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Why I left- Basically I saw a tag in this post that said Pharah was whitewashed. That was kind of the straw that broke the camel's back. But a while before that, a friend I made on here had suddenly ghosted me, so I was tremendously hurt and I never addressed it. Honestly I thought about her a lot and sometimes still do, but I can accept that it was what was best for her and let go with love. I also ghosted a very, very good friend. I think about her quite often and it's a huge regret. Those instances of bad memories on this place kind of held more weight than all the good memories at the time, so I slowly faded from this place.

What I've been up to- Life and all that comes with it.I took up rad ass hobbies like scuba diving, freediving, and now spearfishing. I'm a killer now muwahaha I work in animation. You can see some of my commercial work here.

I'm dusting off my ol Instagram and it's jackiejacques_. I actually have had it for a while, and last year, I started using it more, just to keep up with friends, but now I'm going to give social media another shot and post art again.

I can't guarantee I won't dip again but I'll always kind of wander back to Tumblr.

With love,

- I was going through a very challenging and overwhelming time last year, like one of the problems I had was I was working three jobs at once, but I sorted all that out and now I’ve taken control of my life. :’) I’m also (still) learning how to be an adult, trying to be a better person than I was yesterday, and all that zen stuff.

- I started working at Disney TV in April on a neat show as a background designer, and also I’m freelancing in the evenings.

- I am no longer single. :) I’m very happy to have someone to share my time with.

- My cats are also doing good. They’re fat and happy and wrestle with each other and cuddle with each other every day.

Her name is Sen Tashi and she’s one of a handful of clones of a jedi, but she is forceless. Growing up, her clones surpassed her and demonstrated their force sensitivity so they all went to Korriban but they all died during training.

Thinking Sen was a late bloomer, she was put into the care of a sith lord, in hopes with some prodding she’d show signs of being force sensitive. But it never happened, all she got out of being raised by a sith lord was emotional baggage, Sen grew older, the cloning program was considered a failure, and Sen had to make a living so she joined the army and then Imperial Intelligence.

She’s light-sided and will flip for the Republic. Here’s a bad screencap that doesn’t really reflect how I imagine her to look like, and I don’t have the patience to deal with the character creator. :( But here are some tentative faces I’m inspired by, the left is the jedi and the right is Sen. I think they look similar!