!Bellary

JAPAN W MY BESTIE SOON😝🪭

SHE WROTE ME A LETTER AND SAID THE L WORD

my exam was shit.

like we were chatting and I was rambling abt the three tests that I have this week and how boring it was for me to study then she said to me: "okay if you get at least 80 on biochemistry we'll go on a date, you want to study now?"

AND I'VE NEVER HAD BETTER MOTIVATION. MY TEST IS ON THURSDAY WISH ME LUCKK, GUYSSS

I met this girl... she's one of my best friend's friends (I told her I wasn't ready for anything yet then she introduced me into her) but dude... when I met her o.m.g

She's absolutely gorgeous, caring, sweet, funny, sarcastic and fuckkk she's so damn cool. I literally had a gay panic the first time I saw her in person and like we got along pretty well. We've been talking for a few weeks now and I'm afraid that I'm caring a little too much over every detail about her and so is she (I think).

And during a drunk talk w my bestfriend she told me not to get my expectations too high with her ---LIKE DUDE YOU WERE THE ONE WHO INTRODUCED HER TO ME OMGGG--- soo idk what to think bc every time I try to pull back a little she comes to me 3 times harder w witty comments and sweet words.

soo idk if it's on purpose or if she's actually into me??? (who ever would lmao). I really dont want to rush things and ruin it... but have to say I was feeling so damn NAUSEOUS when I saw her posting pictures with other people when we are NOTHING... I have problems dude...