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I might be cooked.

crush just asked if I liked him and I just. Said no. Like a dumbass. Whatever.

Whats it called when all my emotions revolve around one person all the time. What's it called when i genuinely dont think ill be able to get up tomorrow because I accidentally made my friend upset two days ago and I'm scared of fucking it up again and good God I think id die if I lost them. What's it called when it feels like you've lost all of your friends except one and if they even joke about leaving it makes you want to stab yourself. What's it called when you talk to them and its the only time you dont feel excruciatingly neutral about everything.

just thought about being pulled up on stage to sing with Vic fuentes and got so light headed i have a headache now