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🎶I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart 🎶 - In the end by Linkin Park. https://www.instagram.com/p/BxfEBHPBmc7/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1pp1910l6xcu3

My mental health hasn’t been this bad in over a year and a half. Ive told my parents and some close friends what’s up and that’s taken a weight off my shoulders. Don’t wanna feel this was anymore. #mentalhealth #anxiety #depression #textpost https://www.instagram.com/p/BxfBuClBe_F/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1diy0v5du5p6u

My birthday is coming up in a month and my parents have been asking about what I would like so I have them ideas but apparently they aren’t birthday material.. but I can’t think of anything that I need or even want that they could get me bc all of those things are either experiences such as travel or things I need to do for myself like improving my wellbeing #textpost #accurate #relateable https://www.instagram.com/p/BxXSvWhBcJI/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ubxu990fupox

Today has been a day. I’ve been lying on the floor listening to music. It’s helped to get outta my head and feel the feels a bit and to feel understood. I also reached out to a couple of friends and chatted to them about some stuff going on so that helped. I think this is the turning point. I just keep feeling guilty for reaching this point again. But life is full of ups and downs I suppose. #depression #mentalhealth #relateable https://www.instagram.com/p/BxSjPbgBrMt/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1a036qn1m30eg

Literally me https://www.instagram.com/p/BxLwPtEBAv4/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1v7n543g1w4uq

Caught up with my mum the other day which was great, however we went to a restaurant with her colleagues and all of them were like this with the food and staff and oh my gosh it annoyed me so much #textpost #relateable https://www.instagram.com/p/BxLvsk8BF62/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=thodbf9ckkom

me about always worrying I’m gonna fail all my assignments #textpost #relateable #accurate #mentalhealth #anxiety https://www.instagram.com/p/BxLvJB-hfcU/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=18jelp1yitgvr

Note to self https://www.instagram.com/p/Bw67Z0tBFAw/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=7dmuup5pvm48

I’m slowly saving but not as fast as I’ve been wanting to and I’ve got less and less time to save enough money for my next semester 😬 #money #relateable #textpost #accurate https://www.instagram.com/p/Bw67EYTh96k/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qr3uakx6721f

O V E R T H I N K I N G I feel flat, I just need time to recharge but there’s so many deadline coming up 😓My mum visits tomorrow. Looking forward to giving her a hug https://www.instagram.com/p/Bw66PmjBQ-d/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=10ro0z7dfiawm

I feel like I’ve wasted all of my potential https://www.instagram.com/p/Bw64RSmhFnj/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=15uotyllrsob4

Me to a tee #tired #sleep #overthinking #anxiety #depression #mentalhealth https://www.instagram.com/p/Bw64GkIBYDg/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1tr8i3ul520j3

This last week has been intense. I had a paper due and was writing on shift and only just got it in. Idk what I’m gonna do if I fail it 🙃... hope for the best, expect the worst? https://www.instagram.com/p/Bw63RYkhGSX/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wxt57oekqrlv

I can’t stop napping and excessively sleeping https://www.instagram.com/p/BwR707UhZhF/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=h76h8wge4gi6

#aroace #bf #relateable #textpost https://www.instagram.com/p/BwMun0iBvkx/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=17bz33jlhqemd

👏🏼👏🏼 https://www.instagram.com/p/BwMufW7hpba/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1zhfp5j5wd0a