The only person standing in your way is you

because I was too much for him. I would make him see all the things in him that needs changing. He couldn’t stay calm with me always going on about ‘why are you like this’, ‘why would you do this like this’ or ‘how can you think like this’. I couldn’t even count the times I called him something like ‘uncultured’ or ‘uncivilized’ or ‘childish’ and versions of those. Of course he would grow…

možda je zapravo problem što više ne provodim dobro vreme sama sa sobom. Kao da ne znam kako da ja budem ja sa nekim i sama. Kao da sam zaboravila ili da ne smem, da se plašim, da provodim vreme sa sobom kao ranije. Više ne odlazim u kasne šetnje sama, ne pravim duge šetnje do tržnih centara ili sa prevozom. Toliko stvari nisam videla u ovom Beogradu, na početku, jer nisam na taj način mogla da…

Treba mi

I pitam se – kako srce preživi onda kad iskreno želimo da nas više nema.