Local John Doe

I never want to be someone’s muse

Sometimes I feel like the only way I’m capable of being loved is if people can obsess over what they think is me. They sink their teeth into my skin like it’s nothing, like I’m just something they can keep to themselves. I do not like being a secret, and I don’t like playing a role I can’t even begin to understand.

VAMPIRE MONEY AT BOOOOOSTON

Coming home from a trip only to realize no one cares and you got yourself all excited and built your expectations up way too high for absolutely nothing

Everyday some uneducated person on TikTok opens their fucking mouths and goes on and on about pointless identity politics and queer discourse INSTEAD of trying to better their community in anyway. Other peoples identity’s should not fucking matter to you, unless it’s DIRECTLY harming you, or others, just shut up about it? Like we’re living in a horrifying time where trans people, ESPECIALLY TRANS WOMEN, are being directly targeted and some people are more concerned with who can identify as what? Like go take a walk, pick a flower or two, collect some rocks, literally anything but talking about shit online you, A. Don’t fucking understand and B. DOES. NOT. AFFECT. YOU! Go outside, go talk to literally any queer person, go experience community and joy and stop focusing on other peoples identity when there are things hurting your fellow queer people

My familys in such an abhorrent mood that its stressing me out :/ like its crazy pants to the extreme how upset they are over everything.

At the LS Dunes show in Boston and I must say, Frimages are going around

I’ve been prepared for having roommates since I was 13 and I started taking in strays.

The day people grasp the concept that intention ≠ Impact is the day I can rest. Just because you didn’t INTEND for something to be offensive, or alternatively, you did something for shock value but didn’t INTEND to hurt someone, it doesn’t mean that it WON’T hurt someone. There is still consequences for what you say at the end of the day, and whether you intended for something to come off a different way than it did, doesn’t change how it impacted other people.

If you're ever wondering how it feels to turn 18, i’d tell you its great, really freeing. If you asked me on a serious note is say I've never felt more miserable in my life

Canonically, I hate my birthday. Like the type of hate that takes YEARS to fester and develop, and currently I'm gaining more and more reasons to hate it even more

Starting a band is all fun and games until you remember that you volunteered to be the lead singer as a joke