Perfect Blue - 4/22/2020
   Well Perfect Blue was certainly an interesting anime to experience. I got pretty confused halfway through the anime, and Iâm still not sure if I understand it or not. The anime has a very clear message about the pressures associated with being an idol singer or actress and how they can push people to do things that they donât want to do. In order to succeed in the field of acting, Mima had to agree to a rape scene in a drama and revealing photo shoots. Since she was doing things which she normally wouldnât have agreed to doing, she began to have a split personality where she saw her actress self and her idol singer self as two different people. She even began using the fan blog as a way of seeing what she did in a day as an idol singer rather than enjoying her life as an actress. Apparently Rumi felt the same way and dressed up as Mima, the idol singer, in an attempt to make Mima go back to ânormalâ and not act anymore.
   Iâm still not sure who murdered who in this movie. It became confusing as illusion and real life began to merge. At the end, however, Mima seemed to have grown accustomed to her life as an actress after being almost murdered by her old manager. Rumi seemed to be the one who placed the most pressure on Mima to return to being an idol singer which was the cause of illusion and reality merging together. Now that she was in the psychiatric hospital, Mima could come back to reality and was able to succeed as an actress. She was also being pressured by the stalker who wrote the blog, but he seemed to be dead in reality, and Iâm still not sure if it was Mima who killed him.
I agree that this movie was quite interesting and I too was quite confused for most of the duration of it. However, I definitely saw some things that could be taken away. The first was that the idol industry is extremely pressuring and requires a certain amount of strength to compose yourself and distinguish life as an idol(the person your portraying on the stage) and as a person(who you are aside from idol life) separately. I also saw it as a commentary on fan/otakuâs being obsessive and thinking that the idol portrayed on stage is the same as the real person behind that idol. We see that not being able to distinguish that difference is the biggest problem for an otaku/fan and one should be idolizing the idol not the person behind that idol mask.
















