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"grief is a-all i have left of her. sss-so yes, i do hold onto it."

To me, one of the things that sets Toby apart and makes him more unique is Lyra, and her death impacted him probably more than anything ever has. To just get rid of that is stupid to me. Like the solution to not wanting to write Toby being sad and grieving and stuff is not to just say that ‘Slenderman erased his past bc the sadness/grief would make him a bad proxy’ but like Slenderman/Operator literally caused his sister’s death??

There’s so much more potential in having a strained relationship with this entity you’re forced to serve and work for that you also basically know is the reason the only person you’ve ever felt connected to is dead. If you add that the same thing happened to Tim with the Operator and Jay/Brian, in the au’s where he’s a proxy to slendy after, it makes moments for those two characters to actually bond.

Toby who finds it funny when forensics can’t understand how the crime scene doesn’t match the cause of death.

Toby who takes stupid pictures with his victims after he’s killed them.

Toby who, despite fucking around when he’s on a mission, will never drag out the actual kill.

Toby who ends things quick before he starts messing around because the thought of prolonged suffering brings him back to Lyra.

Toby who imagines her fighting for her life after the crash.

"[The gentleman] makes his eyes not want to see what is not right, makes his ears not want to hear what is not right, makes his mouth not want to speak what is not right, and makes his heart not want to deliberate over what is not right." 「使目非是無欲見也，使耳非是無欲聞也，使口非是無欲言也，使心非是無欲慮也｡」

creepypasta scentboards

(including : toby, ben, tim, brian, nina, clockwork, jack, jeff, jane, and liu)

Is this a good apology to all the gay people I upset?

TIM WRIGHT PRIEST AU HEADCANONS!! (SFW/NSFW)

(masky is mentioned obv)

𝘚𝘍𝘞

-Tim will make you recite bible verses or do any type of religious hobby to slowly get you to believe in the Lord more than you do, although you don’t give up your composure his opinion still stands “𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘪𝘵 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘓𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘮.”

-Tim gets upset whenever you arrive late to service/mass, it scares him into believing you’ve suddenly given up on the holy spirit. When you’re finally able to sit down he’ll mouth the words ‘𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶??’ or ‘𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘰 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦??’ after mass he’ll have a small talk with you outside about it, which he’ll make sure to be careful about so the other church-goers don’t get suspicious. “𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢 𝘮𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘢 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥.. 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘐'𝘮 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘤𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘤𝘩 𝘢𝘪𝘯'𝘵 𝘐??-- 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘫𝘰𝘬𝘦, 𝘐 𝘏𝘖𝘗𝘌 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘴. "

-Tim’s pet name for you is lamb, he sees you as someone innocent and guidable with a bit of idiocy (which Masky doesn’t disagree with much either) at first you thought he was just calling you it as some sort of way of being polite, then you realized it was honestly because he deemed you as special. “𝘉𝘦 𝘢 𝘭𝘢𝘮𝘣 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘦𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦??, 𝘕𝘰 𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦!” which he’d then stupidly huff a laugh at.

-Tim is a secret smoker, it’s an ongoing addiction he’s had for AGES which only you’d know about—— he’s made sure to never do it around locals incase of his reputation changing forever. If you ever wanna confess something to him (after hours) privately which isn’t nearby the confessing booth , he’ll pat his lap for you to sit on and turn his head the other way to light his cigarette so it’s not too close to you. You find confessing nicer this way, though the aroma from the smoke clouded around you is annoying.. you can’t help but tease him about his sinful habit which he’d just scoff , taking the cig out of his mouth——blowing out the smoke “𝘞𝘦𝘭𝘭, 𝘸𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘸𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘯 𝘎𝘰𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵.” how hypocritical of him!