May's Inqurious Garden

Bio. mexican, indian, (english, spanish, hindi, korean speaker), teen, bi, she/her, can call me May or Maymay, coer, gillit, moa, eyekon, academic scholar🥸, musical genius😛

why am in love with a guy who has only ever seen me as a friend ?

HI MAYFLOWERS, ITS BEEN A MINUTE

so um.. as expected from me😅, I didn’t write SHIT for the Martin fic that has been longhand awaited for.

BUT I have a good reason😀

First of all, my dance company had locked up in the studio for like six hours STRAIGHT for like five days a week and the weekend was either visiting family or rotting away and try to mentally prepare myself for the next day.

BUT I SWEAR I’ll write the fic, and instead of sending you guys to Ao3, I’ll post here.

And I know there will be a lot of hate, so if have anything bad to say, I’ll just delete it so don’t waste your time on telling me on how disgusting I am, and calling me pedo even tho I’m younger than all of CORTIS.

This isn’t my usual content, but I’m here air out my nonexistent love life.

So I was looking through his following, and instead of finding out he follows OF girls, he follows fucking peptide and alpha bro accounts.

As a worried “friend” I asked if he takes peptides. Luckily, he said no BUT HE SAID IF COULD HE WOULD

Anywho, since I’m an intelligent young woman, I was telling him to stay away from that shit at all costs and that peptides are dangerous drugs that give out false promises that you will look your best.

But since he is in fact a teenage boy, he said that if he had to take a drug it would be peptides since he would better.

The worst part of this is that I was already aware that he is kinda insecure about his looks, but I can’t tell him that I already see him as the beautiful, attractive, pretty boy that I’ve ever laid my eyes on since we’ve been friends since TK and the most important fact, he has a girlfriend.

I’ve been thinking about reporting more about him on here since I’m sure my friends are tired of hearing of me talk on and on and on about him.

Thanks for reading Mayflowers!

I know y’all it’s been… awhile BUT for a good reason. I wasn’t the most motivated or really inspired to write anything of true substance, which is why I almost turned into writing terrible smut, but I didn’t!

Anywho I’ve pondering on this storyline for a bit and I was wondering if anyone would be interested!

Okay, so it’s basically about how a girl who isn’t in her best state of mind and tries to commit but ends up finding out she’s immortal. I don’t know if any would be interested in reading this but yeah

Im lowkey tempted to drop ten pounds…

Anyone wanna be my wl buddy? My gw is 45kgs and my cw is 52kgs

Im like 5’2 so like the weight is unfortunately noticeable💔💔💔

I do about 20-15 minutes of ab workouts each day and inner thigh and arm exercises every night before bed

NEW THEME TEASER

For the last of half of spring and beginnings of summer!!!

I originally wanted to do pink but it would’ve been to close to my friend’s theme😔

MAYS BREAKING NEWS

PINKY UP

Wait mayflowers, why is this song actually so good. Like it’s a fun song to dance in your room alone to

Anywhoooooo, after recently backlash (🥹) I won’t be posting smut fics on Tumblr anymore, I will on my Ao3, which can be found in my bio! I post my first fic on Ao3 in the next two weeks. Sorry I procrastinated too much💔🥀 (Ao3: Monkeymatyler)

I did stop focusing on writing because I wanted the waves of hate to die down a bit, but ALSO I started working on painting again.

Im planning to make a painting for sister for her birthday so YAYAYAYYAYAA

That’s it for my update for my garden of Mayflowers

That’s not immaturity, that’s preference

Guys don’t ever fall in love with a guy who cares more about people perceive him than how about he truly feels

But I don’t know anything about that, like totally😀

Anywho, mayflowers don’t EVER let yourself be down bad for someone that sees image before happiness. I speak from nine years of experience💔

Just listened to Answer by Tyler, the Creator for the first time after months…truly heartbreaking💔💔💔