, he probably likes you since he brought you along and bought you some new clothes. Asshole never buys anything for me."
"That's because you never ask," A gentle rasp interrupts your conversation with Paz and you instantly turn to face the hunter with a sweltering heat lingering in your cheeks, "Besides, your shit takes up most of the space on the Crest."
You giggle at the way the two bicker with one another, Paz's fingers still wrapped around yours as he speaks, "You mean all the ration packs that I make you buy because I know you'll starve us to death if I don't remind you? You should be thanking me, di'kut."
"I'll thank you when you stop calling me an idiot all the time."
"And I'll stop calling you an idiot when you stop being one," Paz sounds smug as the silver Mando shakes his helm with what looks like defeat, your giggles growing louder, "Don't take it too harshly, Djarin. It's a term of endearment."
There's a hint of fondness in Paz's filtered voice that immediately has warmth blooming in your chest, still uncertain whether the two are partners or not, though something about the way they act around one another makes you think they care for one another more than they let on. It's a sort of relationship where you can tell the two know and trust each other enough to the point where they can playfully insult one another and know there's no bitterness or hatred in their words.
"Is that your name?" You shyly ask as the hunter sinks down on the cot on your other side, Paz eventually letting go of your hand, "Djarin?"
He gazes past you to regard his blue companion and immediately, you regret asking when Paz speaks in a foreign language. "Gar liser tenn laam at kaysh," He says it quietly and you swear you hear a hint of sadness in his gruff voice as the hunter slumps in the slightest, "Ogir cuyir shi kar'taylir darasuum bal aaray o'r kaysh kar'taâNi liser aalar bic."
"Gar liser ganar bic an," The hunter sighs as you move to stand up, fearing that you're intruding on their conversation, though Paz gently grabs your hand before you can leave the two alone, "Te kyr'yc kebi Ni linibar o'r oyay cuyir shol'shya shuk'la runi at hiibir baatir be."
Paz doesn't respond to whatever it is his companion said and instead lets go of your hand, your gaze lingering on the two of them for several seconds as you hesitate to speak again, well aware of the intense shift in the atmosphere.Â
"I⌠I'm going to go get some fresh air," You tell the men in a meek whisper, nervously glancing at the silver hunter who still appears placid as he lazily rests his clasped hands on his stomach, "S-Sorry if I overstepped my boundaries."
He doesn't speak to you for the rest of the night and when you wake up the next morning, your back stiff after sleeping on the unyielding cot for so long, the hunter is already gone for the day, dashing any of your hopes for another day in the nearby city. It's probably for the best, you think to yourself as you change into one of the dresses he bought for youâthe fabric soft and thickâand you admire the slight swish in the skirt as you seek out Paz.
You're surprised to find that he's not wearing any of his armor with the obvious exception of his scuffed up helm, his back to you as he calmly sifts through crates of supplies in the hull of the ship. You can see the way the muscles in his shoulders and back shift as he pushes a large metal crate until itâs pressed against the wall before strapping it in and your cheeks grow warm at the sight.
"Good morning," You quietly greet the warrior, watching as he immediately turns to face you when you approach him and he quickly straightens his posture as his visor scans your new outfit.
"Good morning, little one," He gives you a single nod and you suddenly feel awkward around him without all of the Beskar in the way, "I like your dress. Looks very pretty on you."
The compliment instantly has you feeling warmer as he rubs a thumb along the material covering your bicep, perhaps checking the quality of the garment, despite him still wearing his gloves. "Thank you," You beam as a noise of approval escapes him before he's going back to sorting through supplies, seeming pleasantly surprised as you offer to help and sit next to him.Â
"What do you do with all of these supplies?" You quietly ask the warrior, shifting on your knees as you pack away several packages of freeze-dried fruit into a box that's simply labeled with 'food', âThereâs an awful lot here for just two Mandalorians.â
"Most of it goes to our tribe," He answers as he tosses a piece of scrap metal into another crate that you think must be his discard pile, "A lot of the metal can be smelted down into temporary armor for the foundlings before they grow to their full size and obtain an actual set of Beskar."
"That's sweet," You murmur more to yourself than the warrior, though he immediately lets out a questioning hum, "It's nice that the children can wear armor like you do, even if it's not Beskar. It probably makes them feel all strong and big, just like a real Mandalorian."
Paz chuckles and nods his agreement, his visor lingers on your features before the two of you fall into an easy routine of sorting through all of the supplies, the warrior focusing on the scraps of metal while you store foods away in their proper containers. The conversation is kept short today, much to your surprise since Paz is typically asking you all sorts of questions about yourself, and you briefly wonder if his silence has to do with whatever it was he and the hunter spoke of yesterday in their mother tongue.
You don't even realize your zoning out as you stare down at a package filled with bantha jerky, your mind wandering as you think of what the two could have possibly said to one another.
Whatever it was, it has the silver Mando avoiding you like the plague.
"If you stare at it any longer, you're going to burn a hole right through the plastic," Paz chuckles as he gently grabs your chin, finally snapping you out of your thoughts as he forces you to look at his visor. "What has you so distracted, little one?" Cold leather glides along just underneath your bottom lip before his fingers move up to your cheek and the shell of your ear and you hope he doesn't notice the way you shiver.
"Did I offend Mando yesterday when I asked him about his name?"
His posture straightens again as he hesitates, his hand eventually falling from your face so he can rest it on his cuisse instead. "No, you didn't offend him," He gently answers as you stare up at him, "He's just⌠He's more stubborn when it comes to trusting others.â
You lower your gaze to your own hands again, Paz sighing softly as you think hard about his words, âBut Iâm not... Iâm not a threat. I donât know how to fight like you guys do.â
Paz suddenly chuckles and quickly stops when you give him a lighthearted glare in response, though he shakes his helmet and stands up, offering you his hand. As soon as your palm slips against his leather one, he easily pulls you to your feet and leads you through the back of the ship, pulling you in a little closer as you force yourself to not look at the several slabs of carbonite.
The warrior leads you off of the ship, pressing a button on his vambrace before the ramp of the ship lifting off the ground, leaving no ways into the ship just in case thereâs any unwanted visitors. He leads you to the same spot you had discovered the previous morningâthat little meadow with a medium-sized pond in the middle of itâand you perk up as you spot the little body of blue water.
The heavy-infantry warrior sinks onto a big rock as you stand in front of him, his hands easily holding both of yours, âIt is hard to explain why he is colder without giving away certain things that have happened in his past. Heâs spent so much of his time in solitude and just got used to being closed off all the time.â
You think hard about his words as you climb onto the rock next to him, his arm instantly winding around your shoulders as he holds you close to his side, âBut... But heâs not that way with you.â
âIâve known him for a really long time,â Paz informs you with a deep sigh, his thumb tracing random shapes along your shoulder as he speaks, âI only started traveling with him maybe a cycle ago and it took several months for him to get used to dealing with me. Iâm actually surprised heâs trying to make an effort with you when heâs only known you for a few rotations.â
You tuck your bottom lip between your teeth, your curiosity getting the best of you, though you donât wish to overstep your boundaries like you did the previous day with the hunter. Pazâs visor remains glued to your face as you process everything, seeming as patient and placid as ever as he waits for you to speak.
âAre you two... together?â
âItâs a strange relationship that not many others would understand,â Paz says with a soft chuckle and youâre surprised at how open and honest heâs being with you as he finally tears his gaze away from you to take in the lovely meadow, âAt first it was only about physical intimacy and then at some point it turned into something more. He still pisses me off most of the time and Iâm tempted to stab him at least once every day, but Iâm fond of that idiot.â
You smile, though it quickly fades as you stare down at your hands that are awkwardly clasped together on your lap and Paz seems to instantly notice your sudden silence. He gently cups your chin and forces you to look at him, though you suddenly feel nervous as you think of how much the warrior has flirted with you since you started traveling with him and the hunter.
âI do not want to ruin things between you and him,â You quietly explain when he asks you whatâs wrong, âAnd I do not want to get hurt because you led me on or somethingâI know you keep flirting with me with all of the little touches and compliments.â
Paz surprises you with a loud laugh, his helmet shaking as he speaks, âYou have a lot to learn about us, little one. Mandalorians are raised different from the kind of people you grew up aroundâwe just like whoever we like and thatâs enough for us. The bounty hunter and I are... Infatuated with you.â
Your eyes widen as he pulls his hand away from your face and shock floods you as he removes his glove, revealing dark skin that seems surprisingly smooth with the exception of calloused knuckles. He wastes no time in cupping your cheek and itâs been so long since youâve felt skin-on-skin contact that it nearly has you falling apart at the seams. His palm is warm against your cool skin and a knowing hum passes through his helmet when he watches the way your eyelids slip shut.
âYou have a lot more in common with us than you believe,â He muses, almost sounding intrigued by you, as though youâre some sort of enigma to him. Your heart thrums wildly as you try to avoid his beskar gaze, though heâs having none of it as he tilts your head back a little.
âYouâre such a soft little thing,â He murmurs upon feeling your skin for the first time and youâre grateful that he doesnât point out the warmth in your cheeks, âYou make him nervous, you know?â
âThe hunter?â You question quietly as his thumb grazes along your bottom lip.
Paz instantly chuckles, sliding off the rock so he can wedge himself between your knees instead. His visor tilts to the side as he observes you closely, gently tracing every mark and scar he discovers on your skin and even though your heart is beating wildly and ferociously, you find that you enjoy his bare touch.
Perhaps way more than you should.
âHe would never admit it out loud, but yes,â He answers, his fingers trailing down past your jaw until heâs cupping the side of your neck, âHe loses all train of thought every time heâs around youâI can see it in the way he acts. Heâs more tense than usual, like heâs afraid of slipping up and saying the wrong thing in front of you. Iâm not going to lie, itâs been kind of fun to watch him squirm so much since youâve joined the crew.â
A sweltering heat spreads throughout your cheeks, âI... I didnât even notice. I just figured he wanted nothing to do with me.â
Paz shakes his deep blue helm with an exasperated sigh, his hand falling from your neck so he can give your bare knee a firm and reassuring squeeze.
âHow did I manage to end up with two of the most oblivious people in the galaxy?â
You finally smile at the feigned exasperation in his deep voice, still feeling warm and light-headed as his fingers gently rub your thigh. While youâre still confused about the bounty hunter and why he acts so strangely towards you, Pazâs words comfort you and makes you realize heâs just far more complex than most people youâve metâboth Mandalorians are.
Three days pass without the presence of the bounty hunter.
Paz tries to search for him on the third afternoon, possessing no such luck as he storms back onto the Razor Crest with what you perceive as a combination of anger and worry.
Dark clouds hang high in the sky and it only adds to the somber mood, knowing that a storm is approaching as you listen to an exhausted Paz shuck off his armor so he can attempt to get some rest for the first time in days.
You feel too restless to sleep, and despite not knowing your surroundings all that well, you make your way off the ship and to the little meadow, admiring the soft drizzle of water droplets that fall from the dreary sky. It quickly turns into something more intense, but you find that you enjoy the heavy downpour after having gone your whole life without feeling the strange sensation.
You very quickly lose track of time, not even noticing footsteps approaching your from behind.
âWhat the hell are you doing out here?â
You gasp at the sound of a gentle, familiar rasp just inches away from your ear and quickly turn around to gaze at the silver hunter with wide eyes.
Fat drops of rainwater pelt against his Beskar and you suddenly feel nervous as he steps even closer to you, your nose nearly grazing his cuirass. Now knowing what Paz had mentioned before, you suddenly feel more nervous around him as his visor remains glued to your face.
Your eyes widen as you lower your gaze, instantly noticing the way he has a hand pressed to his side and panic floods you instantly, âA-Are you hurt?!â
He sighs and rests a hand on your shoulder as he guides you back to the Razor Crest with a slight limp to his typically confident gait, âAnswer my question firstâwhy are you out here? Itâs pouring and you donât know what kind of animals are native to this planet.â
âI...â He lets you guide his arm completely around your shoulders to help support some of his weight against you as you struggle to form a reasonable explanation, âI couldnât sleep and wanted to feel the rain on my skin since it never rained on Tatooine.â
The hunter grunts in response, always a man of very little words, and you grow quiet as you help him back to the Razor Crest, peering up at the night sky even though thereâs no stars to look at, the weather too gloomy to even be able to look at the moon. You think about what he had told you just a few rotations ago about your family watching you from the stars and you bite your lip as a strange, unfamiliar feeling swells in the pit of your belly.Â
After what feels like an hour, you and the hunter finally make it back to the ship, the slight downpour now a full on thunderstorm that only has you trembling more violently as the boisterous booms seem to shake the entire ground. Fear floods you even more as he slumps against the wall near your cot with a pained grunt, sliding down to his rear with a frustrated noise.
âWhereâs your medkit?â You quietly ask the hunter as you kneel down next to him, helping him remove his armor, just as youâve seen Paz do several times in the last few days, âPaz is asleep, but I donât mind helping.â
âGo wake him up.â
Your jaw clenches and anger suddenly fills you at how nonchalant the hunter sounds as he peels away his cuirass and lets it drop to the floor with a loud clatter.Â
âHe has spent the last three rotations pretending like he wasnât worried sick over you since apparently you didnât even have five seconds to contact him over the commlink to tell him youâre not dead!â You finally snap at the hunter, hating that thereâs still tears lingering in your eyes after thinking of your family earlier and he instantly tilts his helmet to the side as he peers at you, âIâm not going to wake him up, so just tell me where the medkit is before I drag you back out into that thunderstorm and let the lightning hit your damn armor until youâre really hurting.â
Thereâs a small bout of silence between the two of you, rainwater still dripping from you and onto the hunter, though he must be more drenched than you are, what with all the layers and padding he wears.
âRefresherâtop shelf behind the mirror,â Is all the hunter says and you finally stand up to retrieve it, that anger still lingering in your heart as you make your way back to him. Heâs managed to shed most of his armor and you immediately hesitate when you realize his torso is bare, several layers of blood-stained fabric now discarded on the floor next to him as you muster up the courage to lower yourself on your knees by his side.
Briefly, your eyes flicker down to his blood-stained hands that are resting on his thighs and youâre surprised to find that heâs wearing several rings on each hand. Some of them are engraved with symbols that you donât recognize and you think it must be the language that he and Paz often speak in when they donât want you to know what theyâre talking about.
You had been flustered days ago upon seeing Paz without his Beskar, but now you feel as though youâre going to combust into flames as you carefully dab a cotton ball thatâs doused with rubbing alcohol against a deep gash on his right hip. Heâs tense and you can imagine itâs not easy for him to be exposing this much skin to someone he barely knows, so you speak quietly in an attempt to distract him.
âIâm guessing the job didnât go too well?â
âGot five thousand credits for three heads,â He surprisingly answers you as he leans his helmet against the wall, âCould have gone worse, I guess.â
âCould have gone better.â
You let it slip out before you can stop yourself and you half-expect him to get annoyed, though he speaks in his usual rasp, âGot the credits. Thatâs all that matters.â
âDo... Do you always get this injured when you hunt?â You quietly ask him as you grab the cauterizer with a wince, remembering when your own father had to use a similar device on you when you were younger and bandits had managed to injure you. His visor is focused on your features as you notice all of the scars littered along his chest and abdomen and your heart hurts when you realize that the wound youâre patching up is only another addition to his collection.
âNot always,â He grunts as you press the cauterizer to the worst of the wound, âThe Beskar usually protects me, but I was outnumbered and one of the guys managed to get a knife to my side.â
âYou should be more careful,â You gently admonish the hunter and he simply sighs in response, most likely used to getting chewed out by Paz as well and you hope that the blue warrior gives him an earful in the morning. âYou have scars of your own? Youâre good at this,â The Mandalorian quietly asks when he notices the way your eyes linger on a thick keloid scar near his belly button before you go back to cauterizing the fresh wound.Â
âYes,â You quietly answer when you realize he must be trying to distract himself from the painful electricity crackling against his skin, âThose bandits on Tatooine... they had been torturing our village for a long time. Even when I was a little girl, I remember how scared my parents were before we would go to bed every night. That zabrak that you have on carbonite...â
You swallow the lump in your throat and try to shake away all of the horrific memories, ignoring the hunterâs visor as he burns holes into your skull.
âNevermind. It doesnât matter anymore.â
Nothing is said between the two of you for several moments as you continue to patch up the injured hunter, memories of your family and cruel bandits lingering in your mind. You sink down completely on your bottom as you work slowly, not wanting to cause the hunter any excess pain as you listen to his little grunts and groans.
Your eyes finally flicker up to the hunterâs visor as you finish up with cauterizing his wound, dreading whatever it is heâs about to say as he gazes at you, âWas he one of the ones that hurt you and your family?â
You donât respond as tears fill your eyes, though you somehow manage to not let any of them fall as you avoid his unforgiving gaze and dig through the sad excuse for a medkit instead. Eventually, you come across a half-used tube of numbing cream and the soft groan that escapes him when you gently rub your fingers around the cauterized wound instantly catches you off guard.
âAm I hurting you?â
âNo,â He huffs out a soft noise, shaking his silver helmet with what almost feels like exasperation, âIâm used to Pazâs clumsy, rough hands and those usually hurt more. Your hands are just... nevermind.â
Your cheeks grow hot again, the hunter almost appearing flustered as well and you have to ignore the bulge thatâs tenting the thick material of his pants, realizing why heâs acting so peculiar. As soon as youâre done, he shocks you even more by gently cupping your cheek, his rings cold and wet against your skin, âYouâre shaking. Is it me youâre scared of, or the thunder?â
âThe thunder. Itâs so loud, like blasterfire or explosions,â You answer him and as if you called upon it itself, another boisterous boom shakes the metal ship and your heart frantically thrums as the hunterâs fingers slide to your nape before giving a firm squeeze. Heâs trying to comfort you, you realize as he pulls you in a little closer until you can feel the heat radiating from his chest, and while you appreciate it, you immediately remember what Paz had told you days ago.
âCareful,â You quietly whisper as he guides you closer until your forehead is pressed against his Beskar-clad one, âThe last thing you need in your life is another broken soul, apparently.â
You can tell heâs surprised that Paz actually told you what the two had talked about and another sigh escapes him as you rest your hands on his shoulders, the soft muscles there lightly flexing at the soft touch. Another boom of thunder has you leaning down further so you can fully wrap your arms around his neck and he tenses in the slightest as you gently hug him, shaking as the thunder rattles the ship.
Youâre not sure why you seek comfort in someone you perceive to be so coldâsomeone who doesnât even trust youâbut your eyelids slip shut as his arms slide around your waist to hold you closer.
âI should not have said that about you,â He admits and you think itâs the closest youâre going to get to an apology, though youâll take whatever you can get from him at this point and you shift until your cheek is resting on his shoulder. You squeeze your eyes shut and tense up with a small whimper as the thunder grows louder and you donât even realize how badly youâre shaking until Mando softly shushes you, his hand slipping under your shirt before his palm is resting on the center of your back.
If he feels the bumpy scar splashed along your skin here and there, he doesnât say anything about it, much to your gratitude.
âI donât like it eitherâthe thunder,â He quietly admits as your shaking eases up in the slightest, âReminds me of the past too.â
You wonder if heâs seeking comfort in you as well and a gasp escapes you when his other hand moves to the back of your thigh as he guides you closer until youâre straddling his hips. Immediately, you worry that youâre going to hurt his wound, though when you voice your concerns he simply holds onto you a little tighter and lets out a relaxed sigh.
âIâm still mad at you,â Your actions betray your words as you melt against him and for the first time, you actually hear a quiet chuckle from the hunter.
âIâll make sure to use the commlink the next time Iâm working,â He promises as you finally lift your head from his shoulder, still straddling his hips as you peer at the hunter and watch a few drops of water trickle down his smooth helmet. Your breath hitches when his hand on your back slides up higher until his bare fingertips graze along the thin strap wrapped around your chest.
âM-Mando?â
âSorry,â He grunts, shifting in a way that has him groaning and your heart feels as though itâs about to leap out of your chest, âBeen a while since Iâve had someone as... soft as you on me. Just... fuck, just stay still for a minute.â
You relax a little more against him, remembering how Paz had said something so similar about you being soft the other day in the meadow. The blue warriorâs hands had been so firm and confident as he touched you, a stark contrast to the way the hunter uses a lighter touch and hesitates a little more. When he peels his hand away from the slope of your spine, you gently grab his hand to inspect the metal rings wrapped around several of his fingers and youâre somewhat surprised that he simply lets you.
Itâs not until you notice that the ring on his thumb is engraved with unrecognizable symbols that you speak up, âIs this the language you and Paz were speaking the other day?â
âIt is,â He murmurs when your eyes meet the upper half of his visor, âIt means to endure, despite all odds.â
You ponder his words for several seconds before heâs pulling away from you to rest his palms on your thighs, his helmet nearly bumping against your temple as his visor lowers. He keeps his gaze on his hands as he slips his fingers past the hem of Pazâs shirt that youâve all but stolen from him and no longer are you shivering from the cold, but anticipation.
"W-Wonât Paz be upset that youâre touching me like this?â You shyly ask the hunter, âI... I know the two of you are together.â
He chuckles again, showing more emotion in the last five minutes than youâve seen from him in the last ten days, âI would not be doing this and Paz wouldnât be flirting with you so much if we thought it might upset each other. Are you... Are you uncomfortable right now?â
âNo, Iâm just not used to being touched, but I... I like it.â
He hums before tightly grabbing your rear and yanking you closer until your clothed heat is pressed against his hard arousal, your cheek digging against the side of his helmet as you gasp. You can hear him panting underneath his helmet, his chest shaking in the slightest as you curl your fingertips against his shoulders.
Itâs not until you fail to hold in a sneeze that the Mandalorian seems to snap out of his strange daze, straightening his back with a soft groan before fixing your shirt back in place.
âYou should get into some warm clothes before you catch a bad cold,â He suggests, sounding tense and restrained as you accidentally shift against his lap again when you move to stand up, âAlthough Iâm sure itâs too late for that, Tatooine girl.â
You roll your eyes with a small smile, holding your hand out to help him up and even though youâre certain he doesnât need the help, his palm slides against yours. Even when heâs on his feet, you find it near impossible to let go of his warm hand, his thick fingers barely tightening around yoursÂ
âDin.â
Your brows pinch together, confusion immediately flooding you.
âMy name is Din Djarin,â He explains as he continues to gently hold your hand, keeping you in place, âYou can say it when itâs just us and Paz, okay?â
You instantly grin at the small display of trust and give his hand a firm squeeze, urging it upwards until youâre able to give his knuckles a tender kiss âThank you.â
âYeah, just... go get some rest,â He huffs, suddenly seeming awkward as you continue to hold onto his hand, âWeâre leaving this planet tomorrow and I can already tell that youâre going to be sick when you wake up.â
Even though you wake up the next day with a stuffy nose and a scratchy throat, you donât regret standing out in the pouring rainâespecially when you see how caught off guard Paz is as he watches Din remove his glove before brushing his fingers along your forehead.
âYou two buddies now?â Paz asks with an amused snort when he notices the way Din lingers in almost a worried fashion, your shivering growing more intense upon feeling how nice his cold rings feel against your hot skin, âAbout time you stop being a stubborn asshole.â
Din simply scoffs, pushing a button on his vambrace to close the ramp and secure the ship, âWeâre leaving now. Think you can manage to make it up to the cockpit so you can buckle in?â
âI... I think so, Din,â You sit up with a soft groan, a dull ache forming in the back of your head as you follow behind him, Pazâs hand pressed against your back for support. The moment youâre seated in your chair and buckled in, youâre out like a light once again.
Despite not feeling well, a tender smile stretches along your lips when you feel Paz wrapping his and Dinâs capes around your shoulders, the blue warrior speaking in a quiet voice once the three of you are all settled in.
âWhat happened between the two of you that prompted you to give her your name?â
âShe yelled at me before patching me up last night,â Din sounds unusually amused, his voice all hazy to you in your exhaustion, âGot mad at me because I asked her to go wake you up. Guess sheâs not just some meek little creature like I first thought.â
Paz lets out with what sounds like a choked laugh, immediately making you smile as you shift into a more comfortable position on the chair, letting their filtered voices lull you further into that hazy darkness.
âTold you sheâs a fierce little thing,â Paz is still laughing a little as Din hums in response, as if agreeing, âLike a verdâika.â
You fall asleep with a smile on your face for the first time in years.
Translations:
Gar liser tenn laam at kaysh (You can open up to her)
Ogir cuyir shi kar'taylir darasuum bal aaray o'r kaysh kar'taâNi liser aalar bic (There is only love and pain in her heart, I can feel it)
Gar liser ganar bic (You can have it)
Te kyr'yc kebi Ni linibar o'r oyay cuyir shol'shya shuk'la runi at hiibir baatir be (the last thing I need in life is another broken soul to take care of)











