may

Dad's the reason, I hate marriage. It's so exhausting from just hearing his demands and I ain't even close in emotions to how mom must feel keeping up.

I write everywhere with the hopes that no one reads it but at the same time everyone does...

Do I have to feel especially good about this? I don't. I hate how we fought and how I cut the cake all by myself. God I wish I could turn back to the day before. I would never do or say the things did.

NBOF is such a goated brand and seriously affordable too. Like love u!!!

I kinda miss the love we shared. Not him. Never him. Okay sometimes because he was my first... But not more so than the love we had. The part of me that I gave so openly and the part of him he gave (no innuendo please). I genuinely miss the warmth in our hour long calls and sweet texts. The random miss you and love you and what not bullshit cringe love story crap. I miss it!!!

My friend is not okay. Update: She is seriously not okay but just there. I know she puts on this persona around us and literally everytime cuz she is survival. She is on survival mode but how do I help her cope with it when me myself am not able to cope with my own issues?!

I just know that Jungkook would be THAT youtuber.

I genuinely don't understand those "pressurising beggars"...who won't leave your side until you drop a penny or two or run from there. Why do these adults have so many kids when they can't afford shit??? Is this some sort of beggar propaganda to keep the ritual of begging alive by producing more kids who will beg in their(adults) stead?! It is infuriating whenever I see one approach me with a fucking formula drinker baby in her arms?! Like YOU are the reason YOUR kid would be left to beg in these streets for who knows how long?!

I need q drink

Libing for someone else is bulshit

The extra classes is becoming a school with the amount of friends I keep bringing in.

I am gonna pick my friend now!! Yayay!!!