I Hate shopping
Body dysmorphia is literally taking over my life. When I go shopping, Iām always happy to see which kind of pieces I care for, which new style I want to explore, but unfortunately, my happiness quickly turns into disappointment and rage because I hate my body. Iām not fat, but when I constantly look in the mirror after trying on a shirt, I look and feel FAT. The muscles on my arms make me feel so obese when I try to wear a tank top or a spaghetti strap. The chubbiness of my stomach makes me feel like an elephant stuffed into a shirt. The crazy thing is I wouldnāt call myself fat⦠my friends donātā¦. They say Iām quite fit actuallyā¦. But I just have this constant feeling that I would look soo much better if I lost a few poundsā¦.. I wouldnāt be scared to put on clothes if I wasnāt so bigā¦.. I would look amazing in the styles I want to try; if I just lost some weightā¦.














