mellifluous

every day i see a new picture of a celebrity who has been reduced to skin and bones

I know that weight loss drugs are helpful to people who need it but it is so clear that many are abusing it to look as frail and thin as possible and it’s scary

Sometimes I remind myself that both Dan and Phil will get more mature and leave YouTube. They won’t be attending SiTC or Playlist Live anymore. Their jobs are as radio show hosts. They’ll find a girl who they think is best for them and get married, move into separate houses, have a family and be happy. I just hope they’ll think of YouTube and who they were, AmazingPhil and danisnotonfire before they take their last breath.

hm there’s something in armand’s expression when lestat says he wrote a song for him that makes me kinda sad. it made me think of “no one’s painted me in over 400 years” and also of that scene where louis pretends to take a picture of armand and armand is all touched bc he doesn’t know he’s rlly just trying to capture dream lestat. armand wants so badly to be a muse again, i feel like lestat saying he wrote him a song made him ache. especially when that’s the song… awful day to be armand.

armand just letting daniel slam him against that wall is really something bc how many times do we think daniel has done that with armand in his lifetime? out of anger, yes, but lust as well. kissing armand against his front door after a night out, pinning him to a bathroom stall with daniel’s hands wound tightly around the fabric of armand’s jacket lapels. all of these moments echoing out across the years leading up to this. and armand hasn’t had any of that in years so of course he’s gonna let daniel do it, even seething with anger and hurt it’s better than nothing at all. just to see his boy up close and feel their bodies collide. just to be near him. to get even one step further towards daniel believing it was love.