"Finally found the ONE"

Hitting your goals are hard, chances are very  high-low. When negativity in your environment leads you to something that can be difficult to escape on. 

August 6,2016 I got married with this guy. After 4 years and half I’ve been waiting for someone that will be the last guy that I will love and the one who will be the father of my children. I am only 23 years old but the way I feel was like I am old enough to have my own family.

Sort of a Flashback, My family were abandoned by my dad for a quiet long time. the are a lot of problems, challenges, sufferings, bad times and so.. Feeling like there’s no space for us to survive. That time I promised myself that I will give my full support to my siblings and especially to my mom. 

I finished my college through my adherence and determination to Graduate with a Bachelor’s degree (Accountancy). I help my siblings so they can pursue there studies as well, it is not easy to send them to college. My finances are not enough by then, it come to a point that I need to ask them to help me and let them work so we can make them a Bachelor’s degree holder too. (My heart was too heavy and painful that time, i felt that I failed to do my promises.

September of 2014 during my last semester in College (yey!)

There are so many people who are sick and tired from their work. Yes, given the fact that working is really hard, but there's a lot of means to be happy in your career.

Before anything else.. A question to ask: What are the things that you need for you to be able to enjoy your job.

Answer: Look for a job that you really really love to do. That's first thing that you need to consider. Of course, we don't know yet environment that we're going to take. Go on and try first, since you like working with that industry, set yourself  as a good employee. Create a good relationship with co-workers, challenge yourself, and keep motivated to be able to achieve your goals.

Always start with yourself. Once you enjoy everything, It will give you a lighter feeling.If you are not happy with your work...

Lahat ng tao magkakaroon ng sakit later on, Lahat ng tao magsasuffer at gagastos para lang gumaling sila.

October 27,2015 I was diagnosed for having suspicious lobulated pulmonary mass on my left lower lung. Meaning i have something in my lung. So the clinic advised me to redo the xray test for oblique position. That time i felt so terrified as if there's no mistake on my test. But then again because I wanted to finish my medical for my employment, I rushed to the clinic and take their advised to redo the test. Everything is normal except from the spot that was captured on my left lower lung.

October 30,2015 The test gave me the result and it's confirmed. I have lobulated pulmonary mass, then again they advised me to go to a Pulmonologist to have futher explanation.When I received these result my blood pressure got to a 150/110 and I felt like I'm really dying. It's my first time to experience this. At that night I am really confused as if there's no air coming to my lungs. I've researched about the words that are stated in my result. Word by word for me to understand each statement.

Cancer Cancer cancer cancer. Woah! wait. No, this is not true. And I felt my tears falling. I talked to my mom to go early in the morning to the hospital to satisfied my feelings about this. I called my boyfriend to have atleast a piece of comfort.

It gets really harder and harder.

We got the advised of my first pulmonologist. She requires me to have CT Scan for her to read what kind of spot that was seen on my left lower lung As I received the CT scan result. Confirmed. There is something on my left lung. I can't believe this.

She said it's not yet cancerous but we need to wait until 6months time.

Im not satisfied from what she says.

I went to Lund Center last Nov. 21, 2015 to have 2nd opinion. And he explained to me everything. And now they strongly advised to undergo surgery.

Maraming takot sumali sa networking, maraming nagrereject at maraming ayaw sumubok. Kasi:

1. Hindi sila marunong maginvite

2. Scam daw

3. Walang easy money

4. Hindi ka kikita sa networking

5. walang nagiging successful sa networking

These negative thoughts will lead you for nothing. Yes walang easy money, HELLO? hindi kaya madaling magrecruit, hndi madaling kumuha ng tiwala ng tao. Kahit ang magrecruit pinaghihrapan yan. Scam daw, well hindi naman lahat scam, ang pinoy mahilig gumaya yan, kung saan patok yun ang susubukan. Swertihan kung mapunta ka sa taong may malasakit at malas mo naman kung mpunta ka sa sakim. May mga taong mapagsamantala at meron namang gustong makatulong. So generally speaking, networking is a business, it depends on you if you will succeed or not. Lahat mahirap, maswerte lang yung mga taong marunong at madiskarte.

Have you seen your parents how they worked hard to provide everything for your future? Did you appreciate their efforts? or did you take them for granted? because they are your parents, so they will forgive you no matter what. Or you follow them because you are good child. 

You know being the Head of the family is not easy. you need to feed your family, you need to give them shelter, you need to give them their needs, you need to send your children to school, in short you need to give them future because someday they are the one who will give these necessities to their own families. 

i’d like to share this because i do experience these kind of feelings. I want you to appreciate your parents effort.

I don’t have my own family yet, but i have my mom and siblings.

My story: Yes, my parents are already annulled. My Father sustained us on and off, gladly i have a strong mom. My parents lived together since my 3rd grade. They separated because of some issues. Anyway, as i have told you my dad sustained us on and off. He abandoned us twice or three times? and the most painful situation of my life was the time where i am about to have my last 3 semesters from my Accountancy course. Honestly, college days are very painful and very hard. At first, I have enough things for my studies, but during my 2nd year up to 3rd year i can feel that it gets more complicated, not in my course but in my life. 

When my dad totally stopped his support and that was my last 3 semester to complete my course, i really don’t know how can i survive with nothing. We don’t have money to sustain my studies, we don’t have money to feed our stomach, because we don’t have nothing at all. except from home (that’s the only thing we have).  I have my friends, a lot of friends but they disappear. Oh well, i’m about to stop my studies and try to find job. 

But it not happened, why? I don’t know eh, if you are really trying hard to find for solution right away, GOD WILL ALWAYS PROVIDE! and yes that’s true, my college offered me to be a student aid. Then i applied for that right away. then i applied for a scholarship so luckily i got a work and my studies! These factors gave me hope to continue what is already planned by God. I finished my course and was absorbed by the college as a staff, then i got an offer from outside, which is better opportunity, that’s why i grabbed it right a way.

Now, i want to share this experience to you because maybe you are a good follower of your parents or the bad type. I want you to love your family. Appreciate them and give it all to them first so that when you already ready for you on family, there is a way that you will follow. 

This is my training ground, before i settle down. 

Now i’m supporting my one sibling for his studies and later my other sibling. 

And I AM THE HEAD OF THE FAMILY NOW. My mom is good supporter and I love her so much!

This is my story. I hope you learned something from it, because me, myself have learned a lot and will continue learning to live a Happy and healthy Life.

Hello sino pong may kakilala sainyo sa radio station?

Yung sobrang init ng away niyo halos makasumbatan na kayo lahat lahat tapos yung isa sabi

Partner1: ayoko na [pagod na pagod na ako sayo, itigil na natin to ayoko ng masaktan.

P2: Fine. Ahh ganun lahat ng gngawa ko d mo naappreciate. Okay nkkhiya nmn. salamat nlng. Alam ko nmn n d ka satisfied sakin ehh e di ganyn n lng pla. Salamt sa oras mo sakin.Kung yan gusto mo ibibigay ko. Akala mo ikaw lng nasasaktan, sayo lhat nanggaling lahat ng hinihingi mo.

P1: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggh!!!! Baby ayoko :(

P2: Baby ayoko din mahal na mahal kita

P1: Ako din baby mahal na mahal kita. As in!!

P2: Nakahinga na ako baby

P1: Ako din uhuhuhuhuhuhu

Guys pansin niyo ba na sobrang gulo ng utak ng isang babae? Alam mo kung bakit? Kasi hndi talaga nila alam ang gusto nila. Pagpasensyahan niyo na kahit ano ang sabihin niyang tapang tapangan.. Hndi totoo yun, ang babae mapride yan sa una, pero pag narealize na nila kung ano talaga ang gusto nila. Sila na mismo ang kusang susuyo sainyo. Nakakapagod man pero mahal na mahal ka niyan. 

Ang babae titigil lang yan magmahal kung hindi na talaga kayang irevive o wala na talagang pagmamahal na nararamdaman. Madali man silang masaktan pero kung mahal ka niya talaga mapapawi din ito. Yakapin mo lang siya ng mahigpit okay na yan. 

Ang mga lalaking napapagpasensyahan ang mga girlfriend nila ay siyang tunay nagmamahal. Hindi mo kailangan maging magastos para pasayahin ang mga babae. Alam mo kung ano ang kailangan mo para magwork ang relationship niyo?

TRUST

LOVE 

PATIENCE

Wag kang gagawa ng kalokohan kasi malakas ang pakiramdam ng mga babae. Nagkakamali man pero madalas tama.