No luck, just fortified dice

@ralfmaximus

i do think it is funny that many of my contributions to the phm fan ecosystem involve me slandering Adrian who is famously Rock Not Appearing In This Film. but on the other hand i do think it fulfils a crucial ecological niche (adultery, negativity, and the unsolvable interpersonal drama that arises when returning from your unwitting suicide mission with a soulmate who is neither your spouse of 186 years nor even a member of your own species :))

*boops your nose after you cum*

You've had disappointments because you've been brave enough to have hopes. You've got scars because you're a foundational part of a big, wild world that leaves nothing unchanged. Keep going.

having a hometown is such a fucked up concept. i grew up here so i do not want to stay here anymore. i miss it when i am away but once i am back i realise why i wanted to go away as far as possible from it. i am familiar with every corner of this place i did not realise when it slowly changed into something unrecognisable. i would probably like to be buried here but i'd rather die than live here