a messy work of art

I'm having my kidney transplant on July 14 aha scared out of my mind

tired of chasing after people. from now on you get the same energy and effort you give me.

i feel like i'm never enough.

anyway i'm having kidney transplant surgery in early july and am absolutely terrified

why am i nobody's person

it really hurts my feelings neither of you seem to care to talk to me. fine.

i miss when my friends actually wanted to talk to me.

i give up. for real this time.

so you just don't care to talk to me then. okay cool.

you haven't texted me anything really in days. whatever. you can find out what it's like without me around if you even care.

if i feel you don't want to talk to me i won't be talking to you it's really that simple

i'm just tired of feeling confused.