what was that

this is an Amelie summer

I could spent my days doing nothing but looking at the sky plying make believe with hallucinogenic mushrooms

I hate everything

If I feel useless and like I’m not capable of anything what’s wrong with that?

I’m not saying excuses are okay. But sometimes I’m explaining myself not excusing my behaviour .

My therapist says I keep excusing myself from life. And to that I say. SO WHAT? SINCE YOU KNOW EVERYTHING

I might be the problem

My classes should have lasted for ever, this is going to get really bad. Not like it has before but in a really weird nonconformity way. I will create an attachment so anxious. And no it’s not in my own two hands to regulate my emotions and my way of thinking. I will be free!!! YALL wanted nihilism and hope to do what?????

I don’t know anything I feel very useless

every time summer rolls around I get in one of the worst depressive episodes of the whole year. I get seasonal depression but in the opposite sense

I might end up with my bipolar obsessive guy. Unless he also rejects me which would be soooo fucking funny

He disappeared from the second that you said “let’s get coffee, let’s meet up” I’m so sick of tinder trade. Asked him to meet up and now he’s acting weird. Just say what ever the fuck is you’re thinking stupid!!

We accept….. I don’t accept anything bitch. I will have what I want you stupid bitch. I will let myself get really depressed first but after 3 weeks to a month…. HENEY IM READY

We accept the truth we think we can cum

We don’t accept

we accept

We accept the lick we think we deserve