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A Couple Minutes
Summary: They broke up a long time ago. Azzi told herself not to go back, not after everything. But she canât resist Paige Bueckers.
a/n: sorry for the late chapterâŠagain đ iâll be better i promise
warnings: angst
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Chapter Nine
Dallas, TX
Paige woke up on the couch with a crick in her neck and Rileyâs flowers dying on her kitchen counter.
Not actually dying.
That would have been dramatic.
They were still bright in the glass pitcher, their yellow and white petals turned toward the morning light spilling through the windows. Paige hated them. She hated that Riley had chosen wildflowers instead of roses, because Azzi had always preferred wildflowers.
She hated that Riley had apparently paid enough attention to know that.
She hated that Azzi had placed them in Paigeâs hands like she couldnât bear to keep them but couldnât bring herself to throw them away either.
Most of all, Paige hated that she had spent half the night staring at them and wondering what they meant.
Azzi had come to her door.
Azzi had admitted Riley hadnât kissed her.
Azzi had listened when Paige confessed that she was still in love with her.
But Azzi was still going on another date.
That was the only part Paige needed to remember.
She pushed herself upright and winced as pain shot through her shoulder.
Her phone rested facedown on the floor beside the couch. Paige picked it up and checked the time.
6:42.
She had three unread messages.
One from the team group chat about voluntary workouts.
One from Nika asking if Paige had survived the night.
And one from Azzi.
Paigeâs heart immediately sped up.
She opened it.
Azzi: Thank you for being honest last night. I think I really needed that.
That was all.
Paige read it three times.
No good morning.
No mention of the flowers.
No explanation of what Azzi was thinking.
Just gratitude.
Paige typed a response.
Paige: I shouldâve been honest sooner.
She stared at it.
Deleted it.
Typed again.
Paige: You deserved the truth.
That sounded like something from a breakup movie.
Deleted.
Her fingers hovered over the keyboard before she finally settled on:
Paige: I meant everything I said.
She sent it.
The message showed as delivered.
Paige placed her phone on the couch and stood before she could start waiting for a response.
She needed to move.
Needed to sweat hard enough that her body hurt more than her chest. She brushed her teeth, pulled on workout clothes, and grabbed her gym bag. On the way out, she stopped in the kitchen. The flowers sat in front of her. Paige considered leaving them there. Instead, she moved the pitcher away from the direct sunlight and filled it with fresh water.
âThat doesnât mean anything,â she muttered.
The flowers, annoyingly, offered no response.
The hallway outside her apartment was empty.
Paige pressed the elevator button and adjusted the strap of her bag.
When the doors opened, Zaza stood inside with an iced coffee in one hand and sunglasses covering half her face.
She took one look at Paige.
âDamn.â
Paige stepped into the elevator. âGood morning to you too.â
âYou look terrible.â
âThank you.â
âDid you sleep?â
âYes.â
Zaza lowered her sunglasses slightly. âWhere?â
âMy couch.â
âIntentionally?â
Paige pressed the lobby button. âWhy are you asking so many questions before seven in the morning?â
âBecause you look like someoneâs Victorian widow.â
Paige stared straight ahead.
Zaza studied her for another second. âThis about Azzi?â
Paigeâs head snapped toward her. âWhat?â
Zaza pushed her sunglasses back up. âSo yes.â
âI didnât say that.â
âYou didnât have to.â
Paige exhaled through her nose. Apparently, she was surrounded by people who believed they could read her mind. The most annoying part was that they were usually right.
Zaza took a sip of coffee. âYou know the whole team can feel whatever weird thing is happening between you two, right?â
âThereâs no weird thing.â
âYesterday, you passed up an open layup to kick the ball to her in the corner.â
âSheâs a better three-point shooter than I am.â
âYou were under the basket.â
âIt was a good basketball play.â
âYou also stared at her phone every time she smiled at it.â
Paige looked away.
Zaza hummed knowingly.
âDonât.â
âI didnât say anything.â
âYouâre thinking loudly.â
The elevator reached the lobby.
Paige started walking before the doors had fully opened.
Zaza followed easily. âSo what happened?â
âNothing.â
âPaige.â
âAzzi went on a date.â
Zazaâs steps slowed.
Paige kept walking toward the front doors.
âAnd?â She asked.
âAnd nothing.â
âDid it go well?â
Paigeâs jaw tightened. âApparently.â
Zaza pushed through the door after her. âHow do you know?â
Paige didnât answer.
Zaza stopped on the sidewalk. âWait, you asked?â
Paige kept going.
âDid you wait up for her?â
Paige turned around. âCan you lower your voice?â
Zazaâs mouth fell open. âYou waited up for her.â
âI wanted to know she got home safe.â
Zaza stared at her.
Paige looked away.
âThat excuse didnât work on Azzi either,â Zaza guessed.
âNo.â
âGood.â
Paige glared at her.
Zazaâs expression softened beneath the teasing âLook, Iâm not trying to make you feel worse.â
âYouâre doing a great job.â
âIâm saying I get it.â
âNo, you donât.â
âYouâre watching the person you love move on after you convinced yourself ending things was best for both of you.â
Paige went still.
Zaza shrugged. âItâs not exactly an original tragedy.â
Paige looked toward the car waiting at the curb.âShe isnât mine anymore. I and i have to learn how to deal with that.â The words escaped quietly.
Zazas face changed.
Paige tightened her grip on her bag.
Saying it aloud made it real in a way it hadnât been before.
Azzi wasnât hers.
She wasnât Paigeâs girlfriend.
She wasnât the person Paige could call at midnight because she couldnât sleep. Paige couldnât reach for her hand beneath a table or rest against her shoulder during a long flight. She couldnât walk into Azziâs apartment without knocking. Couldnât steal her hoodies. Couldnât kiss her forehead when she was stressed.
She couldnât ask Azzi not to go out with Riley.
She couldnât ask what they talked about.
She couldnât demand to know whether the second date would end with a kiss.
Azzi wasnât hers.
And Paige was the reason.
Zaza stepped closer. âShe was never yours like property,â she said gently. âShe chose you.â
Paige swallowed. âAnd then I made sure she stopped.â
âYou ended the relationship. That doesnât mean she stopped loving you.â
âSheâs dating someone else.â
âShe went on one date.â
âSheâs going on another.â
She sighed. âThatâs allowed.â
âI know.â
âDo you?â
Paigeâs eyes flashed. âOf course I do.â
âBecause thereâs knowing something and thereâs respecting it.â
The words stung. Paige looked toward the building, half expecting Azzi to come through the doors.
She didnât.
âIâm trying,â Paige said.
Zaza nodded. âThen keep trying.â
The gym was nearly empty when they arrived.
Paige liked it that way.
She dropped her bag beside the court, stretched quickly, and picked up a ball. Zaza went toward the weight room, leaving Paige alone with the rhythmic sound of the basketball striking the hardwood.
Dribble.
Step.
Pull up.
Miss.
Paige chased the rebound
Again.
Dribble.
Step.
Pull up.
Make.
Again.
She pushed herself through drill after drill without stopping. Her legs grew heavy. Sweat soaked through the back of her shirt. Her lungs burned.
It didnât help.
Every thought found its way back to Azzi.
Azzi holding Rileyâs flowers.
Azzi saying she was still going on the second date.
Azzi looking surprised when Paige told her she should.
Paige shot from the wing.
The ball hit the front of the rim and bounced away.
âYour elbowâs out.â
Paige froze.
She turned.
Azzi stood near the entrance to the gym, dressed in black shorts and a team T-shirt, her bag hanging from one shoulder.
Paigeâs body reacted before her brain could catch up.
Her shoulders loosened.
Her heart sped up.
Her eyes moved over Azzi automatically, checking for tiredness, tension, anything wrong.
Then she remembered.
Not hers.
Paige looked back at the basket. âMy elbowâs fine.â
Azzi walked farther onto the court. âYouâve missed four from that spot.â
âYou were counting?â
âI have eyes.â
Paige retrieved the ball and dribbled toward the three-point line.
âThought you were taking the morning off.â
âI changed my mind.â
Paige nodded like that information didnât matter.
It mattered.
Azzi set her bag beside Paigeâs.
The simple gesture made Paigeâs chest ache. Their bags had sat side by side hundreds of times. At UConn. On buses. In hotel rooms. At airports.
Back when closeness had been automatic.
Azzi picked up another ball.
For several minutes, they shot in silence.
Paige stayed on one side of the court.
Azzi stayed on the other.
The distance was deliberate.
Paige missed again.
Azzi caught the rebound before it rolled away and passed it back.
âYouâre tense,â she said.
âIâm fine.â
âYouâve said that a lot lately.â
Paige caught the ball against her chest.
Azzi stood at the free-throw line, watching her.
Paige wanted to tell her everything.
That she had slept on the couch because the bed felt too empty.
That she had changed the water for Rileyâs flowers.
That she had imagined Azzi kissing Riley so many times she had made herself sick.
Instead, she shrugged. âJust tired.â
Azzi looked unconvinced.
Paige took another shot.
Make.
âThere,â Paige said. âFixed.â
Azzi rolled her eyes.
Paige almost smiled.
Then Azziâs phone buzzed from inside her bag
Both of them looked toward it.
Paige hated herself for how quickly she did.
Azzi hesitated before walking over and pulling it out.
The screen lit her face.
A smile tugged at the corner of her mouth.
Small.
Private.
Paige knew immediately who it was.
Jealousy hit so quickly it felt physical.
She turned away and shot the ball harder than necessary.
It slammed against the back rim.
Azzi glanced up.
âYou okay?â
âYep.â Paige chased the rebound.
Her jaw hurt from clenching it.
Behind her, Azziâs fingers tapped softly against the screen.
Paige tried not to imagine the message.
She failed.
Maybe Riley was telling Azzi she looked beautiful last night.
Maybe she was planning their second date.
Maybe she was sending some stupid coffee joke that would make Azzi laugh.
Paige threw another shot up.
Miss.
âPaige.â
âWhat?â
Azzi had put her phone away and crossed her arms. âYouâre doing it again.â
âDoing what?â
âPretending.â
Paige caught the rebound and held it at her hip. âIâm practicing.â
âYouâre trying to murder the rim.â
âIt can take it.â
Azzi stepped closer. âIs this about Riley?â
The name alone made Paigeâs stomach twist.
She forced her face to stay neutral. âNo.â
Azzi raised an eyebrow.
Paige bounced the ball once.
âI told you last night how I felt. That doesnât mean you have to manage my emotions for me.â
Azziâs expression softened slightly.
âIâm not trying to manage them.â
âThen stop.â
âThatâs not fair.â
Paige laughed quietly. âNone of this is fair.â
Azzi flinched.
Paige immediately regretted it.
She set the ball on the rack and rubbed both hands over her face.
âIâm sorry.â
âFor what part?â
Paige lowered her hands. âFor making it sound like youâre doing something wrong.â
Azzi waited.
âYouâre not,â Paige continued. âYouâre single. You like her. You should text her. You should go on dates. You should do whatever makes you happy.â
Each sentence scraped against her throat.
Azzi looked at her carefully. âAnd youâre okay with that?â
Paige considered lying.
She was so tired of lying.
âNo.â
Azziâs breath caught slightly.
Paige looked toward the empty bleachers.
âIâm not okay with it. I hate it.â Her voice stayed calm despite the pressure building behind her ribs. âI hate thinking about her getting to know you. I hate when you smile at your phone because I know sheâs the reason. I hate that she brought you flowers you actually liked.â
Azziâs eyebrows pulled together. âHow do you know I liked them?â
âBecause you hate roses.â
Azzi went still.
Paige looked down at the floor.
âYou think theyâre too obvious,â she continued softly. âYou like flowers that look like someone picked them instead of ordering them. Wildflowers. Sunflowers. Daisies, even though you pretend theyâre basic.â
Azzi stared at her.
Paige laughed bitterly. âSee? Thatâs the problem. I know all of that, and somehow she still got there first.â
âPaige.â
âBut youâre not doing anything wrong,â Paige said quickly. âThatâs what Iâm trying to understand.â
Azziâs voice softened. âUnderstand what?â
âThat loving you doesnât make you mine.â
The gym became completely silent.
Paigeâs eyes burned.
She blinked hard and looked toward the ceiling. âI used to think it did,â she admitted. âNot in a controlling way. JustâŠâ She swallowed. âYou chose me for so long that I stopped thinking about the fact that you had to keep choosing me. I thought what we had was permanent because it felt permanent to me.â
Azziâs eyes filled.
Paige forced herself to keep going. âThen I got scared and made a decision for both of us. I let you go and expected you to somehow stay close enough that I could still feel like you were mine.â Paige shook her head. âThat isnât love. Not the kind you deserve.â
Azzi looked down.
âYou did love me,â she whispered.
âI still do.â
Azzi shut her eyes briefly.
Paige took one step backward, giving her space.
âBut you donât owe me anything because of that,â Paige said. âNot forgiveness. Not another chance. Not waiting.â
Azzi looked at her again. âWhat if I donât know what I want?â
Paigeâs heart jumped.
She forced herself not to reach for hope too quickly. âThen you take your time.â
âEven if that means dating Riley?â
Paigeâs jaw tightened automatically.
Azzi noticed.
Paige breathed slowly through the ache. âEven then.â
âYouâd really be okay with it?â
âNo.â Paige gave a small, sad smile. âBut Iâd deal with it.â
âHow?â
Paige looked around the gym. âApparently by shooting terribly and annoying my teammates.â
That pulled a quiet laugh from Azzi. âYouâre good at that.â
Paige smiled before she could stop herself.
The sound still did something to her.
It probably always would.
Azzi stepped closer.
âYou donât have to pretend with me.â
âIâm trying not to, Azzi. Iâm trying so damn hard.â
âBut you also donât have to punish yourself.â
Paigeâs smile disappeared. âIâm not.â
âYou slept on the couch.â
Paige blinked. âHow do you know that?â
Azzi gestured toward Paigeâs neck. âYou keep rubbing it.â
Paige dropped her hand.
âAnd youâre wearing the same hoodie you had on last night,â Azzi added.
âI own a washing machine.â
âYou didnât use it.â
Paige looked away.
Azzi knew her too.
That was the unbearable thing.
Paige remembered Azzi hated roses.
Azzi remembered Paige rubbed her neck when it hurt.
They still carried each otherâs details while trying to live separate lives. âI donât know what you want me to say,â Paige whispered.
Azziâs voice became gentler. âI donât either.â
Paige nodded.
They stood a few feet apart.
Close enough to touch.
Neither did.
Azziâs phone buzzed again.
Paigeâs eyes flicked toward the bag before she could stop them.
Azzi noticed.
This time, she didnât reach for it.
âYou can check it,â Paige said.
âIt can wait.â
âYou donât have to do that for me.â
âIâm not.â
Paige raised an eyebrow.
Azzi sighed. âMaybe I am a little.â
âDonât.â
âWhy?â
âBecause then Iâll start believing it means something.â
Azziâs expression changed. âIt does mean something.â
Paigeâs heart stumbled.
Azzi looked down at her hands. âI care that youâre hurting,â she said. âI care more than I probably should.â
Paige wanted to move closer.
She stayed where she was.
âBut caring isnât the same as choosing me,â Paige said.
Azziâs eyes lifted. âNo.â
The answer hurt.
Paige nodded anyway.
âOkay.â
Azzi stepped toward her. âPaigeââ
âItâs okay.â
âYou keep saying that.â
âI know.â Paige released a slow breath. âIâm trying to make it true.â
Azziâs mouth trembled slightly.
For one dangerous second, Paige thought Azzi might hug her.
She wanted it so badly that she stepped back.
Azzi stopped.
Hurt flashed across her face.
Paigeâs chest cracked open.
âWhy did you do that?â Azzi asked.
âBecause youâre going on another date with someone else.â
âSo?â
âSo I donât know what Iâm allowed to do anymore.â
Azzi stared at her.
Paigeâs voice broke.âI donât know if Iâm allowed to touch you when you look sad. I donât know if I can ask you to stay when weâre talking. I donât know if I can tell you that you look beautiful without making everything harder.â She wiped quickly beneath one eye. âI used to know where I belonged with you. Now I donât.â
Azziâs eyes overflowed.
For a moment, neither moved.
Then Azzi slowly held out her hand.
Paige looked at it.
âWhat are you doing?â
âGiving you a choice.â
Paigeâs throat tightened.
Azzi kept her hand extended between them. âYou can hold it,â she said. âIf you want to.â
Paige stared at her fingers.
She knew this wasnât reconciliation.
It wasnât forgiveness.
It wasnât Azzi choosing her over Riley.
It was one moment.
One choice.
Nothing more.
Paige reached out carefully.
Their fingers touched.
The contact was so familiar Paige nearly broke.
Azzi closed her hand around hers.
Paige let out a shaking breath. For a few seconds, they stood in the middle of the empty gym holding hands like it was the first time. Or the last.Paige didnât squeeze too tightly. She didnât pull Azzi closer. She simply accepted what Azzi was offering.
When Azzi finally loosened her grip, Paige let her go.
That was the hardest part.
Letting her.
Azzi wiped her face. âI should warm up.â
Paige nodded. âYeah.â
They returned to opposite sides of the court.
Paigeâs chest still hurt.
But something inside her had shifted.
Not healed.
Not even close.
She was beginning to understand that loving Azzi now meant living with uncertainty.
It meant being honest without using the truth as pressure.
It meant watching Azzi make choices Paige might hate and respecting them anyway.
It meant accepting that Azzi could still love her and not come back.
For the next hour, they practiced together.
Not as girlfriends.
Not as strangers.
As teammates who knew each other too well.
When Azziâs phone buzzed again during a water break, Paige noticed.
Of course she did.
Azzi picked it up and answered.
Paige looked away before she could see the smile.
Her jealousy still came.
Sharp.
Immediate.
Painful.
But this time, Paige didnât punish the basketball or make a cruel comment. She didnât ask what Riley wanted or whether their date was officially planned.
She drank her water.
Breathed through it.
Reminded herself that Azziâs happiness was not a betrayal.
Across the court, Azzi laughed quietly at something on her screen.
Paigeâs chest ached.
She let it.
Because Azzi wasnât hers anymore.
Maybe she never would be again.
But Paige loved her enough to stop treating that love like ownership.
And for now, learning how to let Azzi choose was the closest Paige could come to loving her correctly.

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Turks and Caicos Pt. 2
Or rather, Paige and Azzi go to Turks and caicos in the offseason of the 2026 WNBA season
Warnings: Explicit sexual content, basically pure smut. Slight BDSM, sub space dynamic sprinkled in.
WC: 3.6kÂ
A/N: Hereâs the second part! I'm so sorry for the wait, hope you enjoy it! Also if anyone at all can explain how to upload to A03, Iâd appreciate it. This platform is becoming draining, I barely wanna open the app.
CW:MDNI!! Men either
Paige reached for the rope, her eyes drinking in the sight of Azzi, chest rising up and down with her hair sprawled across the pillows. Her face flushed as heated brown eyes met blue ones, eyelids low, orbs filled with desire.Â
Paige sighed before speaking, âYouâre stunning ma.âshe murmured, âTurn over fâme, you know what position I want you in.â
Azzi maintained eye contact as she bit her lip, then obeyed. She turned so that she was on her stomach, pulling her knees up but keeping her chest pressed into the mattress. She slid her arms down to where both of her wrists were beside her ankles between her legs. Once settled, she turned her head to look at Paige over her shoulder, resuming eye contact, face forming a submissive expression.
âGood girl, ma. You're always such a good girl for me, I never get tired of giving you everything you deserveâ Paige kneels down to tie her woman up, kissing her ankles and wrists before gently tying them together. Once she was finished she reached up to spread the brunette open.
The blonde growled at the sight of her womanâs cunt, pretty pink lips shining with arousal as she clenched around nothing, more arousal dripping from her well. Paige licked her lips before diving in, intercepting the sweet nectar before it could drip onto the bed. She moaned as she sucked the brunetteâs clit into her mouth, sending a shock through the woman above her.
Azzi, a bit overwhelmed, tried to run but the restraints gave her no escape. Paige slaps her ass as she pulls away with a pop. âBaby, be good. Lemme eatâ her tone left no room for protest.
 Azzi nods and relaxes the best she can. Paige resumes her eating, drinking Azzi because she was the best thing she ever tasted. The blonde pulled back once she got her fill (for now).Â
She reached into the mini suitcase to retrieve the bullet vibrator that had a g-spot insert. âI want you to watch me beat my dick to you. You have to wait till I come so you can too.â
 She slowly inserted the toy into Azziâs entrance, watching as the womanâs cunt swallowed it whole. It was positioned to where the insert was nuzzled against her g-spot and the bullet covered her clit. Azzi whimpered at the feeling of being full as her walls adjusted to the toy.
Paige grabbed the 8 inch dildo that had a g-spot insert that made her feel everything. She walked to the chair that sat beside the bed. She placed the vibrator remote on the nightstand before she made a show of dropping her boxers and sitting down to spread her legs and slide the insert in.Â
The blonde spit into her hand and gave her cock a long stroke before grabbing the remote of the vibrator and turning it on. Azzi jerked forward at the sensation, whimpering as her eyes fluttered shut.
Paige turned off the vibrator, âOpen your eyes. Nowâ Azziâs eyes snapped open, fucked out expression overcoming her face as she zeroes in on Paige stroking herself. âI said you have to watch me ma, I wonât tell you again.â Azzi, committed to being good, she made it a mission to control her bladder.Â
Paige turned the vibrator back on, making Azzi let out a moan, fighting to keep her eyes open. âThatâs it love, watch me.â She worked her cock, starting off with slow strokes as she watched the brunette struggle around the toy, determined to keep her eyes open.Â
Paige turned the vibrator up, watching as Azziâs toes curled and her back arched even further. The blondeâs strokes sped up as she looked at Azzi, her back arching perfectly as her cunt took the toy so well, she imagined how the younger would look as she took her cock from behind.Â
When they finally made eye contact again, Paige was overwhelmed with how good her woman looked, breath catching as she stroked her dick just right, nudging that spot inside her. âIâm so close ma.â
 Azzi sighed, a small smile made its way onto her face. âYou look so good, daddy. Can you finish for me?â At this, Paige turned the vibrator to its highest setting as she planted her feet on the floor and started to buck up to meet the motion of her hand.Â
Azzi let out a scream at the intensity of the toy, eyes rolling back but never closing. âPlease daddy, come for me, I want your kids so badâ Paige grunts, her abs tightening, head thrown back as she reaches her high.Â
âMake me a mommy, I wanna be- ah I w-wanna be full with your kidsâ Azzi moans breathlessly. That did it for the blonde as she came with a low grunt, arousal dripping onto the chair, then the floor.Â
Azzi wasnât too far behind, at the sight of her wife, her eyes slammed shut, back bowing even further as she creamed around the toy, her whole body shook as the orgasm took over. Â
When Paige finished, she shut off the vibrator, finally giving Azzi a break.Â
Once the blonde regained strength in her legs, she went to untie Azzi and relieve her of the toy. Once she gathered everything, she ventured to the bathroom to clean both herself and the toys. Paige returned a few minutes later with a warm rag to find Azzi sprawled on her stomach, half her face in the mattress, and her arms at either side of her head.Â
Paige sighed in awe at her baby, her face flushed and eyes closed. Paige reached down and gently caressed her hip. âCâmon ma, lemme clean you so you can restâ she said, making Azzi turn onto her back, eyes still closed with a blissed out expression on her face. The brunette flinched but then relaxed when the older woman made contact with her sensitive clit, wiping her clean of what theyâve done.Â
Paige made one last trip to the bathroom to dispose of the rag and she found Azzi out cold. She chuckled before she got into bed, kissing Azziâs forehead and letting sleep consume her.
The next morning
Paige wakes first, wanting to start breakfast. She showers and then puts on some boxers and a sports bra. As she was about to make her way downstairs, an idea crossed her mind. She returned to the carry-on and reached in to retrieve the four inch dildo. This one wasn't lengthy but it was as girthy as the 8 inch, they used it to get Azzi ready for taking the bigger toy.
She made it down to the kitchen and suction cupped the toy to a chair at the island, she disinfected everything first of course. Her plan was to make Azzi cockwarm while she cooked and they ate breakfast and then she was gonna strap her out of her mind.Â
Meanwhile, Azzi never takes long to detect when Paige is away from her so she soon wakes up from her slumber to shower, throwing on one of Paige's shirts and making her way downstairs.
Her cheeks started to heat up when she saw the setup, the stool, the dildo, and the lube sitting on the floor next to the chair.
Paige had her back toward her but she sensed her anyway, âGood morning babyâÂ
Paige was cutting open an avocado but dropped everything to meet the brunette on the other side of the island. They met in a warm embrace, the blondeâs large hands reaching down to grab two handfuls of caramel ass. Azzi places a sweet kiss on her lips, hands starting at the blondeâs neck and making their way down her biceps. Youâd think the two have been apart for years with the way they couldnât get enough of each other.Â
Azzi, curious as to what the setup was about, pulled back from the heated exchange.Â
âWhatâs all this?â she said, tilting her head to the side, looking up at Paige through her eyelashes.Â
The blonde, kiss drunk, barely registered what was said. âHuh?â Azzi chuckled, âI asked whatâs all this, honey?âÂ
Paige, brain finally working, snapped back to reality. âOh right, I want you to watch me cook while you get ready for me,â Azziâs pupils darkened at this information.Â
âReady for what?â she asked, knowing full well what was coming to her. Paige nudged her closer to the seat.
She turned the brunette around to face the chair and leaned into her neck. âSit down and youâll find outâ her voice registered in a low murmur.Â
Azzi gulped as she looked down, Paige reaching for the lube and coated the dildo in a thick layer. The brunette stepped up to where she was in a straddle, hovering over the toy. Paige gripped her hips from behind, guiding her down slowly. The initial stretch made Azzi gasp, the air being knocked from her lungs.Â
Paige stayed with her until she was fully seated. Only then did the blonde leave to resume her previous activity of making breakfast. The menu consisted of cottage cheese, eggs, avocado, toast, bacon, and an assortment of fruit. Paige got to work, removing the pit from the avocado before cutting it into slices. Then she toasted some whole grain bread and spread the avocado upon it before plating it and adding some fruit on the side. Next came the cottage cheese eggs Azzi loved so dearly, scrambled and fluffy. Once those were done, Paige added the eggs to finalize Azziâs plate, going in the cabinet to retrieve a glass and pouring the brunette some juice.Â
Paige grabbed both the plate and orange juice and turned around to serve her woman. She was met with hooded brown eyes, irises forming a pool of desire mixed with appreciation and something else the blonde couldnât decipher.Â
âWhat?â Paige asked with a slight head tilt. Azziâs lips formed a small smile, shaking her head before muttering a small thank you, accepting her plate.Â
Paige continued to make her portion of breakfast while Azzi ate, at least she attempted to. The food was great but every time she moved, she felt everything. She had to lean forward every time she reached for her food and that only settled the dildo deeper, stretching her further. Paige continued to cook while she listened to her woman struggle to contain her whimpers and gasps, smirk consuming her face.
She was finishing off breakfast, plating her food before turning to eat with Azzi at the island. She saw the brunette was struggling so she decided to let her be momentarily. They ate without exchanging words, Paige prolonging the torture further by eating agonizingly slow. Once Azzi was done she pushed her plate forward and waited patiently with her hands in her lap. After taking forever to finish her butter jelly toast, Paige finally gathers their plates but not before making eye contact with Azzi while she slowly sucked syrup from her thumb.Â
After taking care of their plates, Paige went to Azziâs stool, turning her so she could stand between her legs. âYou did so go ma, ate so pretty while being so good. I think you deserve a reward, hm?â the blonde said while cupping Azziâs face and caressing her cheek.
Azzi looked up and gave a shy nod, words failing to surface. Paige captured her lips in a kiss, one hand slipping down the brunetteâs torso while the other slipped to her neck. Paigeâs thumb found Azziâs clit, she jolted forward and gripped the chair beneath her. Azzi lets out a whimper at the sensation, Paige pressing firm circles on her clit while kissing her senseless. Everything was slightly overwhelming the younger woman so she reached her hand down to grip Paigeâs arm. Paige wasnât having it, she tightened her grip on her neck and then sped up her thumb.Â
Paige pulled back from the kiss, âMove your fuckinâ handâ Azzi obeyed, one hand fisting into Paigeâs shirt while the other held on for dear life. The blonde kissed her with more aggression as one hand slid from the brunetteâs neck and gripped her hip, the other continued vigorous circles on her clit. The blonde swallowed the womanâs whimpers as she began to move Azziâs hips to grind on the toy. The stretch was delicious and the length was long enough to stimulate her g-spot, Azziâs toes curled at the sensation.Â
It didnât take long for Azzi to come, her whole body locking as she came hard. Paige swallowed the youngerâs moans and gasps, taking her through the orgasm. The chair dripped with her release. Her senses flooded by the blonde as she continued her efforts, helping Azzi ride the aftershocks of her orgasm. After her breathing calmed a little, Paige lifted her gently off the length and carried her to the couch.Â
Paige laid her down, softly stoking her hair and kissing her neck while whispering sweet praises in her ear. âI love you so much ma, never forget thatâ Paigeâs hand made its way down Azziâs torso to lift and remove her shirt, her lips covering the freshly uncovered skin. Gentle kisses trailed from the valley of her breasts down her abs, across her hip bones until Paige found the soft, slick skin of her sex. The blondeâs mouth salivated at the sight and smell of her.
Azzi, at this point can do nothing but whimper and let out soft sounds of pleasure and want, her breath hitching but then steadying. Paige notices how her breathing is starting to transition from frantic to almost leveled as the brunette is now starting to breathe steady and deep. Paige knows this behavior, a rare occurrence but unmistakable nonetheless, Azzi is slipping into subspace.Â
The blonde stops her actions, making sure to crawl back up and checking in on her woman. Once she is able to, she gently takes the brunetteâs face in her hands, tilting her face to initiate eye contact. The younger womanâs eyes are glazed over and intensely dilated. âBaby⊠Dâyou know where we are right now?â Paige, concerned about continuing, asks the younger woman.Â
Azzi manages a nod and a small smile, âweâre on vacation, daddyâ, her hands reaching up to gently scratch at her back. The blondeâs eyes close momentarily at the sensation before further questioning her wife, âi need a location, maâ Azzi is silent for a moment. âAn island.. Turksâ comes out a little dazed.
Paige lets out a breath she didnât know she was holding, Azzi has been in subspace before and the last time, they went a little too far. Azzi had cried and she couldnât remember her name, despite this she wasnât hurt the only discomfort was soreness the following day. Paige never wanted to inflict that feeling on her again, no matter the dubious consent and Azzi saying the tears were happy ones.Â
The blonde connects their lips in a soft, reassuring manner before pulling back and asking, âare you sure you want to continue?â Azziâs head bobs up and down, almost frantically. Paige nuzzles her nose into her neck, placing gentle kisses there, âwords babygirlâ she continues her ministrations as she waits for a response. Azzi lets out a soft, barely there yes please.Â
Paige makes her way back up to cover the brunetteâs face in kisses before she reluctantly pulled away. âI have to go get the strap baby, wanna make love to youâ A pout consumed Azziâs face, she didnât want Paige to leave. âIâm coming back sweetheart, donât be sadâ Paige cooed, her thumb reaching to soothe the crease in between Azziâs eyebrows. She pulled away gently to go retrieve the strap, seconds later she comes back in nothing but a sports bra with the strap hanging out of her.
Standing at the edge of the couch before Azzi, she bends at the waist to grab the youngerâs leg as she begins to trail kisses from her toes and makes her way up. The blonde makes her way up and settles herself between Azziâs legs, her kisses finding their home on the womanâs lips as she pulls her into a passionate kiss. Their hips meet and Azzi can feel the girthy length settling on her soaked sex as Paige starts a slow grind. The tip of the length slipped up and down her slit effortlessly as it nudged her clit and caught her hole with every thrust of the blondeâs hips. Azziâs back arched at the feeling, small incoherent sounds leaving her lips as she could barely kiss back.Â
Their lips detach with a wet smack, Paige not letting her go far as she latched onto her bottom lip and sucked before tonguing her way back into Azziâs mouth, simply devouring the woman. They continued like that for a minute or so, just feeling one another. Paige, without pulling away, reaches down to line herself up before she enters Azzi in one soft, smooth thrust. At this Azzi lets out a cry that is consumed by the blonde as she starts to move, the friction delicious as the meeting between them further intensifies their intimacy.
Paige starts with deep, slow strokes. She wanted to savor this moment and not rush, be present and enjoy making love to her woman. Azzi felt everything, the strap reaching depths she didnât know were possible, each stroke robbing the air from her lungs. They kissed but the brunette could barely keep up, Paige wouldnât let her run, swallowing every sound that escaped her lips.
It wasnât until the blonde pulled away to start kissing Azziâs neck that the brunette could finally release the sounds she was holding. Her sounds were music to Paigeâs ears, everything that fell from her lips was angelic. The blonde was keeping up the slow, sensual pace each thrust taking the brunetteâs breath every time she bottomed out. Azziâs arms reached around Paige to pull her closer, their lips coming together to reignite the kiss.Â
Paige started to pick up the pace and one particular thrust jarred their lips apart. Azziâs chin tipped up towards the ceiling as she let out a scream, Paige moved her hand to rest on her lower stomach, feeling the thrusts from the outside. âYou feel that ma? That's me, I'm right here.â The only sounds that came from Azzi were whimpers and gasps.
Paige could tell she was close based on the way her stomach clenched under her palm so she transitioned her thrusts into deep, breath taking grinds. The intensity pushed Azzi over the edge as her release flooded the sheets. All Paige could do was stare in awe as the brunetteâs back arched in ecstasy and her face contorted in pleasure, mouth open as she silently screamed.Â
Paige kept her thrusts shallow as Azzi came down from her high. Her hips slowed but Azzi could feel the tension in the thrusts, she knew the older woman was close. Azzi reached up, pulling Paige close as she whispered in her ear, âCome inside me Daddy⊠pleaseâ she heard Paige let out a rough whimper at her words and she sped up her hips, her thrust hitting deep again, fast.Â
âIm gonna fill you up so good ma, I-I love you so, f-fuckâ Azzi tightened her legs around the blonde, the pressure on her clit intensifying. âCome for me baby, you're doing so good for meâ Paige was near the edge, Azzi came again with the intensity of her thrusts and that did it for Paige. âF-fuck baby you feel so- ugh I fuckkkkâ she bit down on Azziâs neck to stifle her moan as she rode out her orgasm. Paigeâs hips gradually slowed as they both came down from their high.Â
A couple minutes passed by, Paige still inside, they enjoyed the intimacy of it all. They spent the time just feeling one another, the blondeâs head still tucked into Azziâs neck as she caressed her back.
Slowly, Paige pulled her head from Azziâs neck to slowly meet her eyes, the younger womanâs eyes still heavily dilated. âMa, you okay?â Azzi nods. Paige reaches up to cup her cheek, âAgain, I need words babyâ Azzi exhales slowly, âyes baby, im okay. I know weâre still in turks, daddyâ Paige lets out a breath she didnât she was holding and leans down to press a sweet kiss to Azziâs lips. âOkay ma, let's get you cleaned up and in bed, gonna nap now.â she gently pulls out before discarding the strap on the floor and scooping Azzi into her arms.
They make their way upstairs and Paige places Azzi on the bed then heads to the bathroom to retrieve a washcloth. She returns soon with a warm cloth and gently cleans between Azziâs legs before flipping it and using the other side to clean herself. Once the rag is disposed of in the bathroom, Paige returns and Azzi settles herself farther up the bed and is making grabby hands, beckoning the blond forward to come and lay in her arms.
They settle with Paige on top of the brunette, closed eyes and satisfied smiles. They exchange an I love you before sleep consumes them both.
thanks to everyone that's come to my new account since the old one got fucking nerfed lol
here's an 800 word snippet of the beginning of chapter five to express my gratitude.
It's very unedited, so things are subject to change.
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"Azzi's been acting weird," Paige says.
Paige is getting shots up with Chase at the park. Something the two of them have been doing regularly this season.
He's rebounding for her.
holy shit INJECT ITTT

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One of a Kind (Nobody but you)
Summary: Azzi had been a little off all week, but Paige is content to let the other woman come to her in her own time. And when she does? Paige is just as happy to let Azzi fall apart in her arms.
Contains: softdom!paigexwhiny!azzi. porn with minimal plot. dry humping. oral (a and p receiving). fingering (a receiving). spit kink. overstimulation.
Word Count: 13.4k
[a/n]: So I thought I'd flesh out a blurb I made inspired by a post I saw here the other day by @saeivra in honor of our rook. It was definitely not supposed to be this long, but i got carried away. Sorry for the abrupt cutoff, but it was getting so long. However, I will make a pt. 2 if desired. Hope y'all enjoy. Not proofread.
Is she bothering you princess?