Hello~
I guess this is my first time writting something about me in this app.First of all, I still need to learn and exercise to know this language better.So in advance, I am sorry for my mistakes.
My life is kinda a mess.I lost my motivation and hope(the word "hope" made me remember about Nagito XD) I am a person with no talent.All I do is making mistakes or bother people with my existence.I am a weak person.I feel alone even if I have people around me.I don't know how to be a good friend,daughter,etc.Sometimes I feel like all my fights are in vain...I hate myself and make s*icide jokes or harm jokes about myself.I lost weight.You got the idea.
Its so dissapointing that I complain about how things are going in my life when other have a hard life than mine...I hope you guys are okay and please take good care of yourself!If you have a dream don't give up even if it seems that is imposibile keep fighting!You deserve to have the life you want and to be happy!Healthy as well!
It's all my fault.Even now at my age 21 I still don't know what to do with my life...I am afraid to have another breakdown.I can't worry the people who care about me.
I don't know what to believe about myself.I don't know how to love.Even if I start having feelings for someone I know I will be rejected or I just don't know how to be in relationship or act like.I feel like I don't know if it would be posible for me to live with someone else.
There are so many things I would want to say...But for now this is enough.Thank you for reading this.Thank you for following me and reading my stories.I started again writing but it's hard for me.It takes me a lot of time to think what to write and how to make the story interesting.All I can say is I am thankful that I talked with you guys.I don't know what will happen to me from now on.
All I can say I will try my best to keep fighting...It all depends to God how much I will resist and be alive.
