Male. 30. Gay. Bearish. Proud Beta and Enforcer of the McDanno Werewolf Pack. My big four are featured here. Supernatural (Emphasis on Destiel). Teen Wolf (Emphasis on Sterek). Hawaii 5-0 (Emphasis on McDanno). MCU (Emphasis on Stucky). There will also be peeks at other fandoms including House, Brokeback Mountain and Warehouse13. As well as whatever whimsy suits my fancy.Â
So, as some of you might know, I currently work overnight shifts. 7pm till 7am. I have done so for the better part of a decade. This has, thankfully, afforded me extra free time to write as once the cleaning is done I have several hours of "downtime".
However, starting Monday, (The 20th), that will no longer be the case. Due to health issues with my mother, (whom lives with me), I'll be switching to day shift, 7am until 7pm.
I don't yet know how this will affect my writing/freedom to write. I am hoping that I can make adjustments and still be able to work on both my Fanfiction and my Original Fiction. However there is a reason my original pen-name was NightOwl, I've always done my best work/writing after dark. I dunno why.
I still plan to be active on tumblr, I can use the mobile app and what not, but my already slow writing/post habits are likely to take a further down turn. It is possible that they stop all together.
I suppose that it is equally possible that I'll be able to write more/more frequently. I just don't think history is on my side.
If you have questions feel free to DM me as I don't enjoy airing my personal issues in public lol.
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Thank you for all your work!!!!! Iâm looking for a fic. Stiles is a therapist who specializes in ptsd and gets recruited by Director Fury to help the winter soldier after he is rescued from hydra.
Hi anon! @istalsworld found it.
Superheroes by riverchic1998
(30/30 I 101,035 I Mature I Sterek)
âThis tells me nothing,â Stiles says. âExcept that you can use Google and know how to take screenshots.â
âI consider it your resume,â Fury tells him.
Stiles freezes, because what.
Fury doesnât say anything else, doesnât explain, even after Stiles gestures for more. âWhat the hell do you mean itâs my resume? If you havenât realized it, Iâm still in college.â
He doesnât look impressed. âYouâve been in college. You have two degrees, four separate certifications, and youâre on the fast-track for a PhD.â
âI like learning,â Stiles deadpans.
âYou like helping, and it just so happens that I have someone you can help.â
"Hold the day" by daisyapples on AO3 - @daisyapples
Derek froze, fear and anger battling inside of him.
âPersonally, Iâm very protective of the things I love,â Argent continued. âBut thatâs something I learned from my family. And you donât have much of that these days. Do you?â
âWow, man.â Stiles suddenly rounded the petrol pumps and put himself between Argent and Derek. âLow blow.â
It was almost amusing to see how put out Argent was; he shifted on his feet, hands clenched into fists as if he wanted to hit Stiles. Derek wanted to grab the boy and put him behind him but he also liked having a shield between him and the hunter.
âYou know who this is, right?â Stiles gestured wildly, almost hitting both himself and the Camaro. âLittle orphan Annie here lost almost his whole family in a house fire. You wanna learn a bit of tact?â
Derek was almost amused at the boy who had just called him little orphan Annie preaching tact.
Almost.
-
I hold this one close to my heart. We can see into Derek's grief, and god it hurts. But also, kinda hilarious? Little orphan Annie? I was shocked. I felt insulted for Derek while trying not to laugh. (Also, it's kinda nice to see someone acknowledge that Chris was WRONG in intimidating Derek like that. No matter if at the time the hunger believed Derek was the alpha. He had no proof, and basically just mocked and smashed the window of a car of a grieving boy, wtf does that.)
Anyway, check this author out cause I basically loved every single one of their sterek fics.
i swear im not doing it on purposeđ i tried so many combinations of tags i dont know what im doing wrong (im going crazy O.o), im not trying the right ones apparently
im looking for a witch! or magical! stiles fic where derek mistakenly gifts him a cursed necklace for his birthday that summons a mummy and they get attacked
no pressure to answer this, your abiilty to find fics amazes me, thank you for all the time you put into these asksđđđ
Hi! You couldn't find it bc it's deleted
Everything Under the Moon by standinginanicedress
âJust go in and buy him something and attach a note that says, like, I donât know,â she flips a curl over her shoulder, âletâs bone.â
Derek looks up at the sky and purses his lips. Doesnât dignify that with a response. Thereâs no way in hell Derek is going to attach some dinky little note to Stilesâ gift that is either as crass as Ericaâs suggestion or as humiliating as something he could come up with himself â no fucking way in hell.
But she does have a point. Stilesâ birthday is coming and Derek is shit out of luck and shit out of ideas for ways to make Stiles see him as anything more than just Derek. The way Stiles looks at him sometimes, itâs like he has no fucking idea.
I'm searching for a sterek fic set in a space station. Stiles is a botanist or something similar and there is an attack on the space station where Stiles uses a pollen to incapacitate everyone
Hi @finickity! @midnightwinterhawk found it. Said it was one of their faves.
the ring of the ancestors is not a euphemism by kellifer_fic
(1/1 I 10,637 I Teen I Sterek)
Stiles hadn't noticed the way the entire commissary had gone silent when the guy had approached his table, or the two military escorts that had been flanking him, looking at each other like maybe they should be intervening but weren't sure how. All he saw was someone stealing the last dessert from him and Stiles didn't think about it, he just reached across the table and snatched it back with a, "What the hell, dude?"
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Hello (: iâm in need for a little help to find a sterek fic
I donât remember the big plot, Iâm not quite sure if I mix it up with another fic. But I do remember that werewolves are know, the Hales are alive and humans and supernaturals are separated. There is a border and youâre not allowed to cross it.
But Scott does something and the whole lacrosse team is making him go over the border to the nemeton. Stiles knows Scott will never make it with his asthma so he volunteers. If you find the nemeton you have to carve you name in it. Stiles carves it in another tree bc the nemeton is too beautiful. When he makes his way back he is chased by werewolves and blast one with light. Thatâs how he finds out heâs a spark.
Talia comes to his home and now stiles has to go to the other side to learn about his magic and to control it. I think itâs because there is an evil spark destroying the country and everyone wants Stiles to safe them but Iâm not sure if thatâs where I mix it up.
Derek has to watch over Stiles and has to be by his side all the time.
Jackson was adopted by the Hales and has abandoned issues. He thinks his parents left him bc he is a werewolf. Stiles has dreams and they figure out a drunk Harris killed Jacksonâs parents with his car and pushed Jackson into the woods bc his glowing eyes.
And at some point the Hale house a burning down and Stiles canât have Derek lose his home so he uses all his magic and rebuilds it.
And I think there is an accident where Derek or Cora breaks stiles arm bc of their werewolf strength
Thank you very much and have a wonderful day đŤśđť
Oh, I love this one!
My, What Big Shoulders You Have (The Better to Help You Carry the Weight) by isthatbloodonhisshirt (wasterella)
âTalia was just telling me an interesting story,â his dad informed him. Stiles didnât have the nerve to glance over at him, because he knew no matter how much he argued, the proof was all there. The wolves had found him, Parrish had picked him up on the side of the road, he had a fucking picture on his phone. He was screwed. No point in arguing, all itâd do is piss his father off even more.
âYou donât say,â Stiles offered slowly. âWhat uhâyou know, I like stories. Is it a uh, good one?â
âIt seems to be a matter of opinion,â Talia said with another kind smile. âI hear you had quite the night last night.â
Okay, time to cut his losses. He was already fucked, all he could do was apologize and hope she didnât press for him to get fined and arrested. Given he was her husbandâs friendâs son, he had high hopes.
âIâm really sorry,â Stiles blurted out. âIt was stupid and-and irresponsible and justâI am so sorry. I shouldnât have crossed into your territory. I shouldâve known better, I do know better! It was a complete lapse in judgement and I am justâI am so sorry.â
Story opens with Stiles going to the Hale House because Derek needed help putting both Boyd and Erica back together (very bloody scene). It progresses with Derek's pack very slowly and painfully putting themselves back together (Isaac and Scott being dragged in and alot of tough love all around). But the story kinda hinges upon Stiles being insecure about being the "useless human" and I'm pretty sure there's a scene where he has a serious panic attack over "I just want to be useful."
Hi anon! @midnightwinterhawk says it's part of this series.
Needed by Asterekmess (Livinginfictions)
(6/6 I 16,865 I Teen I Sterek)
Stiles knows he doesn't bring anything to the pack, but if that's true, why does Derek come to him for help?
part 8 of snakes around my stomach - derek gets stomachaches 'verse
Derekâs having a good day.
He doesnât trust it. It doesnât feel real; doesnât feel like it should be allowed.Â
All heâs known for months, for years, is pain.Â
The last ten months or so of near-daily stomachaches have made him edgy, unsure, suspicious.
He doesnât mean to be. Tried his hardest to ignore the pain at first, continue on like normal, eat steaks and hamburgers and entire pizzas and pretend that the lingering stomachache was from eating too much.
When only a few bites left him feeling like he ate a whole cow and then some, this was disproven. Almost every day since had been the same. Even after the pain left for the day, he still had to deal with the aftershocks and the whole, well, trauma of what did I just go through?
So to have a good day, after all that, just doesnât feel possible.
Itâs not that he doesnât want to believe it, but it feels like a trap. And Derekâs all too familiar with traps, all too familiar with pain and deception and betrayal.
Itâs just that itâs the middle of the afternoon on a Tuesday and he finished lunch a couple hours ago and his stomach is fine.
But he doesnât trust it.
Heâs gotten his hopes up too many times before. Thought everything would be okay, thought the pain was a blip, thought the fullness or nausea or stabbing sensation in his belly would pass, and it does, eventually.
Before it comes back.
So while heâs grateful for the temporary relief, he knows he should be celebrating, eating all the food heâs missed out on and exercising while he has the energy. Should be thankful for the respite and focusing on the here and now rather than worrying if itâs going to come back. When itâs going to come back.
Heâs ashamed at how cynical heâs gotten over the past few months; years, really, ever since his family died. He expects pain, now, whether it comes from a mysterious monster of the week or from within his own body. Derek doesnât know when heâll stop expecting pain when heâs become far too friendly with it.
Itâs like somethingâs lurking around the corner, as Derek continues putting stray books back on their respective shelves now in the bookstore. He canât help but be on the edge of his seat, feeling like somethingâs wrong, somethingâs out to get him, heâs not safe.
He resorts to checking, has to stay alert, on guard. He checks his abdomen, mentally: aside from a few grumbles, his belly is calm, and it doesnât feel right.
His shoulders are tense and he knows his face and posture must look off-putting to the customers, so he tries to relax, tries to envision Stiles is next to him sharing a new fact heâs learned or talking about their evening plans.
But he canât help but check again.
His stomach is still fine. Itâs fine the next moment, too, and the next.
So why doesnât it feel like it?
Heâs too conditioned, too on his toes from all of this, and his mind has been retrained to constantly worry about his own body in a way heâs never had to deal with before, always trusting he would heal immediately. And if he didnât, help would be on the way, or he wouldnât care enough about anyone to bother living at all, and no one would care about him enough in return.
But now he has Stiles, and he very much wants to live; itâs just that his stomach doesnât feel the same. If it did, everything heâs tried to help himself would have worked by now, and he wouldnât be conditioned like this in the first place, and he wouldnât have this impulsive need to keep checking.
This isnât him. It doesnât feel right in his body, this obsessiveness, this fear. The fear has always been about running for his life, before, or protecting his pack; not something as recurring and simple and stupid as a stomachache.Â
He hates his attitude about it, hates how he feels and what the condition has taken from him, hates even calling it a condition at all. But he canât call it a fluke, canât even call them episodes anymore now that they happen so frequently. Refuses to call it chronic.
Even though it is.
Except for this moment, except for right now where heâs fine. Then why canât he act like it? Now, although itâs the most ridiculous of thoughts, Derek feels like somethingâs wrong, like now that heâs free of stomach pain temporarily, who is he without it? Has it become such a part of him that itâs making up his identity? Derek Hale, alpha werewolf, sufferer of stomach pain.
Derekâs claws pop out suddenly of their own accord in anger, and he drops the book heâs holding so as not to puncture it. The vintage novel makes a loud thud on the hardwood floor of the bookstore, and the noise is deafening and shocking in the near-silent room.
Derek himself winces, and retracts his claws quickly, before anyone can notice. Stiles does, though, of course he does, and he excuses himself from the customer heâs chatting to at his herbalist station before strolling over to Derek with a look of concern.
âEverything okay, big guy?â Stiles asks, coming up to Derek and reaching out to put a soothing hand on his arm. He rubs his thumb back and forth, and Derek feels like heâs back in high school again, preening under the attention of his crush. Stiles is here, and his big brown doe-eyes are all for him. What was he so upset about, again?
âFine,â Derek murmurs, a bit enraptured. While they co-run their bookstore together, itâs not like they get to spend every second together. Theyâre both busy organizing, taking stock, helping customers, and Stiles has his whole herbalist side business to run, as well. They exchange glances, touches, and brief words here and there throughout the day, and eat lunch together, but Derek still misses him.Â
âDer,â Stiles starts at Derekâs lack of explanation, and moves a bit closer for privacy. Derek reaches for him, settling his large, warm hands on Stilesâ hips, and everything really is fine, now. âIs it your stomach?â
Derek shakes his head no, not a lie for once. âIâm really okay,â he promises, and he doesnât ever want to stop gazing into Stilesâ dark whiskey brown orbs. Could die happy right now, staring into them.Â
Heâs sure if the pack were here, theyâd make fun of him with one whiff of his lovesick scent. He and Stiles are married now, are mates and all, but that doesnât stop his love for Stiles from growing every day.
His besotted look must show on his face, and Stilesâ lips quirk in return as he wraps both arms around Derekâs neck, moving in even closer. He presses a quick kiss to Derekâs cheek, lingering for a second like he doesnât want to move away just yet, and would stay here all day if they werenât at work.
âYouâd tell me if you werenât?â he whispers back, voice a bit gravelly, and Derek is gone. This shows on his face, too, pale gaze darkening as his eyes drift to Stilesâ perfect mouth.
âDer,â Stiles urges him to answer with a laugh, and he knows exactly what heâs doing to Derek. âYouâd tell me if you werenât okay, right?â
Derek nods, attempting to get a grip on himself. Itâs just that Stiles is right here, and he smells so good, like cinnamon and maple syrup and books and various dried herbs, and he wants to wrap himself in Stilesâ arms and never move again.
âLet me take you to dinner tonight,â Derek murmurs in response, leaning close, and a surprised yet pleased look falls over Stilesâ face.Â
They havenât gone out to dinner for weeks, always feeling like itâs a waste since Derek canât eat properly these days. But he knows Stiles misses it, and Derek does too, a little. Loves getting to spoil his mate and buy him expensive steak and wine and rich chocolate cake.
He has to take advantage of the temporary pause in stomach pain while he can, and besides, he canât be responsible for what comes out of his mouth when under the influence of Stilesâ scent. Theyâre in a bookstore, and Stiles is happy and flirty and serene, and it all reflects in his scent. What more could Derek want?
Heâs pulled back to reality when his stomach gives a rare growl of hunger, something he hardly feels at all anymore. Stiles hears it too and looks ready to kiss him, eyes alight with pride and happiness and relief. Derek tries to resist, he really does, theyâre at work and he hates watching PDA himself, but itâs Stiles, and Derek wants to jump him right back.
So he pulls him in and plants the kiss heâs been waiting all day for right onto Stiles mouth. Stiles sighs in contentment and pulls Derek closer, one hand threading into his soft raven hair.Â
They break away too quickly, but the kiss was like a drug, and Derek so desperately wants to bury his face in Stilesâ neck and stay there all afternoon. He just smells so good, and Derek is so happy to be with him, to smell Stilesâ own joy and pleasure at being with Derek.
His stomach is long forgotten now, and he really is fine, at last.Â
âHey, I love you,â Derek murmurs to Stiles. Their noses are still almost touching, and Stilesâ crinkles as his smile spreads across his face.
âI love you too,â comes Stilesâ response, voice warm, and Derek canât get enough, canât wait to hear him talk all throughout dinner tonight about his customers today, which herbal combinations he learned about and created, how Mrs. Cooperâs orange cat is doing, a regular customer of the bookstore. He loves Stilesâ voice, wants nothing more than to listen to him all day in a way he canât even fully describe.
âWhat do you say, are you gonna French kiss me at the door tonight? You know, since weâre going on a date and everything. Do I get to wear your jacket?â Stiles grins cheekily as Derek rolls his eyes with a matching smile.Â
âWeâll see,â Derek flirts back, just as the brass bell rings over the door to announce a new customer.Â
Thatâs their cue to get going, and they break apart with matching sighs. These few minutes werenât enough; Derek needs to be around Stiles always, next to him at all times, enveloped in his arms or his gaze or his scent, listening to his voice at every second.
He would say it would cure him, but, well. They tried that on their last vacation, every second spent wrapped around each other, and still, the stomachaches persisted.Â
So if Stiles isnât the cure, out of everything Derekâs tried, then what is?
He doesnât mean for his thoughts to return to his stomach as they go their separate ways with small, stupid waves to each other, doesnât mean to go back to checking when everything was perfect a moment ago. But Stilesâ magic can only last so long before reality hits Derek again.Â
Still, his shoulders feel a little lighter than before as he heaves a box of books into his arms easily and heads towards the fiction section to distribute them.Â
A blonde woman in her thirties is in the aisle as well, and Derek is taken aback for a second by the thought of Kate, a reflex still, and his shoulders canât help but tense up again. The woman only smiles in greeting and continues browsing, until a moment later when it seems she must come out with whateverâs on her mind.
âYou and your husband make a great couple,â she smiles tentatively, making eye contact that Derek will never get used to. âYouâre so cute together, and the way he looks at you â I wish my husband looked at me like that.â
Derek never knows what to say when people comment on his and Stilesâ relationship, although it happens quite often, especially with their not-so-hidden PDA at work. They try to contain themselves but end up in each otherâs spaces here and there throughout the day for a couple minutes at a time, but itâs still enough to get people talking.
âUm, thanks,â Derek responds with a tight smile of his own. Heâs grateful for the blondeâs words, really, he just has no clue what one is supposed to say in response. He knows Stiles would have the perfect retort, a witty joke of deflection or pride, depending on the moment. Itâs one of the things Derek loves about him so much.
The blonde sighs and continues as though Derek never spoke. âYeah, heâs a lawyer, working constantly, and I feel like I never see him anymore. He was working on that big case in town recently, you know the one about protecting wildlife in the preserve? Heâs making a real difference, and Iâm so proud of him, but I wish he would look at me the way he looks at all the arguments he writes. One day, maybeâŚ.â
The word vomit from customers isnât new to Derek, and he frequently listens to them spill their every thought while he just stands there, nodding and making attentive noises while occasionally dissociating. They donât really care about his advice or thoughts in return, they just want someone to be there.Â
For anyone who does want advice, Derek directs them to Stiles, and they walk away beaming, sometimes with tears of relief. Stiles is just happy he can help someone, and Derek is proud of him all over again.
Derek nods and smiles politely now, the gesture not meeting his eyes, but the woman has already turned back to her stack of books, and Derek is excused, to his relief.
But something stands out to him, something that makes his stomach twinge for the first time in a few hours. The blondeâs husbandâs a lawyer, working on protecting the preserve. The most important place to Derek, the place where he grew up. He didnât even know there was a court case going on about it, though if it were something significant he knows he would have heard about it already.
Still, the thought sinks into his mind, suddenly at home amongst all his other buried feelings of self-worth and inadequacy. Just a few simple words and Derek is so fragile that the thought spikes his anxiety.Â
Barbara, his therapist, would tell him that itâs perfectly normal, especially if the thoughts were already there in the first place. That itâs not necessarily the event thatâs triggering, but the reason behind his reaction.
He knows heâs too sensitive about this, and itâs why he hasnât told Stiles about his insecurities yet. But Derek canât help but feel that heâs not doing enough in life, for the world, for his town, for Stiles, for himself.Â
Running a bookstore isnât the hardest job in the world, but Stiles is doing the worthwhile part; helping and healing customers with his herbs, listening to their problems, giving advice.
All Derek seems to do is restock and organize books, occasionally giving recommendations or pointing a customer in the right direction. At the end of the day, he gets to come home to Stiles, with Stiles, and theyâre happy and in love, stomachaches aside.Â
But is that enough?Â
It should be. By all means, it should be. But if Barbara is right, and his stomach pain is caused by his mysterious repressed emotions, the ones sitting on top of the pile are most certainly inadequacy and underperforming.Â
Shouldnât he be following in his motherâs steps and becoming a lawyer to help protect his own preserve, his own home? Or a professor like his father, teaching and passing down his knowledge?
After everyone Derek has lost or let down, he should be making more of a difference right now, should be doing something with his life thatâs worthwhile. He doesnât care about being remembered after heâs gone or feeling important while heâs here; just wants to make a difference, make his dead parents proud.
He feels heâs already let them down, is letting them down each day that his stomach acts up. He worries heâs losing the werewolf part of him by succumbing to his too-human stomach pains, though heâs tried to fight them off every single time.
No werewolf in his family has suffered such a human affliction, heâs sure of it, though the human relatives themselves definitely did. Even if Barbara is right and his problems are psychosomatic, he would give anything to ask his parents, get their advice on whatâs happening to him and how he can fix it. Find out if itâs ever happened before, if heâs the anomaly.
Learn just how much heâs let them down.
It reminds him of the stupid depression test Barbara had made him fill out week after week. He scored differently depending on the day and the state of his stomach, but didnât score as well as he would want, as Stiles would want for him.
Over the last two weeks, how often have you been bothered by feeling bad about yourselfâor that you are a failureâor have let yourself or your family down?
Almost every day.
So the stomach pains slowly come back as the thoughts continue this afternoon, as the feelings of low self-worth and shame and wanting more, needing to be more take hold.
Theyâre not as bad as usual; he has dinner with Stiles to look forward to. Not that looking forward to something has ever halted the pains before. But he supposes willpower can win sometimes, and it seems to today.
They close up shop when itâs time, and go out to dinner at the fancy restaurant Stiles picks, and Derek treats Stiles to all the steak and wine and chocolate cake he could want.
Stiles looks carefree, and Derek is honest after dinner when he tells him he feels full but not sick. Stiles kisses him right there across the table, upsetting their plates and cloth napkins.Â
He tastes like wine, and happiness, and love. And cinnamon, always cinnamon with Stiles.
Derek kisses him again by the Camaro, with tongue this time, true to his word. He gets lost in his mouth and his eyes before he wraps his jacket around Stilesâ cold shoulders. Tastes Stilesâ grin against his own.
They make it home, giggling and kissing like lovesick teenagers, and Derek is so happy to give Stiles this, a night off from the usual stomach-related stress for both of them.Â
They make love on their mattress with the sheets tangled around them, and the air smells like warmth, and sweat, and contentment, and Derek is happy.
Heâs having a good day, finally. Can trust it at last, despite not knowing why it ended up a bit better, what caused the slight improvement.Â
Derek had a good day.
When Derek wakes the next morning itâs to the usual pain, but heâs used to it. His stomachâs tight, but his shoulders arenât, and itâs almost a relief that heâs not stepping on eggshells today, not dreading something lurking around the corner. He knows what to expect, and he hates it, but itâs safe.
Derek doesnât have another good day for a while. He continues filling out the dreaded PHQ-9 depression tests, and scores in the middle, which Barbara tells him is better than scoring high, at least.Â
Almost every day remains the same.
Stiles goes back to worrying about him and Derek worries about him in return.
But Derek holds onto the look on Stilesâ face at the restaurant, when he learned of Derekâs relief. Remembers his scent all through their evening, cinnamon and saccharine and the fresh air of relaxation. Can still taste his lips and his happiness and the smile he felt against his own.
And Derek knows heâll do anything in his power to put that smile back on Stilesâ face again, every day for the rest of their lives.
Perceived by the Alpha, sterek, g, 100w | Even groggy, Derek can poleaxe Stiles. (ao3đ) Companion to: Dragging the Alpha For @sterekdrabbles 01 Jul 2026 (chess, field, battle)
Theyâre leaving the diner when Stiles realizes some things, thinking clearer now that heâs had some rest and food.
âWeâve been playing this all wrong. We thought this was a battle where weâd have homefield advantage, but sheâs been watching us for months, looking for weaknesses like a chess master.â
Stiles turns when he feels Derekâs eyes on him.
âWhat?â
âYou love chess.â
Stiles stares.
Derek noticed?
Jackson sighs.
âStilinski, did you have a point before Derek moonstruck you with a board game?â
Stiles stays staring, ignoring Jacksonâs jibe while responding.
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Hi!! This is gonna drive me crazy trying to ring this fic đ But iâm pretty sure itâs a sterek high school AU, enemies to lovers, pretty sure everyone knows they hate each other, theyâre both closeted and iâm 90% sure Laura is a deputy . Thereâs a scene where theyâre hooking up in a car and the sheriff finds them and realizes theyâre doing the do. Then Laura pulls up and Derek pushes Stiles away from him and makes up a lie about why they were out there together. Very angsty fic but so good and have no clue why it wasnât in my bookmarks! Please help, youâre a godsend!
Hi @fvckyourfandoms! @mapel450 says it's this one!
call it off by endversed
(11/11 I 116,940 I Explicit I Sterek)
âYou kissed me,â Stiles says.
To that, Derek says nothing. His gaze does not leave Stilesâ mouth.
âBut you⌠youâre straight,â Stiles carries on.
And still, Derek says nothing. His fingers twitch harshly around his grip on thin air.
âYou have a girlfriend,â Stiles whispers.
Derek is on his feet in an instant.
Stiles is the gay, terminally-single loser of Beacon Hills High. Derek is the straight, cheerleader-dating jock he should have been smart enough to stay away from.
Hi! Itâs me again, as always thank u so much for the hard work! Your blog is permanently open on my computer <3 I was wondering if you could send some recommendations about possessive Derek? Sterek only if possible? Thank you so much again â¤ď¸đĽš
I do, @mjisdumb!
A Heart for a Heart by LazyyBabyy
(1/1 I 1,144 I Mature)
"Derek Hale, you're under arrest forâŚ"
Derek stops listening, pulling away from Stiles enough to be able to reach into his pocket. Stiles tries to stay close, but he's so deliciously weak by comparison.
"It's okay, baby, it's okay." Derek whispers, his words meant just for them. "Just listen to me, yeah? Be good and listen."
[Derek's proposal to Stiles goes exactly as planned, even down to getting arrested.]
Unhealthy but Needed by DaoOfGay
(1/? I 2,331 I Explicit)
After the Hale Fire that took the life of his uncle and his father, Derek leaves Beacon Hills to go to college. Years later, he returns and the very first thing he finds an unclaimed Mate. He has learned a lot from his uncle, and he'll put those skills to practice on a teen who smells like he is one week away from suicide.
He was almost too late.
Mirror, Mirror by happyevraftr
(1/1 I 5,013 I Explicit)
Established relationship. After someone flirts with Stiles, Derek needs to show him who he belongs to by fucking him in a room full of mirrors so he can see himself stretched open. Bonus points if Derek forces Stiles to watch as his hole is stretched to accommodate Derek's knot
Don't Feed the Wolves by Amazonia_8
(8/8 I 30,329 I Explicit)
Stiles took the dare, because what else was he supposed to do when the whole lacrosse team was chanting his name? Even though the werewolf pack had left Beacon Hills years ago, nobody was stupid enough to set foot on the Hale property.
Except, apparently, Stiles.
Now he's got a feral werewolf following him around town with the sole purpose of claiming Stiles as his own.
Pale Horses by Jana_C
(15/15 I 56,071 I Explicit)
Being bitten had never been on his to-do list, but he could deal with that. Helping Derek Hale become a competent Alpha, though, that was so not in his job description.
Waiting by isthatbloodonhisshirt (wasterella)
(2/2 I 81,018 I Teen)
Not wanting to think on it too much, Stiles took a step forward and passed his hand between the bars, moving the bleeding side closer to Derekâs mouth.
âNot too close, he bites.â
Stiles snatched his hand away just as Derek had been about to lick at it. The snarl he got in response was not comforting.
âHe what?â Stiles asked nervously, turning to Deaton.
The man looked a little amused. âDonât worry, only if he doesnât like you.â
âWell, he probably hates me, now!â Stiles insisted, turning back to Derek.
He looked extremely displeased.
Strong at the Broken Places by giddytf2
(18/18 I 172,735 I Explicit)
âSo whatâs it gonna be, Stiles?â
An hour wasnât enough time for a miracle. Not enough for him and Derek both.
âSalvation for you, or the world?â
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Stiles confronts an enemy warlock too powerful for him to defeat, and he's given an ultimatum: He must kill Derek, or Derek will be killed anyway along with everyone else in Beacon Hills. Trapped in a magically-reinforced cell with Derek, he has only an hour to make his choice.
In the tragic aftermath of the confrontation, Stiles spirals into a delusional, suicidal race against time for the lives of his remaining loved ones and the rest of the world. A spectral companion is all that keeps him from going totally insane on the hunt for the enemy warlock.
But Stiles's spectral companion isn't what it seems to be. Neither is the enemy warlock, who will forever change Stiles's universe beyond all of Stiles's imaginingsÂ
The breeze is running smoothly through the grass, the blades bending with a gentle tilt. Above him the sun is shining down brightly, the warmth of its rays skimming across his skin in a gentle caress that feels like hands he once knew.
He can hear the gentle babble of the brook running off to the side of him as he shifts the basket against his hip again. Inside the tufts of lavender are nestled, ready to be taken back to the cottage and bundled together before being dried out.
It had been many years since he had last seen him, and in a moment he just stands there, the flowing material of his clothing pressing against his body as he just tilts his head. It hits him sometimes, just in passing moments, he thinks about the eyes that watch with intent, the dark brows that pulled down in thoughts and concentration.
War had been something threatening for a long time and when it finally came, he had cried and begged on his knees, scratching his skin raw as he clutched at his travelling clothing. He begged him not to leave, not to go away, fear squeezing his heart that he would never see him again. He had been taken in large hands, pulled to his feet and his tears wiped away with calloused fingertips. Promises were spoken, falling softly from lips he cherished, love spilled between them in a quiet space. He had taken him to bed one last time, made love to him with such tenderness that he wept all over again.
He had stayed with him until he had fallen asleep, when he had awoken, it was to a cold bed and a letter of goodbye on the pillow beside his head. He knew that he wouldn't have left when he was awake, the pain too strong.
Slowly the days passed and turned in to weeks, weeks turned in to months and he continued to gather his herbs and flowers. Drying them out and grinding them in to dust, creating his potions and selling his wares, getting coin in return. He made a living with each passing day, took them in his stride and tried to forget the ache that grew in his heart.
But in those same months, his stomach grew, a heartbeat fluttering through the silent nights. Each time he would touch the stretched skin, whispering soft words of their father, repeating the tales he had been told and memories he had to give.
Months turned in to years and his heart grew around the forever ache as he turned to look towards the young child who ran across the grass, feet bare and a bright grin on their lips as their voice echoed across the valley.
He looked like his father, bright in eye and dark in hair, but he had his soft skin and moles. Even at three years of age almost four, he knew that his son knew the valley like the back of his hand, he had shown him every inch of the land that belonged to them, to his father, told him the tales of soldiers brave and far away.
For a moment the breeze picked up, blowing across the valley, bringing with it the scent of his plants and herbs, of the meadow over the crest of the hill. But in a brief moment he closes his eyes, feels the touch of him, imagines that he can feel his stare and smell his scent, but he brushes it away, knowing that it cannot be.
He opens his eyes again and searches for his son, watches as he bends down beside the brook, the water clear and crisp. He watches as he pokes at something before standing again, a bright smile on his face as he turns towards him, but he watches the way his face changes, the shift of his features that he only saw with strangers. It takes him a moment, but he hurries quickly towards him and he turns, looking towards the hill where a shadow stands.
His heart leaps in his chest, fingers growing tight around the basket on his hip. He watches the person as they watch them before the breeze kicks up again and brings with it that encompassing scent again. It makes his breath hitch, the basket falling from his gasp before he is scooping his son up in to his arms and starts to move towards the person.
Even with the longer hair and the worn look upon his face, he can see clearly who it is as they get closer, his heart growing lighter, the ache fading away as he comes to a stop just feet away. He can see the questioning look on his face, feels his own lips stretching in to a smile as he shifts the boy on his hip.
''Eli.'' He speaks softly, catching his son's attention. ''This is your daddy.''
The boy blinks up at him and then the stranger, his small eyes searching before he is wiggling out of his arms and he watches him run the space between them, crashing himself against the knees of the man in front of him. He looks up to catch the look on his face, the wonder and fear that is etched there as he slowly stepped forward.
''Our last night together.'' Is all he says. ''He turns four in a few weeks time.''
The man in front of him stops being a statue and he steps closer, his hand coming up to rest against a cheek that is rough with a beard. It had been nearly four years since he had last laid eyes upon his loves face, but he had never once forgotten how it looked as he smiled with wet eyes.
''I prayed each and every night for you to return. My heart has ached for you in every moment until now, it's finally complete again.''
As they are both gathered up in his arms, the breeze wraps around them in a warm embrace, the sun shines on down brightly, basking them in its golden rays as their lips met once again in a familial touch.
So this Sterek au fic I read had Erica saying how Stiles âgrows on youâ and Derek going all âwell fungi do that tooâ, and Stiles took it to mean Derek was comparing him to mushrooms.
And it got me thinking. What if, when they first met, Derek made some throwaway line about Stiles and fungi (because heâs always there attached to Scott), and Stiles took it to heart and never forgot it?
To Stiles, Derek comparing him to a mushroom must mean that Stiles is terribly unattractive to him, and wow what a dick. Who would want to be complimented by the hot grumpy werewolf whoâs probably a serial killer anyway.
Fast-forward to many months, and many life-threatening and life-saving shenanigans later, Stiles and Derek start working together, start trusting each other, and the pack comes together and thrives. Stiles, of course, starts noticing Derek, and to be fair, he has always noticed him, but a Derek who doesnât always resort to violence first, and a calmer Derek who is a smidge less grumpy these days is a good look on him. But then so what if Stiles finds Derek attractive, and trusts him, and likes his sarcastic comments, and wants to climb him like a tree? The guy thinks of Stiles as a mushroom!
As more months pass and the pack grows closer, Stiles is mostly resigned to yet another hopeless crush on someone beautiful and unattainable. By this time him and most of the pack have graduated high school and are making plans for college. Stiles leaves Beacon Hills for college, and has no high expectations for it, thinking itâll be the same as high school.
After all, the hottest girl in the world whom he had had a crush on since he was a boy had always looked at him in disdain or like an insignificant bug, and the hottest guy in the world that was crush number 2 thinks of him as unattractive as a mushroom. Even though Stiles and Lydia are friends now and often work together as the research arm of the pack, and Stiles has gotten over his childhood crush and they work so well as friends Lydia may be his best friend after Scott. And even though Stiles and Derek have a cordial relationship these days and often talk to one another and have even made plans for scheduled calls while Stiles is away at college!
So Stiles is surprised when he gets invited to parties, gets hit on, and even gets a few dates and one night stands at college. Stiles canât make sense of it, but goes along with it tries to enjoy it as much as he can. Maybe people are more adventurous and less picky in college?
Meanwhile, back in Beacon Hills, Derek is dealing with most of the pack travelling out of town for college, and also with his growing fondness and attraction to Stiles. Somehow, maybe through his scent after a FaceTime call with Stiles, Erica finds out, along with Boyd, who stayed back in Beacon Hills. Erica is overjoyed and starts making plans for them to get together. Boyd shrugs and comments how âStiles is gonna talk Derekâs ear offâ if they date. Isaac makes a face when Erica tell him the news later during their weekly call, because Isaac and Stiles still canât stop acting assholish to each other, but still hums in approval.
And Derek seriously considers. Beacon Hills is peaceful these days, the pack is strong, his therapy is helping, and he feels ready for a relationship. He trusts Stiles, is attracted to him, and wants something more with him. And going by Stilesâs scent whenever heâs near Derek, Derek suspects Stiles is the same.
The more Derek mulls over it, the more confident he becomes, and he really wants to try, wants to make it work with Stiles. So Derek starts talking more during his scheduled calls with Stiles, asking if thereâs anything or anyone interesting for the week (he knows Stiles is single at the moment, but wants to make sure there isnât anyone new), dropping hints like asking when Stiles will be back for his break (even though Derek has a calendar with everyoneâs schedules), and if maybe they could go somewhere. Erica, Boyd and Isaac comments and advises, though Derek mostly ignores those. (âSend nudes!â Erica suggests).
And it just⌠flies all over Stiles. Stiles is just happy that Derek is getting chattier and seems to be doing well, and would have suspected him to be dating but doesnât because he knows Erica would have informed everyone within 5 seconds of it happening. So Stiles just sits there and smiles while hearing Derek talk, (Who could have imagined? Stiles being silent and Derek talking?) and dreading the day that Derek finds someone for real, and resolves to get over this crush, well, maybe slowly.
Their initial meeting and that throwaway comment was so deeply ingrained in Stiles that he is convinced that Derek would never like him that way.
This goes on until Stiles comes back from college for the holidays. Somehow he and Derek end up alone after a pack gathering, and Derek thinks this is his chance and goes for it, directly telling Stiles he likes him, and wants to date him.
Stiles just stares at Derek, open-mouthed for several seconds, until a concerned expression takes over and asks if Derek is ok?
Derek: âŚwhat?
Stiles: (concerned) Is something wrong? Are you feeling ok? Wait, is it a curse? Did a witch hex you?!
Derek: (frowning) Stiles, I just asked you out. If you wanted to reject me, you could have just said no.
Stiles: âŚwhat?
Derek: (sighing, looking at the heavens for patience) Stiles, I like you. I would like to date you, if youâre amenable to it too.
Stiles: (affronted) Amena-what? This doesnât make any sense! You donât!
Derek: Donât what? (suddenly concerned) Stiles, are you ok?
Stiles: Am I ok? No! Iâm obviously hearing things and going crazy because thereâs no way you could like me! You think Iâm ugly!
Derek: Where the hell did you get that from?!
Stiles: YOU CALLED ME A MUSHROOM!
Derek: I DID NO SUCH THING!
Basically it goes on and they argue and Stiles explains and Derek explains and Stiles still is in denial and Derek very patiently tells and shows Stiles that yes he likes him and finds him attractive, and after a long and confusing courtship (Stiles: are you sure? Like sure, sure?), Derek finally gets the boy.
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Stiles wasnât like the others, but Talia Hale would hear nothing of it. Magic was in his blood. Or it was supposed to be.
Every supernatural person was sent to Ravika Academy at the age of 20. With war a constant, it was a privilege. But for Stiles, it was just a reminder that he was broken. And with that reminder came one Derek Hale. A spoiled asshole who had it out for him.
Derek hated Stiles Stilinski. He didnât belong. He was a constant reminder of what heâd lost. What had been taken from him. And he was dangerous.
When fate pushes the pair together, they find themselves tangled up in lies and secrets. Eager to right wrongs and unearth truths, they must come together. But sometimes wrongs canât be righted, and the truth isnât always easy to face.
You're the Closest to Heaven that I'll Ever Be by ahhhnorealnamesallowed
Rating: Explicit
Ship: Sterek
Words: 7,379
Derek is running through the woods, the smell of smoke still heavy in the air. He wasn't at the house when it was burning, but he was there by the time the fire trucks and police officers were arriving, had witnessed the last of the flames being smothered under the weight of the water from the fire hoses.
Laura was the alpha, now. His alpha, but Peter's, too. And Peter was burnt, flesh melted and skin smelling of heat and rot and wood, and Laura needed to look after him now. So, Derek had slunk back into the forest before the cops or the firefighters or hisâlast, onlyâfamily could notice him. He tore off his clothes, tore off his skin, and, for the first time ever, became a wolf.
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Set immediately post Hale fire, Derek is fleeing the ruins of his life and knowledge that he had lead the huntress to the house, when he finds a boy in wood whose grief rivals Derek's own.
Read the tags! Both Derek and Stiles are underage in this fic and this shit is fucked up
hold my heartbeat close to you by Melpomene (Aconitehart)
Rating: Explicit
Ship: Sterek (Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski)
Words: 10,665
Years ago, Sheriff Stilinski had been prescribed sleep meds and refused to take them on principle. That orange bottle, filled to the brim, has been in the fridge ever since. Stiles had never cared to try them and didn't want the hassle of selling them so he left them alone. Now he sees a greater purpose for them.
The sheriff would never approve of them being friends let alone them dating. Stiles is underage and Derek is the kind of guy that makes Sheriff Stilinski frown and shake his head before mumbling about how lawless and feral people are in this day and age.
Those sleeping pills are his only option.
That Gleam in Your Eyes by LuckyBishop
Rating: Explicit
Ship: Deter (Derek Hales/Peter Hale)
Words: 7,393
Despite what his uncle assures him, Derek feels responsible for the death of his family. When his past comes back to bite him, with Peter as the victim this time, Derek takes that feeling of responsibility to the next level.
A Sleeping Beauty Teen Wolf AU.
Tear Me Open by goddessofcruelty
Rating: Explicit
Ship: Deter
Words: 1,501
Stiles tilts his head at Peter. âYou gonna be alright with him?â
Peter looks at the doorway to the guest room a long minute and then nods. âI've known him his entire life. I can handle teenaged Derek.â
The Hope of Empty Men by Paintedsmile [locked]
Rating: Explicit
Ship: Sterek
Words: 119,390
CW: graphic depictions of violence
While Stiles is trying to cope with everything he did under the control of the Nogitsune, Malia is quick to insinuate herself into his life and declares herself his âmateâ. That would have been great if heâd actually been, yâknow, interested, instead of trying to hold on to his sanity with both hands. His guilt combined with the fact that she has no idea about concepts such as âconsentâ, Stiles soon finds himself drowning. Will anyone reach him in time?
To Get Used by You by the_rat_wins
Rating: Explicit
Ship: Sterek
Words: 4,956
"Laura would kill you if she knew you were hiring strippers," Derek said, looking at the website Peter had pulled up.
Originally inspired by this post and (NSFW) video of an awesome male pole dancer. (ETA: That post has been deleted, alas! Here's the YouTube link (NSFW))
I Want You To Feel It All by maevedarcy
Rating: Explicit
Ship: Sterek
Words: 3,236
CW: graphic depictions of violence
If you touch him, I will kill you. Stilesâ mind was far braver than he was in real life.
Iâd like to see you try.
[Or, what happens when Derek finds the Nogitsune after Of Two Minds.]
Pretty Human Virgin Boy Comes to the Pond- Feed Him All the Best Heads by Delta_Immortal [locked]
Rating: Explicit
Ship: Sterek
Words: 49,771
CW: major character death
Stiles knew it was a bad idea to go into the woods, but little did he know his actions would cause the death of everyone around him. Running from the thing that killed Danny, Scott and Stiles stumble upon a pond, which happens to hold a strange man named Derek who floats around in the middle of it. Derek assures them they're safe now.
What appears to be salvation is nothing more than the start of the death of everyone Stiles cares about. The being known as Derek haunts him at every turn, unsatisfied until Stiles succumbs to Derek's whims. Stiles isn't sure if that involves sexing him or eating him, and he really doesn't want to find out.
All Over Me by bloodwrites [locked]
Rating: Explicit
Ship: Sterek
Words: 4,314
"Derek," Stiles calls, trying for loud, but the weak sound that escapes him will have to do. "Untie me, you fucker. My dad is going to shoot you for this and I'm not even kidding."
[MIND THE TAGS AND WARNINGS]
The Devil Or The Deep Blue Sea by ladyoneill
Rating: Explicit
Ship: Sterek
Words: 7,345
In a world where Peter's return to life sucked the Alpha out of Derek and back into him, he rules his Pack with a hard but steady hand, and he isn't about to lose Stiles to a future of college and marriage and anything away from Beacon Hills. So he issues Derek an ultimatum he has no choice but to accept.
Until You Give by justtothesea
Rating: Explicit
Ship: Sterek
Words: 6,717
Based on this prompt: Derek/Stiles, road-trip, heavy non-con.
birth in fires, this boy messiah by stressingbisexual
Rating: Explicit
Ship: Sterek
Words: 2,045
Derek is Void.
Something had happened to Derek, that much was clear. Because that wasnât Derek he was seeing in the eyes, that wasnât Derek who was smiling hard enough to crack a molar. It wasnât Derek whoâd taped his mouth shut and tied him up. He was just wearing his face.
Never Let Me Go by xLostDreamsx
Rating: Explicit
Ship: Sterek
Words: 11,315
Derek gets poisoned and pulled into feral behaviour. He is drawn to Stiles as the only one who can soothe and ease the heat building in him.
What starts out as simple touch and relief turns darker as Derek gives in to the influence and takes what he wants from Stiles, whether it's going to be given consensually or not.
Collateral by BRBChurch
Rating: Explicit
Ship: Sterek
Words: 3,786
In a shady underground business, there's a beast who is kept for disposing of... disloyal cliental. A boy who made a bad business deal starts refusing to make payments. He gets thrown to the beast.
The beast has some fun.
Life's Not Fare by orphan_account, reliand
Rating: Explicit
Ship: Sterek
Words: 2,680
[00:22:13] | A PodTogether of reliand's Life's Not Fare.
Being a werewolf is lonely, being a cabbie is lonelier.
A Mask of Skin and Bone by entanglednow
Rating: Mature
Ship: Sterek
Words: 2, 628
Stiles had christened him 'The Puppeteer.' Which had struck him as kind of amusing at the time.
A Wolf and His Boy by lovesrain44
Rating: Mature
Ship: Sterek
Words: 59,000
CW: graphic depictions of violence
While running in the woods, Stiles is attacked by a feral werewolf. This leaves him marked but unclaimed, which makes it open season on Stiles, which means that any wolf can claim him and take him away. Derek presents a solution, but Stiles says the price is too high. After all, itâs only his safety that is at risk, so he can say no. Right? Wrong.