☾her moon☽

she knew they could go back to alaska when ever they needed to wasn’t like they worked all the time, but she was always going to be there when they could be there. right now she wanted to be with her wife, who was in the kitchen, and nyx had her arms wrapped around her stomach kissing at her neck and her curls. the smile upon her face was matching the one her wife was wearing. “you’re my favorite sound.” she whispers to her, her arms now wrapped around her wife’s back as she turned in her arms, her hue closing as she feels her her hand on her cheek, nyx’s lips pressing to her wife’s lips, before she was pulling back to look deep into those blue eyes. “i love you the most, babylove.” she whispers to her, her hand running through her hair before she felt her lips brush over her own, making her eyes close, her hands sliding under fabric to feel her skin, and feeling marley doing the same, making nyx pull her in closer to her as she kisses her deeper, after marley had kissed her chin. “you’re my best kind of movie.” she whispers, before pressing her lips to hers once more.

they had been home awhile now, getting comfortable once more, she loved being here with her wife, loved being out there with their children and seeing their grandchildren. nyx was resting on the couch, before she was looking toward the kitchen, knowing marley was in there making tea before they played a movie. she was moving toward the kitchen, finding marley by the counter her arms snaking around her stomach, and she was pressing a kiss to her neck, breathing her in, arms flexing on the soft stomach. “didn’t realize how quiet it was around here.” she murmurs softly, her lips brushing against her curls. “noticed how beautiful you look though.” she says, a smile playing on her lips, as she continued to breathe her in.

she was still amazed at how their life had turned out. with the ups and downs they had faced, they were now putting their grandson to rest. it was the most beautiful thing in the world, to witness a child of yours, having children of their own, and getting to watch them all grow into the people they were suppose to be. her eyes were finding marley hearing her words, a gentle smile upon her face as she nods her head, understanding those words, knowing them to be true, while she watched her wife kissing spencer, saying goodnight to him, her words had nyx’s eyes burning because she knew what marley meant. she loved seeing their grandson in marley’s arms, loved just watching her with children she was so good with them, that nyx didn’t want her to go without them ever in her life.”i love seeing him with you.” she whispers to her, seeing those blue eyes in the dim light that always had nyx feeling like she was home.”one day, marley. we’ll be putting another child of ours to bed.” she tells her, the truth in her hue, because nyx needed to see that again, she needed to see marley growing, needed to see her pushing out a child once again, to seeing her bathing them, napping with them, just loving them.”you’re the best momma a child could ever ask for.” she whispers, her hands going to marley’s cheeks once spencer was all tucked in safely, and he was dozed off more than he was.”and i love watching you grow into one.” she whispers, before she heard marley’s words, that were making her eyes burn more, made her rest her forehead against her wife’s, against her best friends.”same goes for me, baby girl.” she whispers, amber hue looking into marley’s blue.”knowing you exist, makes everything better.” and it did. she remembered when she thought marley had died, remembered the nights she couldn’t sleep, kept herself busy with work, barely able to sleep at all. remembering waking to feeling lips on her own, feeling her warmth wrapped around her thinking it was a dream because marley was suppose to be gone. she was melting to kiss marley had given her now, walking out the door with her, before lips were meeting hers once more a little deeply and she her hands were going to marley’s ass, lifting her up to wrap her legs around her, keeping her close to her as much as possible. marley had been through a lot in her life time. so much of it, nyx wished had never happened. wished that she’d been there for some of it. but here marley was, stronger as ever, still nurturing, still caring a lot about others. she was strong and soft at the same time, had the biggest heart out of anyone she had ever known, and still those she didn’t know would never compare to her wife. she was pressing marley’s back to the wall, tasting her perfume on her tongue, rolling her tongue around marley’s, breathing in everything she could of her wife, holding her securely in her arms, every fiber of her body heated for the way she would always need marley, and how much she loved her, and that love only grew stronger with each passing day. she was kissing her like she would never be able to kiss her again, even though she knew she could, would. because neither of them were going anywhere.

she loved every memory in her mind that she had of nyx with their babies, both growing inside of her tummy and the way she was always all over loving on marley’s tummy when one of their babies was growing inside of her, the way her hands and the safety of her arms were right there waiting to catch their little one and wrap them up in the security of her embrace, a promise in nyx’s eyes that was always there to keep their babies safe. “not just ‘a child’.” she murmurs, shaking her head softly. “ours, our babies.” marley smiled a little wider and glanced back over spencer before they moved from the room quietly. they were never children to marley more than medically, she never liked the word for their little ones, it sounded far away, detatched like you’d speak of someone else’s kid or that child over there. their young....their babies, would always be their babies no matter how big they got and how much they grew up, that was the thing to them. children grew up, kids grew up, a child got bigger and became an adult, put away childish things and was no longer a child, but their babies were always going to be their babies. nyx wasn’t a baby and yet baby girl rolled off marley’s lips all the time as their term of endearment. looking at her, she knew, every second of every day, she would never be done loving her, never be done creating life with her, never be done seeing a baby of theirs growing inside of her or the way nyx loved on every inch of her when there was one of theirs growing in her, the way her head always found her stomach to press kisses and whispers, hum and sing little songs because....fuck, nyx could sing them and the sound of her voice singing softly to their little ones put them right to sleep every time. looking her outside the door her hands her sliding right up to the sides of her neck and her lips were pressing in on her wife’s. they both knew they had endless amounts of time, they both knew they had all the time in the world and they were always going to use every ounce of it, whether it be spending time together in their home or out exploring, working together, bringing more babies into the world together. they would always want that, there was never a question there, only a matter of when; tomorrow or tonight or a beautiful surprise when it happened, it didn’t really matter. it would happen when they were ready, when they wanted it to, when their bodies thought of nothing else and thought of that strongly enough and naturally. marley would always want more little ones with nyx and right now...they got to see the other precious babies being born into their family, from their daughters, and that was something else entirely, a whole new kind of incredible to see their daughters...growing their family with little ones of their own, blossoms on the tree of nyx and marley’s. they had a grandson and a little granddaughter on the way and she, like nyx, couldn’t wait for that. “all i need is to know you exist, and i’m going to be right here existing with you for every second of it.” she smiles, her thighs wrapped now around nyx’s waist as her wife pressed her back to the wall, her hands running back into nyx’s curls and holding her on her lips. she didn’t think about anything but loving her, kissing her deeper, even knowing the girls were out and they should be going to the guest house, she wasn’t going to not kiss nyx right here and now. marley let one hand fall between them to slide it under the fabric of her shirt and across the muscle of her stomach, the warmth of her skin as her tongue stroked over its mate and gathered the taste of her. “i love you. you’re the best wife and momma in the world.” 

marley knew how to take her, always took her so well. never did they fight against that, never did they stop moving like this. they both liked it rough, but they weren’t always inclined to be rough either. they could be soft in moments, and it turn to rough, or rough in moments that turned to soft. they were never one or another, it always blended in so well, they always blended in so well, moved together so effortlessly, you didn’t know where one started and the other ended. she was moaning as she felt teeth on her neck, nyx moving to kiss at marley’s neck, moaning hearing that beautiful cry leaving those beautiful lips, before they were crashing to her own, and nyx was panting on her, feeling how hot marley’s skin had gotten so quickly, feeling the tension in her hips for the way they hurt, and nyx loved how they hurt, knowing she was giving her wife what she wanted, always giving her what she wanted. she was smirking hearing her words, the curse coming first and then her name, loving how that happened. marley turned her on in so many ways, from the words leaving her lips, from the way her voice was when they were moving like this, to the way she moved, the way her eyes winced at her, or melted against her. the way she came undone. it all turned nyx on, and fuck it turned her on more as marley gripped at her throat, nyx’s hips still rolling, moaning as she kissed her wife, got the taste of her on her tongue, hands gripping at marley’s hips as they moved together. she loved seeing that wince in her eyes, and she felt her squirting for her, hitting her thighs and stomach, dark hue looking between them to witness it, her tongue rolling over marley’s, seeing the flush of red along her stomach and her neck, something she always loved seeing on marley’s skin. her eyes flickering to marley’s now, moaning on her words, on her lips.”i love it when you hurt this good, baby. fuck, marley. i’m going to fill it up, baby girl. i’m going…” she couldn’t get the sentence out, as her back arches, from the way her cock was throbbing inside those tight walls, squirting heat over her back wall. nyx was pushing against marley’s hand as she made her wife grind against her cock, letting her dick push her heat into her deeply.”fuck,that’s my good girl.”

they knew how to love, how to feel good with each other, how to hurt in all the ways they loved. they were hungry and passionate, they were love, from two little girls who only had each other, to two women who only needed and wanted each other through all the years they had together. she knew nyx better than she knew herself, she knew what she liked, what she loved, what she didn’t. she knew what she was feeling sometimes before nyx even knew what she was feeling, almost always before. nyx knew her the same way. marley craved her always, never a moment she wasn’t thinking about her and feeling her element sparking higher and hotter in her veins, the love flowing deeper in her veins for her. marley cried on her neck and pushed her teeth deeper into nyx’s neck, the pressure of nyx spilling inside of her and the way marley’s element let her taste nyx’s pleasure through her veins, she was squirting on her cock, her walls clamping down around her and nyx’s blood pulled in over her tongue only making marley squirt harder on her. she could feel the piercings through their nipples catching on each other’s, the friction setting her off more and making her hands need to move to claim nyx’s breasts, pulling at the piercings herself, the little piece of metal between marley’s thighs pressed and rubbing against her pubic bone. her thighs were shaking and she cried more into her neck, feeling every strong pulse of nyx’s cum hitting her back wall, rush after rush adding to the pressure and making marley’s eyes flutter back because she spilled more and more over her dick and nyx only pushed deeper. her element soaked her up, pulled her scent through her veins and made her feel so fucking high that her head was spinning and all marley could do was keep cumming, keep flexing her hand tighter on her wife’s throat as she came harder on her and was forced to break her bite just to let her cry echo in the room. 

nyx was smiling at marley hearing her words, those blue eyes were always so soft, so gentle that it made nyx’s skin crawl with warmth a love that could only come from those blue eyes. eyes were fluttering closed to the kiss to her cheek and her lips, nyx kissing her back, breathing her in as she felt her wife do the same.”anywhere with you is always going to be a thing. i love this too. be hard to leave.” but they would have to eventually. they both knew they could come  back here whenever they wanted, knew to ask the girls if it were alright that they came, but they could always pop in for visits. with their house being as empty as it was, they could go where ever they wanted, explore the places they loved, and find a love in a new place. a quiet moan left her lips, feeling her hands trailing beads of water over her skin, feeling them over her breasts and collarbone. nyx’s hands roaming up her sides, over her ribs watching the beads of water dripping there, her hue closing to the kiss on her collarbone nyx’s head ducking to press a kiss to her neck, before she was chuckling softly, lips meeting her wife’s jawline, as her hands ran down her back, between her shoulder blades.”think being a clown might be too costly.” she teases pulling back to look into those blue eyes, her forehead resting on marley’s.”aside from becoming a clown, i’ll support you in anything else. definitely will talk you out of that career choice.” she tells her, smiling before pressing her lips to marley’s, giving her a deeper kiss.

“i know.” marley murmured on her lips, smiling against them. “because the last time we were apart, i died and you weren’t eating dinner or sleeping for shit.” she chuckles, kissing her lips again and then softly down nyx’s neck, where she got to breathe in her scent and smile more on her skin, a purr rolling through her chest for her as she reached her collarbone and ran her fingertips under the curve of her breasts, tracing over the scar right up the center. she loved water on nyx’s skin because even though nyx always craved warmth, she was always the warmest thing in the world to marley, the same way that even though nyx craved warmth, she craved more the feeling of marley’s skin being cooler like slipping into the comfort of cool sheets on a hot day. they really only felt each other. “probably, because of the nose or the shoes? the wigs?” marley’s lips curled into a soft smile and she pressed them to the base of nyx’s throat before she kissed higher to her chin and found her eyes, water comfortable around them and even though it was dark it was warm out here, smokey with the scent of burning wood through the trees. the water was still warmer than the air and that made little wisps of fog curl up off the pool. her forehead rested against nyx’s and she slid her hand up to her cheek. “deal. right now i’m okay where i am, perfect where i am.” she wasn’t looking for anything else, even though they both knew the time was likely to come one day, it wasn’t right now. right now was nyx in her arms and nyx....naked and wet, and she kissed her lips deeper, her tongue rolling forward to seek out the taste of her mouth knowing she could stay right here forever, kissing her, tasting her, just holding, marley’s other hand sliding across nyx’s stomach and protectively she growled on her lips and kissed her deeper still. 

marley hurt in the best of ways. even when they were pushing each other down to the ground or smashing into counters, she still hurt in the best of ways. right now she had her hips aching, had her pussy aching, had her cursing through their connection to her wife’s mind, had her begging. she could always have nyx begging, and there was never any shame in it, only just wanting more. marley’s skin was always warm to nyx, she was always trying to seek out her body heat, and she was doing that now, keeping herself close to her, as they were kissing each other, tongues rolling over one another, as nyx was moaning in her mind letting her wife hear it as marley started to make her bounce on her cock. fuck she felt so good, she always did, and nyx knew there was a wince in her hue, which she was letting marley know, knowing her wife would love to hear it, and see it also. she was cumming for her, squirting into the water over her mates dick, grinding against her, as marley spilled heat inside of her, warming up her insides impossibly more, making her taste her scent on her tongue, her body shivering even under the water from the pleasure marley was giving her, that only marley knew how to do. her nipples were hardening from the way marley was rolling her thumbs around them, her own hands gripping into the side of her as her hips were grinding on her, making her milk marley impossibly more, her walls tight around her. the taste of marley was far better than anything else she had tasted, and she could feel her breath on her tongue, feel her moans, and it had her grinding harder on her, panting more on her, walls tightening impossibly more as she came for her again.

every curse in nyx’s mind was given to her own, every cry and every little plea. marley heard her and she growled back to her, wrapping her hand under nyx’s jaw firmly just to hold her on her lips, to hold her right there where she wanted her while the other hand stayed tight on her hips pulling her down harder and faster on her cock. she felt her walls tightening around her and marley pushed harder, fucking her faster to milk her walls, nyx milking her cock inside of her and making her spill off to coat her with thicker heat. god, her good little girl took every drop of her, marley whining on her lips and kissing her deeper, holding her on her mouth to keep getting the taste of her pleasure as she came inside of her and felt nyx’s orgasm squirting hotter against her cock. she could feel her so perfectly, the water being cold letting her feel the purest fire of nyx’s pleasure spilling over her skin. that hand on her hip moved to her breast, massaging her rougher with her piercing being used against her nipple to make her more tender and swollen for her, marley only breaking from her lips to kiss down her throat and sink her fangs into her pulse hard and fast to push pleasure into her wife’s veins. she needed her more, by the second her skin was hotter and hotter and she flipped her wife over in the water, twisting her own body while staying inside of her to be above her and to push them up to the surface fluidly. they always moved through water smoothly, breaking through the surface now because she wanted to hear her cries in her ear, marley kept nyx’s thighs wrapped around her and kicked them the few feet to the shore to press nyx’s back to pebbles and sand where the gentle waves were lapping at their skin and she rolled her hips to drive into nyx’s, hitting her back wall harder and faster and pushing her teeth in deeper to her neck to draw out her blood while her hands raked down her wife’s sides and bit at her skin, leaving red marks and digging into her beautiful hips to roll her against her and make her ride her cock faster. 

the way marley’s legs were giving out on her, had nyx moaning more against her, hands gripping harder into her hips just to help keep her up there. there was never any hesitation in moving the way they needed too, but there was always one of them snarling and snapping teeth to get them back to where they wanted to be. she loved that, the fight in them, that wasn’t them fighting each other, but fighting for what they wanted. it had always been them, right from the beginning. she was panting hard on her pussy, watching the way marley was trying to get her top off, feeling her skin growing hotter as nyx was curling her tongue to the roof of marley’s walls, feeling her trembling and the heat hitting her tongue had nyx pulling out her tongue just to taste her, to swallow her, and every drop of her wasn’t going to waste. hearing her words, there was a whine and a growl in her throat, the growl for the way marley had moved, pushing her to the floor in the kitchen, the whine for her words, and the way marley had crashed to her lips, nyx kissing her with the same fever her wife had. feeling her straddling her hips, there wasn’t room to think, her body giving marley what she wanted, nyx wanting to give her that, had shifted, and she was dripping for marley, hearing fabric being torn nyx was moaning on her tongue, rolling her hips up to meet her pussy, hearing those words that just had her hue darkening possibly more, before hands were resting on her hips, pulling marley down hard against her, and nyx moving her hips harder to pound into her back wall, not giving her time to adjust, she was stretching her hard and fast, growling as she heard marley’s words.”fuck, baby girl.” she breathes out, marley’s words leaving her breathless, and she was moaning feeling her hands on her breasts, nyx’s thighs slapping hard into marley’s ass, hard and fast, her hips never faltering.”going to make you hurt, mare. want to hear you beg. fuck i need you to beg.” she breathes out, lips crashing into marley’s, before she was making her wife bounce on her cock.”that’s my good girl.”

they would always fight together, never against, they might push and pull and flex their strength on each other’s skin but it was always for the same thing, always for wanting each other and needing each other, closer, harder, faster, deeper. marley came undone on her tongue before she dared moving, dared turning into nyx to push her down to the kitchen floor, straddling her hips and working nyx’s sweatpants off of her hips. a small growl stayed in her throat as she kissed down nyx’s neck and nipped at her skin leaving little marks. her wife’s hands didn’t find her skin softly, no, she felt her strength grabbing her hips and she bit down a little harder on her neck and moved back to her lips, her pussy dripping right to nyx’s skin, to her cock as she felt her shift and push right inside of her. nyx got the cry that her strength pulled from her throat, pain shooting through her hips and making her thighs shake. “fuck, nyx.” she moved her hand to her wife’s throat, flexing her grip gently on her, for now, firmly holding her on her lips so she could kiss her and pant on her tongue. a wince found her eyes instantly and she let her wife see that, she needed her to see how much she hurt and how good she felt, needed her to see it in her eyes and feel it in the way marley was soaking her skin and already spilling rushes of silky heat down over her cock, beads hitting their thighs and stomachs. nyx made her bounce on her dick and with each time she came down she was losing more heat and splashing to their skin, marley’s cream skin flushed and red and her grip tightening on nyx’s beautiful throat. “you hurt...you hurt so fucking much. fucking cum in me, baby girl, fill up your little pussy.”

didn’t matter where they were in the world, as long as nyx had marley by her side, then she would explore every little place that they could. and she knew they would, nothing was holding them from going back to the places they loved to visit or even visit new places they hadn’t gotten to visit. right now they were visiting the water of alaska, and marley’s body was warmth to nyx, always warm that she was pushing herself closer to her, her tongue rolling around marley’s, the sand beneath them as they made love to each other. marley didn’t let her get the chance to get used to her, and nyx never wanted to anyway. she was moaning deeply on her tongue, cursing in her head for her wife. they were both moving fast, and nyx loved that, her hips rolling to meet marley’s, feeling that warm heat of her wife hitting her walls, tasting her on her tongue, making her moan more, her own walls wet with the arousal she had for marley, that was always for her wife. her hand curling into her hair, as marley’s did, pulling her down on her nyx was panting harder, taking each roll of marley’s hips, making her pool heat around her cock, before she felt marley roll over, and nyx was now on top of her, moving her hips and riding her hard, rolling them deep into marley. it had her thighs shaking had her breathing heavier, as she came for her wife, a deep moan in her head given to marley, begging for more, begging for her heat as she kept rolling her hips the way they always rolled for her wife, the way they would always roll for her. her hands finding marley’s breasts and massaging them, already feeling how hard they were and those nipple rings that were there that nyx was pulling at gently, her lips never leaving marley’s for she loved kissing her too much to stop now.

she didn’t give her the time to adjust and she knew nyx didn’t need that or want it. her walls were tight around her and the water was nothing compared to the slick heat of her walls coating marley’s skin. nyx was so much hotter, a feeling that she couldn’t mistake for the water, she was silky and she clung to her skin. marley wanted her hips moving so she could meet her with her strength and she was quick to roll over and put nyx above her, her hands taking her wife’s hips and making her roll hard and fast against her, making her bounce on her cock. she was already spilling in her, already leaking heat inside of her, but nyx’s walls squeezing her as tightly as they were pushed her right over too and had her coating her, filling her up with her cum and pushing it deeper to fill her more. marley’s eyes fell between them to see the creamy heat spilling into the water between them and she only pumped into her harder, before pulling nyx’s hips down against her and holding her there, making her grind against her just to keep her heat inside of her and work it deeper. hands slid from nyx’s hips to her wife’s breasts and she massaged them, rubbing the pads of her thumbs over her nipples as she moaned on her lips and bit at her lower, tugging on it and rubbing friction over her piercings. even through the water she could feel nyx’s breath and taste her and she loved that feeling, loved being on her lips and feeling her breaths on her tongue, tasting her moans, marley only kissing her deeper and moaning on her tongue. 

everything was coming into place. yes their home was quiet now that all their children were not there. cade out doing her own thing, conor away in collage, chance out exploring the world the way she wanted to, and corey making her own little family right here in alaska. their place once loud with little feet running around, to teenagers grabbing food, or wanting to talk, was quiet. it was back to nyx and marley, and the quietness was beautiful, it was, but she knew marley missed the sounds of those children around them and nyx did too. she wasn’t ready to leave here yet, she loved her job very much so. if it weren’t for marley, nyx would work day and night with little to no sleep or food. but this, was by far more important than her work. work was always going to be there, but spencer and their granddaughter were not going to stay this small forever. time flew by so quickly, which was ironic considering they had plenty of time in their life, but not enough for children. they weren’t like humans, they didn’t stay small for months or years, they grew up fast. she didn’t want to miss out on spencer’s first words, or his first step. didn’t want to miss the moments where they had to change his diaper, and feed him. didn’t want to miss watching iris and corey loving on him. she didn’t want to miss a thing, and she knew marley didn’t either. they could go back to their place, take up work again, but nyx knew, they would always find themselves back here again, to see these little children, and their own. to watch them all grow. she had her arms around marley, and she was kissing her curls hearing her words.”not ready yet. i enjoy watching you be a grandmother, and a mom.” she says ,smiling softly on her curls.”fucking bastard.” she mutters, shaking her head softly, before she was breathing in her wife.”do you feel like being a gymnast? a full time clown?” she teases softly, though she knew her wife, knew that work was just an experience for her a hobby. something to do just do when she felt like doing something.”i think a full time nanny suits you. could come out here and just dote all over these babies. spend more time with all of them, before the littlest babies grow up.” she whispers, pressing her lips to marley’s cheek once more. didn’t matter what marley wanted to do, nyx was always going to support her in everything that she did. her wife was amazing at everything, but the one thing she loved watching most; was marley being a nanna and a mother. that was the job she wanted her to always have.  she was smiling at marley, nodding her head and agreeing with her. there was so much pride for corey and iris, knowing without any doubts that they would be amazing parents and their children would be the most well mannered little punks. but marley was right, spencer was already precious, and he was going to be an amazing big brother, and she wanted them both here to witness that too. she felt marley’s arms resting on her own, and nyx’s chin found her shoulder, her eyes just taking in marley, just falling in love with her impossibly more. though she never fell, she always soared toward marley.”and the next will be just as amazing.” she whispers to her, kissing her cheek and her curls as she felt marley kissing her cheek and neck. then she was moving and amber hue looks into blue seeing the out stretched hand, nyx takes it, not before watching her stretch which had a smile pulling at her lips but she was also now closer to her wife, hearing her words, she was nodding her head.”definitely not going to sleep.” it was just too wiring, knowing their littlest granddaughter their only granddaughter was going to be born any moment now, and they were excited to meet her, and also wanting to make sure everything had gone alright also. though there had never been any problems at all, but you just never know, and it was worrisome, because this was their daughter, pregnant for the first time, you always prayed everything turned out right. but nyx had faith, and looking at marley now, she had a lot of faith. right now, she had a lot of marley her eyes taking her in, the sight of her as she took off her clothes, it had nyx nodding, swallowing, licking her lips, before she was pulling her own clothes off in a hurry, wanting to get to that swim.”yep, definitely all for swimming.” she tells her, smiling as marley comes back close to her, and nyx was wrapping her arms around her, kissing her, her arms pulling marley up off her feet to wrap her legs around her as nyx began to walk them over to the pool, lips not once breaking from marley’s, her hands gripping into her ass as she got closer and began to walk them into the water. it was cold, but marley was warmer, and nyx was not going to let her out of her arms, wanting her wife’s body heat always.

a lot had seemed to pass by them so quickly. it felt like yesterday that marley was crossing the bridge to chinatown following nothing but the scent of nyx’s blood and the sound of heartbeat because it was all that she had. she had sat on that fire escape outside of nyx’s apartment for hours watching her, watching her look so tired, so drained, and yet too wired to sleep, barely picking over a container of take-out. marley had been away from her for months and in that time so much in nyx had become tired. she could see it in her, watching her that night fall asleep on her couch or try to, only for marley to slip in through her window and right back into her arms as she slept because she just needed to hold her. nyx needed to love her too, and marley needed that the same. their lips had started timidly and unsure, nyx worried she was dreaming that she was there, marley flexing her strength on her to prove that she was really there and make her feel it. nyx slept that night, and every night since, once again, she slept right in her arms and soundly. after that came the surprise of cade, while her and nyx struggled and fought and succeeded in making things work, they got married, and came the surprise of chance, a normal and happy everyday kind of life that they’d always wanted together because all they wanted was each other. corey came soon after and their first son and now years passed and those children were grown. she knew why nyx muttered the words that she had, a hatred in marley’s chest for everything that ever tried tampering and toying with their life. she knew where they were, always together, and she knew where nyx wanted to be, always where she was, every second they could manage to be where their children were and now....their grandchildren. nothing was going to come between them or slow them down, nothing was going to make them miss a second of being where they wanted to be. she knew nyx loved their work and they found their nights of curling up with it together when the day had settled down, but she knew looking at nyx where she wanted to be and her eyes didn’t lose the tender smile she had on her. “i know. i’m not ready yet either.” she tells her, before her smile was spreading more. “no, think i’m just liking being here with you and then after this....i’m going to love being wherever in the world we choose to be.” she whispers, kissing her cheek softly and then her lips where she lingered a little longer just breathing her in. “i’m excited and we...have some time to enjoy because we’re not going to be able to sleep.” there was no way they’d be able to, not with the birth of their first granddaughter right upon them. marley got her shirt off and the sweatpants of nyx’s she was wearing, able to see the worry in her wife’s eyes that was so tenderly there. “she’d going to be fine, and iris....they’re going to do perfectly and if they need us, they will call for us.” if there was anything that went wrong enough for that, her and nyx would be there, but she soothed away the little worries in nyx’s eyes by kissing her lips and helping her out of her clothes and then she was smiling on her lips because nyx lifted her right up, still after that swim they both wanted. her hands covered nyx’s cheeks warmly and she stayed on her eyes as her wife carried her into the little pool, the water warm because it was heated enough, but nyx was so much warmer and her hand trailed beads of water against her skin, running her fingertips over nyx’s breast and up across her collarbone where her lips pressed to taste her skin and hum for her. “if i ever decide to be a full-time clown please don’t ever support that.” she chuckles.

their life was beautiful, in a lot of ways. from how marley and nyx grew to best friends, to girlfriends, to going their own ways just to come back to each other again, to becoming mates and wives, to mothers together. now they got to witness one of their babies going out into the world, and getting to witness what marley and nyx have. though different in many ways but still strong and beautiful all the same.  and here marley and nyx were, looking down at their first grandchild, and expecting a second. it brought tears to her eyes just thinking about it. all the hardship marley and herself had to go through, apart and together, to get to where they were now, to get corey to where she was now. to where they were now. marley’s head rested on her shoulder, and nyx was turning her head into her curls, pressing a kiss to the top of them, her heart melting on that one word that her wife gave her, amber hue looking down at their grandson sleeping soundly on marley. she didn’t want this moment to end, didn’t want them to take him up to his room and let him sleep up there, and them heading back to the guest house. she wanted to see the baby in marley’s arms always, because it was the best picture you could ever get. marley, the best mother in the world, the woman who had the mother touch since long before they had their own children, holding a child? she needed that. she was nodding her head at marley’s words, knowing them to be true. they’d always protect family, always be there for them, no matter what. it was how they were, and how they would always be. she was smiling hearing marley talking to spencer, and she was helping her up off the couch, though both seemed to be reluctant in doing that.”i love the picture of you holding him.” she whispers, pressing a kiss to her cheek.”talking to him, the smile you have when you look at him. can’t wait to see you with our next grandchild.” she adds, smiling softly at marley, before they were ascending the stairs now, her footing careful, because she could feel the carefulness in marley, a smile tugging at her lips hearing her words, the soft purr from marley didn’t go unnoticed, and it had her kissing her temple softly.”definitely the couch. just got to thinking too much about the roof.” she admits, before she was taking spencer when marley handed him over to her, and she was gently placing him into his bed, pulling the blankets up and tucking him in.”get a good enough sleep, little man. soon you’re going to be a big brother, and you’re going to need to be so awake to help your momma’s out.” she whispers to him, before pressing a kiss to his forehead, then turning to press a kiss to marley’s lips.”snacks and a movie with you, sounds amazing, baby girl.” she says softly, a hand going to marley’s cheek, wanting to watch her say goodnight to their grandson.

it was amazing to look at their life and see the way it had come full circle, more amazing still to look at nyx and see her basking in it, the happiness in her witnessing it, getting to see the way a family they’d created out of just the two of them at first had grown into what it was now, about to grow even more. the best part? her and nyx had endless miles ahead of them to go, they had endless roads and possibilities in front of them to travel, they had anything they wanted stretched out before them and when life felt like it couldn’t get better....with nyx....every second it always did. she wouldn’t trade away anything, cherishing every inch of the roads they’d explored together already. everything was worth it to look at nyx beside her and the way she smiled at their first grandbaby, the excitement in her eyes awaiting the birth of their second, and first granddaughter. “goes both ways, you know.” she murmurs, feeling the kiss to her cheek as they placed spencer in his little bed resting near to the floor, nyx’s hand pulling up one of his blankets over him a bit. he only seemed to crash into a deeper more comfortable sleep being surrounded by the scents of his pillows and blankets, his little nest his mommas had made him. “i love seeing our little grandbaby in your arms, i still remember the look in your eyes the first time you saw him and held him.” she whispers, blue eyes looking to nyx in the dim light before she looked back to spencer and leaned over to kiss his curls, his cheek, then her arms wrapped around nyx as she straightened up and she pulled her wife in closer to her. “everything that’s been right in the world for me is because you exist. it’s never mattered if you’re right beside me or across the country from me, knowing you exist makes everything right.” she whispers, her hand sliding up to nyx’s cheek and her fingertips brushing over the warmth of her skin, how soft she was and heated all the time under her fingertips. marley pressed her lips to hers and she walked with her to get out of spencer’s room without disturbing him but just outside the door she paused to kiss her mate again, a little deeper than before, with a pounding of her element in her veins that was how much she loved her, how much nyx was every shred of home to her and how she always had been. nyx was the girl so strong and yet marley saw every level of that strength and she’d always gotten to. she got to see her pushing a bike down a grassy hill and not caring if she crashed because she was gonna learn to peddle hard and strong, but then she got to see that care and worry in her eyes when it was marley’s turn, how nyx didn’t want to let go of the handle bars because she didn’t want her getting hurt. she got to see the girl who would bicker so beautifully with her as teenagers, storm off to their houses to slam doors when their moods were running wild, just to hear nyx coming through her window that night and feel her climbing into bed with her to wrap her up so they could whisper their ‘sorrys’ because they couldn’t sleep until they were with their person. she was proud and never too proud, strong and yet always tender, brave and reckless and yet she knew when to be cautious and careful and precise. nyx knew how to kiss her, how to find her eyes in the light of a movie and add the right amount of bravery to the right amount of tender, to the right amount of careful, to precise, to a mess of heartbeats drumming wildly in their chests. marley kissed her, she wrapped her arms around her neck and threaded fingers into her curls and she kissed her to taste every perfume her mouth held.

her wife’s hips always did things to nyx, just like she knew her own hips did things to marley. so she couldn’t help the way she moved toward her, eyes dark and a growl in her throat as she pinned marley between the counter and herself. hands were pulling at the cotton of her shorts, just so she got to see that beautiful ass of hers that she spread, while her tongue was running through her folds, gathering up her heat that was between them. the taste of her was divine, and nyx was pressing her tongue to her clit, feeling the cooler metal that was there marley’s piercing that she was pulling at with her teeth. she heard marley’s words and a smile was upon her face, as she pressed her more to the counter, her tongue rolling around that clit of hers, feeling it swelling for her, making her moan softly against it. she could feel marley’s hand moving down to her throat, making her eyes close to that feeling, always loving the way her wife touched her, even in the smallest ways like this. her tongue was moving toward her entrance, hands gripping into marley’s hips as she pushes her tongue deep inside of her, pushing it all the way to her back wall, making her moan louder as she got the taste of marley, that delicious scent that was just her wife. fuck she tasted so good, it had nyx panting on her, licking at her walls, curling her tongue at the top of her wall.

part of her wanted to chance moving just to get closer to her than she was but neither of them were stupid either, moving when their mate had them where they wanted them. marley was just as quick to bare her teeth and snarl just to put nyx on her back or wherever she fucking wanted her. nyx was no different with her and marley knew that moving from where nyx had her would result in some of this kitchen getting damaged. it didn’t mean that she couldn’t help but move some. nyx’s tongue working her over had her legs weaker and had her sinking a little against the counter, her hand stroking her wife’s throat as she panted and then cried louder as nyx’s teeth pulled at that little piece of metal. marley was moving her other hand only enough to pull at her own shirt where she was hot and it was sticking to her skin but nyx’s tongue pushing inside of her kept her hips trapped and her body aching, her walls so quickly trembling and spilling. she loved the way they touched, the way nyx looked on her knees like right now where marley could look down and see right down the front of her tank top to her breasts and the way her hand on her throat could feel her swallowing her heat. “fuck....fuck me. nyx, i need you.” marley moved because she wanted to, because they always moved without thought, flexed muscle and strength without care. her hand moved into nyx’s curls and she crashed to her lips and pressed her back to the kitchen floor, a spot that, back home, knew them so well. she was straddling her hips, whining on her tongue and moving her hands to nyx’s sweatpants to pull them down her hips hard enough to hear some tears in the threading. “show me how restless those hips really are, baby girl. hurt with me.” she whispers, running her hands up under her tank top to her breasts to claim them and pull at her piercings there. “make me hurt. make me beg you to stop.”

she loved seeing marley with children, loved watching her with spencer and seeing that beautiful smile upon her face. they had such beautiful babies, and two of them had made one of their own. they were waiting on the other one to arrive, and nyx couldn’t wait to see the little girl in marley’s arms. god how she hoped it was a little girl. her eyes didn’t leave marley, they took in everything, from the way she was holding spencer the way she looked at him with those loving eyes. her world was always right beside her, and it made her heart swell, chest tighten just looking at her, breathing her in. their little grandson was so precious, nyx was running a finger down his cheek as he slept soundly on marley, amber hue going to blue when she heard her words, smiling more her eyes melting more.”i love you the most,evermore. he definitely loves us, how can he not?” she asks, smiling down at him on her wife’s chest, her head turning after the kiss marley gave her cheek, and she was kissing her lips softly, a hand going to her cheek to keep her there for a moment, before pulling back, hearing her words, her lips meeting her forehead.”never trading them. just loving them and protecting them.” it was how it should be, how it would always be. her eyes looking down at the little guy, soft rise and falls of his little chest, and nyx was nodding her head at marley’s words once more, an excitement in her body, nerves bubbling with an anxiousness on awaiting the news.”yeah, think the little guy is about ready for his bed.” she whispers, before nyx was gently wrapping an arm around marley, supporting her and helping her off the couch, her lips pressing to her cheek once more, her hand going into her jeans back pocket.”i’m ready to relax with you, or try to.” she says with a small chuckle, her lips pressing to marley’s curls.

there were moments that could slow down, so many right now, moments that could just come to a stop all together. so many moments with nyx she just wanted the world to stand still and unmoving for them, so many she wanted to rewind to, or just simply stay in forever without the need to rewind. this was one of those bittersweet moments where she couldn’t decide. spencer was getting bigger and there was a new baby on the way that they were all excited for, but still this moment could stand to slow down a little. it felt like yesterday that she was seeing corey born into nyx’s hands and now corey and iris were bringing babies of their own into the world. hell, it seemed like yesterday that iris was born. “evermore.” she whispers, letting her head rest on nyx’s shoulder and rubbing her hand on spencer’s back where he was laying on her chest, his breathing shallow as he drifted off and his curls a perfect mess of chocolate kissed with sunset like his momma’s hair. she knew nyx was excited and she could feel it in her, it was tender and yet electric in her amber eyes every time she looked at her, like she did now. “soon.  and we’ll be protecting them both, and the girls, always.” she murmurs, leaning in to kiss her lips, before she’s nodding that they should get spencer to his bed. “maybe we can get a nap in before it gets more exciting around here. better rest so we can help out your mommas in the morning.” she whispers to spencer. nyx’s arm wrapped around her and helped her to her feet and then she felt her hand tuck into her back pocket to stay close like they always did, marley careful with her steps in getting up the stairs and a purr starting softly in her throat. “ready to relax with you too.” try to...was more accurate. with both of them being excited it was going to be hard but...”bet if we find something to watch and some snacks to settle down with we might be able to drift off for a little bit. it’s just a matter of getting more comfortable than you have been in that loft. i think the couch might be the way to go.” she whispers, pressing her lips into spencer’s curls once they reached his room and then gently she shifted him over to nyx’s arms. “here, nanna.” she murmurs, kissing nyx’s cheek and then reaching to turn on spencer’s little light mobile that danced stars on the ceiling. 

it might not have looked like it, but nyx was quite comfortable being held by marley. though her hips were moving because she knew, if marley sat up just a little, her head would be hitting that roof, and no one wanted that. especially nyx. but she felt her hand move to the back of her thigh, lifting it onto her hip, and nyx was still moving her hips, but with purpose now, deep and grinding against her wife’s, a smile playing on her lips. though it was clear two could play this game, and they always played this game.”i could try.” she murmurs, before she forgot how to breath when marley kissed her. her hips stilling as she moaned softly, against her tongue, hand curling into her breasts, before her eyes were fluttering open just looking at marley, hearing her words, a soft pout forming on her lips.”damn right i’m stealthy. won’t hit anything.” she mumbles to her, before she was feeling the peck to her lips and then her wife was moving, leaving nyx here with that damn roof. but her eyes were not focused on the roof, nope. they were focused on marley, watching her grabbing their tin, nyx was resting her hand under her head, staying on her side, though her head perked up when she saw marley stretching, and nyx wasn’t the only one who knew how to move to grab their mates attention. her eyes were darkening, and a growl was leaving her lips, before she was moving, all thoughts of the roof forgotten, as she stealthy climbed down the ladder, not hitting a thing, and moving with to push marley into the counter more, breathing heavily on her ear, as she rolled her hips into her, while she kissed at her neck, as her hands removed those cotton shorts her wife was wearing. then nyx was pressing her hands to her ass, spreading her cheeks as she ran her tongue through her folds, tasting her on her tongue, making nyx moan against her entrance, before she was moving her tongue upwards to her clit, to roll it over that hard.

nyx and her were often guilty of their hips moving in ways very much intentional but it was because the want for each other was always there and the need. they were never done, not because they were never satisfied but because they just simply always wanted. right now it was more a matter of not wanting nyx so uncomfortable in the loft that she was squirming all night if they could be down here where there was more room, if a bath could unwind her wife’s muscles a little bit to help her relax enough to find sleep up in the bed without the restlessness in her bones or a single fuck to give about how high or how vertically challenged the ceiling up there was. she heard her wife’s growl and marley was just flipping the tiny lid off the tin box on the counter, before her mate’s scent and presence was right behind her and her breath was hot against her ear. “i love you so much it kills me in a million incredible ways.” she whispers, feeling the strength of nyx’s hands on her hips, her shorts pulling them down and the way she pressed her more over the counter. nyx had her spread and she felt the heat of her breath on her pussy from behind, nyx knowing the weakness in her for that and the way her thighs shook as she felt her licking at her clit and the tiny piercing there. “fuck, nyx....good girl.” she pants, running her hand down her own stomach and between her thighs to nyx where her fingertips could trace along her beautiful throat.

hearing marley she was about to raise an eyebrow, but her wife was already moving, sliding an arm over her stomach and pulling her right up against her, tucking her under her a little. her ass was still squirming, knowing very well that, the roof was right there still. they had no free range to move, someone either made a construction mistake, or it was done on purpose. either way though; while her butt was still moving, she was relaxing in marley’s hold, feeling her lips on her neck, nyx couldn’t help the soft purr in her throat, her own lips pressing to marley’s neck, nuzzling into her softly, breathing her in as she presses herself more into her.”a lot of things we could do with one of us on our backs.” she agrees with a soft smile, though listening to marley’s next words, had her kissing up her neck softly the purr still in her throat from the way marley was holding her. and she would never argue to be held by her wife.”definitely the latter. a bath with our tin, wine and you is definitely something i can manage.” she says, before she was pulling back to kiss marley’s lips a tender kiss given to her.”you get the wine, i’ll get the bath.” she whispers to her, kissing her cheek and then her lips once more.

her smile spread soft on her lips as she pressed them into nyx’s curls, not oblivious to the way her wife’s hips still squirmed despite marley holding the rest of her baby girl tight in her arms. she’d been watching her for the last hour looking through files and she got to watch the moment annoyance formed in nyx’s eyes about the low ceiling in the loft, got to watch her poke it and huff, roll over and then push her luck with sitting up to get a drink like she was asking to hit her head on the wood so that she had an excuse to punch a hole through the roof, but thankfully marley had nyx in her arms now and she moved one hand to the back of her thigh to pull her up over her hip, because if hips were going to be move their were going to be doing it against her. “sure you can manage, wiggle-hips.” she smiles, ducking her head to kiss her lips and deeply, her tongue stroking over nyx’s and capturing the taste of her that stilled even her own body and made her hum. “mm...deal, and no hitting your head on the way down little miss stealthy as fuck.” she grins, pecking her lips again and shifting away carefully, lower to bite nyx’s ass before she was crawling to the end of the bed and a little shelf there on the wall to grab their tin. it was where they put their phones and little things, but the tin was grabbed and marley’s blue eyes smiled at nyx as she made it to the ladder without hitting anything, stepping down a few just to jump down to the floor below and stretch herself. she made it look alluring, the stretching, her eyes going to the loft as she stretched against the counter by leaning over it to coax nyx down without her hitting anything and deciding to break a wall. 

anywhere with marley was where nyx wanted to be. didn’t matter if they were at home, doing their own things or curling up on the couch together watching a movie together or just chatting. it didn’t matter where they were as long as marley was right there beside her. sure there were moments in their lives where they were not together, but that’s what made this beautiful. neither of them were going anywhere, neither of them were going separate ways in life this time. they were together till the end, and their end was nowhere in sight. they got to explore things with each other, the world with each other, or their family growing more by the day. she was ecstatic being here, experiencing corey and iris’ children, getting to see their grandchildren and their children healthy and happy, to be able to see that happiness shining through marley’s eyes, a prideful look in her eyes that should be there. they raised amazing children, and now they were seeing how much they had grown, and they were witnessing them being mothers too. nyx couldn’t be more prouder, yes it was bittersweet, and she’d always wish they had more time with them as children. but this was something to cherish also. a child becoming a mother and a wife. life was beautiful if you took the time to really look at it. she was looking at her life right now, feeling her lifting her up, and her legs were wrapping around her waist, seeing the smile upon marley’s face, just had nyx smiling back at her, a hand running through her curls, feeling the nudge to her nose, and the kiss, nyx kissed her back, melting on those lips. nyx would give marley the world if she could, but she also knew what she meant by her words, and she felt the water more around them as marley submerged them into it. water still moving around them, but nyx was paying no mind to that, it was marley’s warmth and her lips that had her attention, and she was breathing her in as easy as if they were on the surface of the water. her hips rolled into marley, as the kiss deepened hearing her whimpers in her mind nyx was moaning back to her. loving marley underwater was something nyx really did enjoy. her wife being surrounded by her element, while getting to love like this was something she would always do with marley. something she would never pass up. she loved it too much to worry about the temperature. she was whimpering in marley’s mind now, when she felt the shift in her body, a cry leaving her a curse word as marley pushes straight into her back wall, not giving her time to adjust, but they never did. she loved that, and her hips were rolling just as deep as marley’s, her tongue rolling over its mates, as she was panting on her, and in her mind, nails digging into marley’s back, as she was moaning deeply feeling the deep push of marley’s hips just making her drip for her mate, for her evermore.

her and nyx would always find their moments in the world, no matter where they were or what was surrounding them, they found moments always, be a beach in rio or a forest in china, their bed back home or their couch they loved so much, a supply closet at work, at the precinct or the parking garage in the backseat of nyx’s cruiser. they found all of their moments. she would always need her hands on her, when they were curled up on the couch together or when she was behind nyx on her bike, just holding her hand when they walked because they would always be curled into each other’s sides with steps they took all over the world together. nyx was every place they’d ever been, from the small home town where nyx stood on the pitchers mound she used to know so well and still rocked the shit out of, or the neon lights of rio at night, gold henna on her skin and the strings of a bikini to nyx....and the way she looked with a baby panda bear in her arms in china, she was patience in teaching marley how to order food from the street carts there in chinese that marley wasn’t nearly as fluent in. she could be, but just like french that nyx learned one word at a time, they never stopped learning and never had they. from the moment they met they learned one step at a time and she would never know all that nyx was, but she loved every ounce of her that she got. they knew what the words i need you and i want you meant, they knew what it meant when the touch of a hand found their skin and when eyes were dark and needy, there was no falter in them, no learning like this, because they already knew. they could both shift from being soft brushes of fingertips to claws and sharper teeth, whimpers to screams, to nyx’s beautiful and dirty mouth she loved so much to the way begging was never needed but wanted, say ‘no’ meant harder, saying it hurt meant ‘hurt me more’ and stop meant ‘don’t you dare stop’. right now it was a tender need that could so quickly shift into starvation and marley moved right into her wife, stretching her without hesitation and taking her tight walls as she pressed her down to the sandy bottom under the shallow water, where they were hidden and unhindered, able to breathe and taste the same as anywhere else. water never hindered them in the slightest or got in their way and she groaned into her wife’s mouth as she rolled her hips into her wife, her cock stretching her hard and fast and pulling out of her to push right back in without letting her adjust or take it slow. she didn’t want to take it slow and nyx didn’t want it slow, marley’s cock leaking creamy heat inside of her already that seeped into the water, nyx’s arousal coating her skin as she pumped into her over and over again and hit her back wall with bruising strength. her hand dug into her soft hip, the other in her curls pulling her down against her and making her ride her, but she moved to roll over to her back too and pull nyx above her, letting her wife’s hips really ride the way she knew she could. 

well marley was comfortable she could see that. which had nyx happy, because all she wanted was for marley to be comfortable. nyx however was not. she felt like their daughter had thought this bedroom through thoroughly. the roof was right there, that laying down you could touch it. thankfully neither marley nor nyx were claustrophobic, but still the point was made. it had nyx squirming to get comfortable, every time she moved, or even sit up to try and fluff up her pillow a bit, the roof was right there. every time she tried to just sit up to get a drink, her head ended up hitting it.”this is not ideal.” she murmurs to marley, who once again looked comfortable.”it’s like we’re suppose to just lay on our backs the whole night.” she mumbles, collapsing on her back on the bed to stare at marley, not wanting to move anymore, but fuck. this room just made her want to move.

every squirm she felt and each pulled her eyes open a little more to see what nyx was up to beside her, not in the stack of files on the other side of the bed, not on her phone. she was just squirming and a smile bit at the corner of marley’s mouth. “no but...” her arm slid over her wife’s stomach and she pulled her right in against her to tuck her underneath her a little. “this is.” she mumbles, pressing her lips into her neck and humming against her skin. “i don’t know, i could think of a few things we could with you on your back or me on mine but....then there’s always the couch down below if you want full range of movement.” marley chuckles, tucking nyx’s head safely into her neck and holding her close to her, her hand running through her curls. “do you want to go down and watch a movie with me and stretch a little?” or...  “or i could run us a hot bath with our little tin and a bottle of wine.” or “all of the above...”