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Hey. So i see your a fan of teen wolf... im looking for people to join my teen wolf role play group. If you are interested dm me. So far i only have me and another. Masterlist is posted on my page. This goes for your fans too!
Hi! I only logged back in bc I saw you sent me this ask. Thank you so much for including me! Unfortunately Iâm unable to participate, but Iâll schedule this to reblog to my other tw blogs a little later in the day so more people can see it. Good luck with your turnout though, have fun, and have an awesome day!
Hey team marrish: If youâre looking for a cool rp group, here ya go!!
Hey. So i see your a fan of teen wolf... im looking for people to join my teen wolf role play group. If you are interested dm me. So far i only have me and another. Masterlist is posted on my page. This goes for your fans too!
Hi! I only logged back in bc I saw you sent me this ask. Thank you so much for including me! Unfortunately Iâm unable to participate, but Iâll schedule this to reblog to my other tw blogs a little later in the day so more people can see it. Good luck with your turnout though, have fun, and have an awesome day!
Hey team marrish: If youâre looking for a cool rp group, here ya go!!
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Iâm working on the next installment of Cross My Heart today. Itâll have a fair amount of Tyler Martin in it. Really need to get back into the habit of writing again bc I kinda feel like I was really slacking on these last few installments. Also gonna work on a Christmas oneshot, hopefully college marrish edition. Later on during the break, also gonna try to resume working on something unfinished still in my marrish fic folders
She tried and failed to sleep. Itâd been hours, and Lydia still couldnât believe Kyle thought he could just barge his way into her family home and nearly ruin everything for her. His pained face as he hesitantly shook Jordanâs hand flooded her memory. She shook her head, running her fingers through her hair.
He brought it on himself, she reminded herself. Weâve got this.
âHey,â Jordan whispered from the bed of pillows on the floor. He was staring up at the dark ceiling with his head propped up onto his arms. âYou okay?â
Lydia rolled over to the right edge of the bed so she could see the outline of him below her.
âIâm pretty sure Iâm doing a lot better than you are.â Her voice was soft. âAre you sure youâre okay down there?â
âWhat, this?â He shook his head, grinning to what he was coming to realize was just himself. âThis is nothing. Iâve had to sleep in much worse places before. Life as a soldier doesnât always have the most comfortable sleeping arrangements.â
âWell, you donât have to sleep like that anymore.â Lydia rolled back to the left half of the bed. She knew he would not accept it, but she wanted to make sure she offered it anyway. âRight sideâs yours if you decide you want it.â
Lydia was no stranger to sharing a bed with a man she didnât know. Sheâs had a few one night stands once in a while. Sharing her bed with Jordan Parrish? It wasnât such a bad idea to her. Sheâd spent a week getting to know the guyâs life story, or at least as much of it as he was comfortable talking about. She knew him well enough for it not to be awkward. For the life of her, Lydia couldnât figure out why Jordan preferred the hard floor over sharing the bed.
Chivalry probably, she smiled to herself. He seemed to be born a proper gentleman.Â
âGoodnight, Lydia.â Jordan confirmed her assumption with a quick grin playing on his lips.
âSweet dreams, Jordan.â
As much as she knew sheâd regret it in the morning, Lydia didnât plan on going to sleep. She was too busy trying to figure out how to keep Kyle at bay this week. If he decided he couldnât handle seeing her with Jordan, he could ruin the entire scheme. Would he really do that to her? Lydia had no idea what the answer to that question was. She had to be prepared for anything though, right?
Two hours later, she still had no answers to her questions. All she had were imaginary scenarios of all the ways Kyle could possibly screw her over, whether intentionally or accidentally. She began to hear Jordan shifting in his sleep, and she shook the temporary distraction out of her mind. It didnât take long before his breathing became more rapid and more audible.
âNoâŚâ He mumbled, still unconscious. âPleaseâŚâ
Lydia sat up and glanced at him, contemplating what to do. She was almost positive she shouldnât try to wake him.
âNo, please!â Even in his unconscious state, he sounded frantic. âDonât⌠do⌠this.â
She couldnât just sit there and listen to this. Her mind was made. She had to wake him. Whatever he was dreaming of certainly wasnât sweet. Heâd do the same for her if the roles were reversed.
âHere goes nothing.â She quickly climbed out of bed, sighing as she hurried to him.
âMas-â
âJordan?â She kept her distance. âJordan, wake up.â
âYouâŚâ Jordanâs face scrunched up as he began to shift again. âYou canâtâŚâ
âJordan!â Lydia began to gently shake him out of his nightmare.
Nothing.
âCome on, wake up!â She shook him more aggressively this time.
He shifted, turning his body to the side facing away from Lydia.
âParrish!â
At the sound of his last name, his eyes began to flutter. Lydia took notice and shook him again.
In one swift moment Jordanâs eyes shot open and attempting to sit up, he accidentally hit his head against the wood of Lydiaâs bedframe.
âOuch,â he groaned. Then he noticed the feeling of a hand on his arm. He rolled onto his back, facing Lydia for the first time.
Neither of them knew what to say. Lydia wanted to ask him if he was alright. It just seemed like such a stupid question to ask, having witnessed it with her own eyes. He most definitely was not alright, and she knew there was nothing she could say that would possibly make it better.
âLydia?â He rested his hand on his forehead, where it collided with Lydiaâs bed. âAre you okay?â
âMe?â Lydia shook her head. âI was just wondering the same about you.â
âIâŚâ As realization hit him, he closed his eyes and clenched his jaw. âSorry, Lydia.â
âYeah.â She sighed as she pulled her hand from his arm. âCome on.â
âWhat?â He glanced at the alarm clock above his head. 12:25 am. âWhere?â
âDoes it really matter? Get dressed.â Lydia started to walk off, but hesitated. âAnd, Jordan? You donât have to apologize for having a nightmare.â
He opened his mouth to speak, but he didnât know what to respond. He simply shook his head and pressed his lips into a tense forced smile. He didnât think Lydia would know the difference, but she did. It was an expression she was all too familiar with, having used it so many times herself.
Jordan threw a random t-shirt on from his luggage, slipped on his shoes, and followed Lydia out of the mansion. They hopped into Jordanâs car. It was a much shorter ride than what Jordan was expecting. Less than ten minutes had passed before Lydia stopped driving. As they got out of the car, he looked around, expecting to see at least a building. Instead, they stood in front of a small park.
âUh, Lydia?â He closed the door, glancing to the opposite side of the car where he thought Lydia would be standing. She wasnât.
âRight here.â Lydia grabbed his right hand, pulling him forward. âThis way.â
For five minutes, she guided him out of the park, making several turns along the way. When they finally stopped walking, Lydia let go of his hand. Jordan took in the change of scenery. He stood before a large lake illustrated with the reflections of the rainbow of lighting coming from the buildings on the opposite side of the water. Blue, purple, white, orange, pink, green.
âThis isâŚâ He smiled at the cityscape. Beautiful. Perfect. So unexpectedly simple.
âI know,â Lydia admired the view. âLife as the daughter of the ever so perfect Richard David Martin hasnât always been all puppies and sunshine.â She paused as Jordanâs eyes drifted to her. âI found this place one night when I just needed to get away from everything. The business parties, the fake smiles, and the fancy meals meant to impress other rich snobs. None of it was ever for me. Sure, it was fun at first, but I grew out of it. Seventeen-year-old me wanted a break from it all, took a long walk, and stumbled across this lake.â
Lydia paced forward, sitting on a large boulder. Jordan followed her lead.
âJordan, it seemed like you were reliving something. In your dream.â She glanced over at him. âYou donât have to tell me, Jordan. I know you donât want to talk about it, so I promise I wonât ask you. I like to come out here to clear my mind.â
âI sure could use a place like this.â Jordan gazed out at the colorful water. âA safe place to call my own.â
âWell, Iâll share it with you.â Lydia nodded slowly. âOn one condition.â
âWhatâs that?â He was half intrigued, half cautious.
âIf it becomes too much, just let me in. I stand by my word. But if you need someone to just be there, or to watch the lake with, I want you to know you can count on me.
âOkay,â he nodded. âIf it becomes too much for me to handle, youâll be the first to know.â
He couldnât understand how, or why, but deep down he just knew. Lydia Martin was someone he could trust. If they werenât the best of friends at the end of this trip, he sure as hell would be shocked.
Jordan parked his car in front of Lydiaâs garage and headed straight for the front door. Before he could ring the doorbell, though, she opened the door. Suddenly, he wasnât so sure that offering to pretend to be dating this total stranger mere days before meeting her parents seemed like such a great idea. He was terrified of making a mistake and screwing everything up for Lydia. Today would be the day that Lydiaâs father would potentially see through their charade. It was too late to back out now, though.
âJordan⌠Weâre supposed to be keeping up appearances, remember? Head over heels, what a dream come true, in love.â Lydia smiled. âDonât knock, just come on in.â
She made space for her adorable faux boyfriend to slide past her.
âGood afternoon, Lydia.â Jordan grinned down at the strawberry blonde heâd spent every day of the last week with. âAre we all set?â
âNot quite.â She closed the door behind Jordan. âWe should recap the basics briefly before we hit the road.â
She led him to the living room, where her luggage was neatly organized along the sky blue walls. Her phone began to ring on the coffee table, so she looked at the caller ID. Kyle was calling for the first time in an entire week. What would Lydia even say to him? She wasnât prepared to answer that question for herself, so she decided to just let the voicemail pick it up. He probably just wanted her to know he was still angry, right? She couldnât bring herself to face his upcoming wrath. Not just yet. This fight would just have to wait.
Focus, Lydia, she reminded herself.
âYou couldâve answered that,â Jordan raised his eyebrow as they took their places on the red couch. âI mean isnât the point of having a best friend that you know you can always work it out?â
âItâsâŚcomplicated.â Lydia wanted to just shake the question out of her head, pretend it didnât exist.
âI know. I was there.â Jordan pointed out.
âSiblings?â Lydia asked, changing the subject.
âYou know Iâm right, donât you?â
âTwo brothers and one sister.â She continued to ignore his question. Yes, she knew he was right. That wasnât the part she didnât like. The thing she hated was that she knew she hurt her best friend, and no matter how unintentional that was there was nothing she could do to fix it. That would always be a roadblock in their friendship. Nothing would apparently ever change the way Kyle felt about her, and she didnât know how to deal with the knowledge of that.
âCayden and Sydney are older. Mikey is younger.â
"Fine,â Jordan sighed, realizing he wouldnât win this. âYou have one younger brother. Tyler.â
âNice start,â she nodded. âKeep going.â
âUhâŚâ He was so sure that was the only sibling Lydia had. What could he possibly have missed? Jordan stared blankly at the walls, as if theyâd whisper the correct answers to him somehow.
When she noticed his confusion, Lydia offered Jordan a soft smile.
âDonât make it complicated. Just remember two things.â Lydia stood to her feet, and made her way to her suitcases. Her back facing Jordan as she slipped on the jewelry she hadnât had the chance to put on before his arrival. She slid a silver bracelet onto her wrist.
âTylerâs marrying Anna, for one. So make sure you donât fall in love with her charm.â She smiled, imagining that Jordanâs response was to shyly run his hand through his brown hair. Lydia held the necklace her mother bought her for her last birthday.
âAnd the second?â Jordan, suddenly behind Lydia, took the necklace from her grasp and held it around her neck as he clasped the ends together.
âSimple.â Lydia turned to face Jordan. They were closer than she expected. He held her shocked gaze. âTyler is Dadâs favorite. But Iâm Momâs.â
Jordan took that piece of information in, committing it to memory. He thought for sure she was exaggerating about her father. I mean, he was her dad, after all. Her dad had to love her just as much as he loved her brother, right?
âWe should go,â Lydia finally broke eye contact and walked around Jordan to slip her phone into her purse. Jordan grabbed Lydiaâs luggage, and they headed outside. While Lydia locked up and got into the passengerâs seat, Jordan strategically fit the luggage into his car. He got in beside Lydia, started the car, and his once interrupted playlist resumed playing through the speakers. Martin Manor was two hours away. Itâd be getting dark by the time they arrived. Quite frankly, Lydia didnât expect for this charade to work, but she had to try.
âDarling, itâs nice to finally see you again.â Richard loosely wrapped an arm around his daughter. His face didnât hold much expression. It was stale, at best. âThis must be Jordan. Boyfriend, I presume?â
âYes, Dad.â Lydia gave her best smile to the man at her side. Their fingers were laced together.
âItâs great to meet you, sir.â Jordan beamed. Lydia was impressed. It almost seemed like he meant the words escaping his mouth. Jordan extended his free hand, waiting for Lydiaâs father to shake it. âIâm glad to be here.â
Richard looked Jordan up and down, as if to mentally scrutinize the guy. He ignored Jordanâs hand, and turned his back to them.
Lydia and Jordan shared a look which expressed their annoyance with her fatherâs lack of interest.
âHave you met Tyler?â Richard gestured proudly to a tall male with blond hair who was descending the staircase. It was the first time Richard decided to smile since acknowledging their arrival.
Slowly, Jordan was starting to realize why Lydia didnât seem to like talking about her father. Richard was so cold and distant toward Lydia, yet Tyler seemed to be the light of his life. It just didnât make any sense. In the short time heâd spent getting to know Lydia, even he could see how amazing she was. The question burned in his mind. Why couldnât Richard see it?
âIs that really Lydia?â His deep voice echoed through the room just as Tyler hit the last step and quickly paced toward the small group still standing by the door. âCome here, sis.â
Tyler wrapped Lydia up in his warm embrace. Letting her go, he noticed Jordan standing beside Lydia.
âHey,â He grinned, relieved that for once he didnât have to look down at someone he meets. âTyler Martin, pleasure.â
âJordan. Jordan Parrish.â He extended his hand once more, sensing that at least this Martin man was more inviting than the previous.
Tyler chuckled, pulling Jordan into a hug as well.
âOhâIâŚâ Jordan awkwardly pat Tyler on the back, as he wouldnât be getting out of the embrace on his own time. His only option was to just let it happen.
âOh yeah,â Tyler agreed, letting Jordan go. âExpect plenty of those while youâre here.â
âSure thing,â Jordan nodded. A hint of amusement on his face. âIâll keep that in mind.â
One thing was for sure. He wouldnât be getting too bored here.
âAnyway,â Richard interrupted. âWhen youâre all finished here, the ladies are waiting to meet your guest. Iâll be in the study.â
With that, Richard disappeared seemingly into thin air.
âCome on, Jordan.â Tyler clapped his hand against Jordanâs back. âMy special girlâs waiting. Mom too.â
Tyler pulled Jordan along. Jordan looked back at Lydia, as if begging her to come along quickly. She nodded, a smile painted on her face. It was the exact opposite of Jordanâs panicked face. Tyler had already seemed to adopt Jordan as his brother without knowing a thing about him. Honestly, it didnât matter to Tyler so long as Lydia was genuinely happy. And she certainly seemed to be happy.
The trio began walking down the hall just as the doorbell rang.
âYou know what?â Lydia paused. âYou two go ahead. Iâll catch up in a minute.â
Lydia turned back and threw the door open to reveal Kyle standing there with a bouquet of flowers in his hand and such a wide grin playing on his lips.
âK-Kyle?â Lydiaâs smile fell. âWhat are you doing here?â
âAs it turns out,â Kyle glanced inside for prying eyes and ears. âI was able to re-prioritize and here I am. Sorry Iâm late.â
His arms engulfed Lydia and he kissed her cheek, just as he usually did when greeting her. The shock still hadnât worn off yet. She barely even noticed when he slipped past her and navigated his way through the house. He still remembered every room since the last time he was there.
âWait!â Lydia whisper-shouted, forgetting to close the door as she chased after him. âKyle!â
âYeah?â Kyle stopped in his tracks as his eyes found Richardâs home office. It seemed bigger than it was a couple years prior. There were so many more bookshelves being used this time around. Richard stood with his back to the glass door as he attempted to hit a golf ball into the small hole in front of his desk.
âYou canât just show up here!â Lydia finally caught up to him. âWhat were you thinking?â
âYou asked for my help, so here I am.â
âYeah well, youâre a week too late for this.â
âLydia,â he smirked. âRelax, itâll be fine.â
âKyle I really donât want to be a bitch about this. You need to leave.â
Kyle remained persistent and ignored her pleas.
âNow, Kyle. Iâll call you later.â
He continued walking until he reached a group of familiar faces.
âSorry Iâm late, everybody!â
Four smiling faces turned to the entry. Three of which Kyle recognized, one he didnât.
âOh, hi! I donât believe Iâve had a chance to meet you.â Kyle grinned in Jordanâs direction.
âKyle, this is Jordan.â Lydia took Jordanâs hand back into hers. âMy boyfriend.â
Kyleâs entire face dropped, blatant jealousy written all over it. His mind was racing. He couldnât believe Lydia had already replaced him. Lydia felt partially guilty that he had to find out this way about Jordan. Then, she remembered she tried to warn Kyle but he was the one who wouldnât listen. He was the one ignoring every word that escaped Lydiaâs lips. And he was the one who would have to leave because Lydia wasnât going to make Jordan go just because Kyle changed his mind a little too late. No matter what issues this would later cause, Lydia Martin refused to let Kyle have his way. She was done walking on eggshells around him. Maybe heâd get hurt in the process, maybe not. The one thing she knew for certain was that she did the right thing by picking Jordan instead of her overly emotionally invested friend.
Kyle stormed out, not caring about the facial expressions soon to follow his reaction.
âYou should go after him,â Jordan whispered into Lydiaâs ear.
âNo,â she shook her head. âIf I know Kyle at all, Iâm the very last person he wants to see right now.â
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Natalie Martin didnât make a habit of dropping by unannounced, so when Lydia found her mother waiting for her arrival she knew it must have been important. Lydia didnât say a word. She just sat on the couch parallel to the one her mother sat on. Lydia didnât want to be the one to speak first. Sheâd rather have context to rely on.
âWhat are you doing?â Natalie finally sighed. âI canât even begin to understand whatâs going on with you.â
âThanks mom,â Lydia crossed her arms. âLook, I think I know why youâre here. You donât see me enough.â
âNo, honey.â Natalieâs lips curved up into a small smile. âI mean yes, but no. Thatâs not why Iâm here.â She hoped Lydia would chime in, but she never did. âDo you remember that trip we took a couple years back? Your father had business in Hawaii, so we turned it into a family vacation.â
âOf course,â Lydia grinned thinking of the perfect weather and countless hours on the beach. âThat was my favorite trip. I mean, it was just the two of us most of the time but it was fun.â
âAnd do you remember the deal you made with your father while we were there?â
âOh, I⌠UmâŚâ Lydia cleared her throat. âMom, what are you getting at?â
Lydia knew what was happening, but she had to hear the words herself.
âYour dad wanted you to go to law school and join the family firm. You refused, so you promised if you werenât successful in whatever career you chose for yourself in the next five years, youâd settle down. Get married. Have a family of your own in order to gain access to your trust.â
âMom?â Her eyes widened. Suddenly she wasnât so sure the words would help her come to terms with what was going on.
âSweetie,â Natalie sighed. âYour dad says that your time is up. Howâs your relationship with Tommy going?â
Lydia didnât respond. They both knew the answer to that. Tommy and Lydia never planned on having a serious relationship. They were just having fun until they got tired of being together. As of two weeks prior, Lydia was tired of Tommy.
âIâm sorry, Lydia. I tried to change his mind, but he wonât budge.â Natalie glanced down at her hands for a couple of seconds before sitting next to her daughter.Â
âYour dad wants you to set the date of your wedding. But seeing as how you donât have a boyfriend and are therefore nowhere close to being engaged, I think his next idea is going to be an arranged marriage.â
âMomâŚâ The shock still hadnât settled. Lydiaâs mind was racing. The few times she imagined herself getting married, she never imagined an arranged marriage. If she was going to sacrifice her life as she knew it, she wanted it to be out of love, not duty.
âOh, sweetie. I know this is hard.â Natalie gently rested her hand atop her daughterâs. âBut youâre 25 years old now. Itâs time to think about settling down like you promised. You know your father. He doesnât want to be your financial crutch for the rest of his life.â
âI refuse to marry some guy I donât know!â
âI know. Find a loophole, sweetheart. Or make a new deal.â
With that, Natalie hugged Lydia and let herself out. Lydia knew her father well enough to know that he wouldnât agree to a new deal. She had to find a way out of her predicament. There was no way she would pass up her trust fund. Her only option was to trick her father into thinking she was in a serious relationship. Surely they didnât actually have to go through with the wedding. It would be easy to get out of it. Lydia finally breathed. It was a solid plan, but she still needed someone to agree to play along with her. Luckily, she knew just the guy she should ask.
âKyle! Sorry Iâm late.â Lydiaâs hair swayed as she took her seat in the booth heâd reserved for them at their favorite pizzeria. She was only five minutes late, but Lydia was always the type of person who valued punctuality. She sipped her strawberry soda already on the table.
âItâs alright.â Kyle grinned. âWhatâs up? Your message sounded urgent.â
âIt is!â Lydia paused, considering the typical definition of âurgentâ and realized this might not qualify. âKind of. Itâs my dad.â
âAh, now I see.â Kyle buried his head in his hands. Lydiaâs relationship with her father was rather strained. They had never quite seen eye to eye. âWhat did he do now?â
âI need you to pretend to be my boyfriend!â She forced the words out before she could even think about alternative methods to asking this favor.
âWhat?â He crossed his arms tightly. His smile was fading. âWhy?â
âMy inheritance. Long story.â
âLydiaâŚâ Kyle didnât know what to say, but he knew he couldnât help her. âNo. Absolutely not.â
âKyle?â
âYou know how I feel about you!â Kyle whisper-shouted, careful not to be too loud in the middle of the restaurant. He cleared his throat, quickly glancing around at the tables surrounding theirs. âI canât do it. Iâve finally accepted that weâre never going to be anything more than friends. But now you want me to pretend thatâs not the case? I wonât.â
Without another word, Kyle got up and left. Lydia didnât try to stop him, though she wanted to. She would have apologized, promised not to ask another favor like this one again. The reality of it, however, was that she knew it wouldnât do any good. He wouldnât believe Lydia meant it. She never realized his feelings for her could run so deep. The one thing she regretted was letting it get so far out of control. She felt horrible, especially having forgotten about his crush on her in the first place.
âExcuse me?â An unfamiliar voice called from next to her. Lydia looked up at him. He wore a blue t-shirt, black jeans, and a black leather jacket. His green eyes fixed onto Lydiaâs. âMay I?â His hand gestured to the seat Kyle had just been sitting in.
âUh, sure.â Lydia nodded, uncertain of what to expect. âGo for it.â
âThanks.â The man smiled as he sat right across from Lydia. âIâm Jordan. Jordan Parrish.â
âLydia.â She paused. She was suspicious of him, but he seemed harmless enough. What could possibly go wrong? âMartin.â
âListen, I didnât mean to eavesdrop on your conversation.â
He stopped talking as Lydiaâs usual server placed a large pizza on their table. Half cheese, half pepperoni. Lydia never had to place her order anymore. She and Kyle always got the same thing whenever they visited Donatelloâs.
âThanks Maria,â Lydia beamed.
âYeah,â Maria nodded, looking between Lydia and Jordan with an eyebrow raised. She was positive she saw a spark between the two. âEnjoy.â
She winked before slipping away. Jordan didnât seem to notice, but Lydia did.
âPlease, continue.â Lydia prompted, attempting not to laugh at Mariaâs assumption.
âOkay umâŚâ Jordan hesitated. Suddenly it felt like a terrible idea. He was regretting ever having decided to go through with approaching Lydia. âI think um⌠I think I can help you out. Pretend to be your boyfriend. Whatever you wanted your friend to do, Iâm your guy.â
âWhat do you want, Jordan?â Lydia narrowed her eyes. âA cut of the money, perhaps?â
âWhat? No.â He absentmindedly began brushing his hand along the length of his arm.
âYou donât know me. I donât know you either, but Iâm pretty sure youâre not doing this solely out of the goodness of your heart.â Lydia examined his perfect face, crossing her arms. âWhatâs in it for you?â
âHonestly?â Jordan waited for Lydiaâs nod. âI just got out of a relationship that ended badly. Itâs been a few weeks and I could use a change of pace. If helping you out of a jam can also help me out of mine, why not give it a shot?â
âSo we help each other? A mutually beneficial arrangement.â Lydia bit her lip. This seemed like one of those things they would warn you about in the movies, but Lydia had never turned her back on a crazy adventure. She wasnât about to start now. âOkay. If weâre going to do this, weâll need to have our stories straight.â
Lydia pulled a cheese slice from the pie and waited for Jordan to do the same. He chose pepperoni. They ate in silence. For the first time all night, Lydia finally felt like her scheme was under control. All she needed was a fake boyfriend, right? Nothing could possibly go wrong.
âTomorrow.â Lydia expected him to know what she was referring to. He didnât. âTomorrow I prep you.â
She could only hope that nothing would go wrong, because next week would have to be the best performance of their lives if Lydia would have any chance at keeping her inheritance.
âOh, and Jordan?â She hesitated. âPromise me one thing.â
âWhatâs that?â
âJustâŚâ She bit down on her bottom lip. Lydia knew it would sound kind of silly, but she needed his assurance that this scheme wouldnât get out of control. âSwear to me right now that you wonât fall in love with me.â
He was confused, but nodded in agreement anyway.
âPromise me.â
âYeah, of course.â Jordan grinned. âCross my heart.â
long overdue but Cross My Heart will be up today! Iâm gonna schedule them to post in like 12 hours. For the life of me I cant seem to find anything worth editing in or out of the chapters
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One last bit and then I think Iâm done with the first installments of cross my heart! Iâll need to proof it later though, and hopefully I can find somebody to quality check it for me. But yeah, itâs 1:05 am. I have to wake up in a few hours to take this psych quiz on campus, so the ending will just have to wait for the sun to shine! Until then, Iâm out!Â
update: Iâve absolutely altered Cross My Heart! You can still read the unofficial AO3 version while it still exists but Iâve added in some details I realized were missing and Iâve made formatting changes. It looks like Iâll probably only have 2 installments since Iâve done some merging! They should be up sometime after tomorrow night since today I have to study for tomorrowâs stats quiz.Â
update: I just uploaded the first 2 installments of Cross My Heart that I wrote earlier in the year to AO3. I havenât posted them here yet though just in case I decide to go back and change something. Iâm working on the 3rd installment now though, so hopefully Iâll feel confident enough in it that Iâll be able to finally post all 3 installments here by the end of this week. But fair warning though, if the story doesnât come this week donât be alarmed bc it isnât the same as the last however many months itâs been since Iâve released anything. I have an 8 page paper to submit this week so I might not get another chance to work on it after I go to sleep this morning. However, I will be publishing it soon enough. I just got this urge to start writing my fics again.
I know there were a couple people I was supposed to tag ( @machinasolidaria and @buttheadjakeperalta) so Iâll definitely let yâall know when Iâve solidified my decisions on the official release of this story! (btw if yâall wanna read the AO3 versions anyway even though I might go back and make changes you can find that here)
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doppel-matched, where lydia and jordan are dating the wrong versions of each otherâs doppelgangers and while out on their dates the fourâs paths collide and at first itâs like âwtf this is really weird. you didnât mention you had a twin. you donât?? neither do i....wow this is bizarre.âÂ
but then Lydia sees how bored her doppel is with Deputy Jordan Parrish and thinks about how much she hates her date with Jordanâs doppel and sheâs just pretty much like âyou know what Iâm gonna go out on a limb here and say none of us are having a good time tonight.â and they all mutter amongst themselves how thatâs literally what they were thinking and how much of an understatement it is.Â
except Jordan, whoâs just got his hands stuffed in his pockets, still in shock of the fact that they were all somehow meeting like this and if it wasnât fate, he didnât know what was. but what exactly was fate about it? who knows? certainly not jordan, thatâs for sure. so lydia takes Jordan off her doppelgangers hands and she realizes that wow this guy is so normal compared to the one sheâd previously been out with
Iâve been way off track this summer guys. sorry. especially to those of you who i got all excited about the possibility of turning my marrish fic into Episode stories. Totally failed yâall, but itâs so hard learning all the coding. Itâs MUCH easier just writing a story without the coding, but I feel like that would be super boring for yall on there because there would be no choices to make without the coding. So yeah, sorry yall.