Meli

(x) It says something about you that a random anon to a random blog is your proof of something, but I’m happy to respond, so here it is. I hate to break it to you harassing freaks with no time on your hands, but your thoughts about me have no bearing on who I actually am or what I actually think. People have literally been saying that I hate Harry or Louis (varies depending on the day) for the six years that I've had this blog. And guess what? I'm still here, still blogging about and supporting both of them, and the vast majority of the losers who say that have long since abandoned one or both of the boys.

I've been a fan of Harry, Louis, and One Direction since 2012. I have tickets to Harry's concert for his upcoming tour and I've bought hundreds of dollars worth of his merch. I've bought both of his albums and continue to support all of his projects except My Policeman. Half of my blog is dedicated to Harry. What makes you think that I would go through all of this effort if I hated Harry? Do you think running this blog is particularly fun for me, at this point in time, when all I hear is things like this? When half of the asks I receive are hate, and when people spread lies about me almost constantly (like @louisshomesharry, but I hope the 6 notes made you feel good 😍) to the point where it's actually bizarre how much people will make up about strangers on the Internet and how many people will blindly believe it. And it's ALWAYS people who have never actually talked to me and just believe whatever shit they read about me or who think that criticizing the boys means you hate them.

It's not a secret that I disagree with a lot of things this fandom believes at this point in time, I disagree with a lot of Harry's solo career decisions, and I have my fair share of criticism of Louis as well! And I say it, which I notice a lot of people refuse to because they're afraid of being labeled Harry haters or Louis haters or rad Louies or antis or whatever else. You should be able to state your opinion in a respectful way, even if they’re negative, without being categorized with these nonsense labels. And the fact that you can't - the fact that most bloggers are afraid to say anything, and those that do are consistently harassed - says a lot about the state of this fandom and how pathetic some of you are.

If I’m a rad Louie, I’m doing a pretty bad job of it considering I still support Harry, still have half of my blog dedicated to him, and am still spending money on him. I want clout for my Larry fics from Larries, um.....how does that work when I am still a Larrie myself and most of the people I follow are Larries? Is this like, such a deep secret that I’m even hiding it from my closest Larrie friends? 😳 My double life, all for the clout on Tumblr, Twitter, and AO3 that I don’t have and haven’t had since probably 2016 soon after I made this blog....what an incredible, intricate plot I've created here. So intricate apparently even I missed the memo about it. But this anon and random bloggers know all!

How long will it take you to learn not to slide into my inbox with this shit.

I can't speak for anyone either, but as a poc bisexual, I can tell you that I am not disgusted by him nor do I see how your input is worth a penny here. How homophobic of him to work with Jesse Thomas as a co-writer, a non binary artist. He's so bad isn't he, working with Bryn Christopher [a member of the lgbtq community] as a co-writer on two of us. So horribly misogynistic to go to Africa to shoot his Walls music video with the cast and extras consisting of pocs. Throughout he's supported and defended all his fans- despite their identity of orientation, fought back and snapped at interviewers for trying to get them to hold a prejudice against gay fans and yet you bring your ill-informed and resentment filled self here to my blog just so you can while away both our minutes. His merch company ships to Palestine even after many artists don't:

and then you come and whine to me.