All I've ever wanted, was to be wanted.

Idk if it’s just google being google and messing up translations (as always) or if it’s the literal translation, but either way, this is the ultimate truth of Sebastian Michaelis and I like this catchphrase haha xD

sebastian carrying him all the time? normal. bathing and dressing him every day? routine. meticulously attending to his every need? just part of the contract.

caressing his face after saving him in the emerald witch arc? barely even intimate. pinning him against the wall with a hand over his mouth in the public school arc? totally appropriate. ciel straddling him and pretending to spiral over his death in book of murder? just another tuesday for them.

same applies to ciel's breakdown in book of circus: he never lingered on giving that desperate order or trying to hide in the familiar curve of sebastian's neck as the demon carried it out. and during the purification ritual, when the only thing he remembered was the weight of a naked body against his own and the feeling of liquid filling his lungs as he begged for it to stop, he still never thought twice about what sebastian did to save him.

because sebastian has seen every ugly part of him.

he's seen him vulnerable, exposed, in pain.

during asthma attacks, nightmares, breakdowns.

in that cage.

Well here's a lil gift I made for @unsurprisinglyren back in December, of course based on a scene from The Ravenous Hunger of Youth