Grade A Idiot

Soil becomes home for hollow bodies.

In the purest of moments you lay heavy on me like a ghost in the flesh. Haunting my dreams and prying away at my teeth. Pull one by one, cut out my tongue. Can you illustrate your true complexion or let me go and just let me be pure? You'll drown in misery and rather than speak, you choke on those words you seek. Asphyxiate me, drown me in your sea. When the smoke pours from your lungs, you're clouding the person that you were. Lost in your head and you can't let go, your selfishness; all that you know. So show me your love, cleanse me of wrongs. Can you illustrate a pure complexion because your impression upon my vacant chest will cause its collapse. Leave me somewhere in between consciousness and death.

Hands of the catalyst to your relapse pull you further down, fear the collapse. Abandoned sense of self, find no relief. Soil becomes home for hollow bodies. I will remove the branches from the trees. Set fire to the things that burden me and watch you float away beloved ghost. Embrace your touch, don't let me go. Speak softly, speak to me. Fill me with your spirit, give me air that I can breathe. Bury misery, shatter every fiber and shed me of disease. Will you haunt me until death takes me in her arms? Fall asleep to let yourself go or fall back into the strife. Digging graves to pass the time. I see them dancing in the dark. Black masks shroud the faces I once knew. Dismay housed inside my skull, I see the faces that I love but they are not the same. The sun sets on me, my body will decay. I see them in my sleep, watching as we sway, can you save me from myself or will you haunt me... Be my relief. I will sacrifice my breath to keep you safe. Death surrounding. The candle burns and shadows start to sway. Illuminate my life or let me be.

Turnover - “Dizzy on the Comedown”

what a prick

“The darkness suits you well, for I know that’s where your heart will dwell.”

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