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So I had an mri done last week and went to the doctors today to get the results and surprise, it looks normal lol (was fearing for that) started crying bc of that and the fucking bastard of a doctor said it cant possibly be endometriosis since I said I had constant pain lately and that, seeing how I act right now it's probably something psychological. anyways I didnt want to listen to him anymore and stormed off and broke down in the waiting room hahahaha I need to kill myself

#to be clear I wont give up trying to get a diagnosis #bc I have literally textbook symptoms of endometriosis and pretty much 99% of my family has some form of it and im also on endo meds #and theyre working well for me #being told that all the pain Ive endured in my life is basically not real is so devastating #I always feared this moment would happen and it did today I feel horrible #if I have a normal period I will literally bleed out over time it could kill me and not to mention the pain im in #it's not normal I know that #please drop some kind words if you can I really need it rn I feel so alone

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mean-allodyke

can I talk about my current health issues real quick

mean-allodyke

okay so I was sick with a cold in february (started on the 20th) and since then Ive had issues having to go to the bathroom a lot, like the bus drive to my uni that was usually chill suddenly turned to pure hell. the problem is almost nonexistent when im home.

I still have it to this day + daily abdominal pain (which is nothing new for me tho)

I went to the doctors last week and they determined I have blood in my urine and should see my obgyn (trying to get an appointment rn it's hell)

anyways I'm also 99% sure Ive got endometriosis and now im really worrying that it spread to my bladder and I will never get rid of this and idk how to live my daily life with it bc I atm I cannot take a bus trip longer than 30 minutes. I got some meds to help with an overactive bladder but I tried them today and nothing changed + I got hit with a bunch of side effects that will unfortunately trigger a panic attack in the long run (and I also just felt miserable and wouldnt be able to go outside like this)

now idk what to do any it might spiral into another depressive episode for me and im just so sick of this I need to work too but I cant like this I just want to cry lol

#sorry this is long it's just bad rn #been crying all day lol #I really hope it's just a fucking uti or something like god why me

can I talk about my current health issues real quick

#it will be tmi but god Ive had these issues for 1 #and a half months already and im at my breaking point #Im praying to everything out there that it wont turn chronic but I fear it's too late

not this game reminding me on what I did on tumblr back in the day

#one of the other creatures was called 'suffermaxxer' this game is so unserious #love u hsr

:( I was gonna say I'm glad to see ur alive since ur posts ended kinda abruptly but that seemed extreme. the lesbian ptsd talking i suppose. I'm sorry it's not so good right now. it's all seemed to go to shit everywhere lately... whatever you can do is more than enough.. other people don't get how hard it can be... fuck em. only you can live YOUR life. everybody else can eat shit 'cause they don't and can't know what it's like.... I'm only back to tumblr cause i got worse... mentally... but it's so bad on here im gonna start churning butter instead or something

I'm still alive and that wont change no matter how hard it gets, im glad youre hanging in there as well. tbh I havent seen much from on here I try not to im too much on instagram as it is already. I try to drown out everything else by engaging with media lol as usual

ur so right tho but I feel like im too good at masking so people dont believe me when I tell them im struggling and they think im just lazy

#reading the latest thg book rn and let me tell you that shit is insane it's so good #if you can stomach it and have read the previous books I highly highly recommend it btw #Also I need people to talk about it with bc ummmm what hahaha

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glad to see ur doing ok

I wish I was doing okay rn anon but thank you

#Im still majorly okay it's just #going through a depressive episode rn and I havent felt well physically since I had a cold over a month ago #Also been having pain daily but that's not really new to me it still sucks #basically I just wanna isolate myself in my room and cry but cant do that now can I

sorry I kinda abandoned this acc life happened lol. So im still here and it's my birthday today yayyy

#I feel awful hahahaha #nothing but dread and the fear of being forgot ten #anyways what's up with you all

here are my pride nails hehe 🫶🏻

#alao happy arcane s2 trailer release day how we feeling #Im not doing good this show is causing me physical and emotional damage (affectionately)#I apologize for the person I will become in november #anyways #lesbian #pride #lgbt

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Tumblr Top Ships Bracket - FINALS

Castiel/Dean Winchester (Supernatural) vs Suletta Mercury/Mirorine Rembran (Mobile Suit Gundam: The Witch from Mercury)

Castiel/Dean

Suletta/Mirione

Voting ended onMay 20, 2024

This poll is a celebration of fandom and fandom history; we're aware that there are certain issues with many of the listed pairings and sources, but they are a part of that history. Please do not take this as an endorsement, and refrain from harassment.

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mean-allodyke

@ all artists on here: which colors would you mix to get the orange in the lesbian flag??

mean-allodyke

btw thanks for the answers to this but I found out I dont have yellow either so I just bought an orange polish 💀 anyways expect lesbian nail art soon

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Castiel/Dean Winchester (Supernatural) vs Suletta Mercury/Mirorine Rembran (Mobile Suit Gundam: The Witch from Mercury)

Castiel/Dean

Suletta/Mirione

Voting ended onMay 20, 2024

This poll is a celebration of fandom and fandom history; we're aware that there are certain issues with many of the listed pairings and sources, but they are a part of that history. Please do not take this as an endorsement, and refrain from harassment.

#everyone vote for the lesbians or else 🔪 🔪 🔪

@ all artists on here: which colors would you mix to get the orange in the lesbian flag??

#wanna do lesbian flag nailart but I do not have an orange gel polish and no time to get it this week 😔#Im shit at color theory I only know how to make things lighter or darker

trying to make new friends is so stressful like they may seem cool at first but how do i know they agree with my non-negotiable opinions on important things without me interviewing them thoroughly about them right away

#why cant I just be friends with all of you who share my correct opinions #Hi please text me haha #nah jk but if u want... im always down to make new friends im funny I promise

femme444butch

nothing annoys me more than when people say that labels are stupid or that sexuality is fluid.

you don’t have to label yourself but saying labels are stupid fully discredits the their role in queer history and the community’s they still make.

same goes for sexuality is fluid. your sexuality may be fluid and it might be for a lot of people but i think it’s been said to lesbians so much that it’s just become annoying. it very much gives “you’ll meet the right man one day”

mean-allodyke

Hi my birthday is today (march 19th) ok that's all bye ily 💖💖

#hiiiiii

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Hi my birthday is today (march 19th) ok that's all bye ily 💖💖

#why am I so olddddd #anyways sorry I barely open tumblr nowadays this will change again probably #stay cool yall mwah