— black magic

I can’t believe I’m actually leaving Virginia for the first time. I’m so broke all the time I honestly didn’t think it would happen for me and I’m hyped. Is it lame to say I’m kind of nervous about being in such a big city, though? I honestly don’t know what to expect.

The one that comes with the phone. 

Luckily, I never was in a position where I had not being comfortable when it comes to my financial situation. With that being said, for me it will have to do more with the sense of fulfillment I feel. 

Pepper spray, a book and a pen. 

AJ: so im alive

AJ: and ive been sleeping at the hospital these past days

[...]

AJ: oh and dominic knows we're married

AJ: 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

MARISSA: I did know about the first one. I went to the hospital searching for you because I got worried, but you seemed busy.

MARISSA: Please let me know the next time you do this.

43. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?

I’d probably tell him he is a bit early for the party and offer him something to drink while I finish getting ready. @harvberry

44. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?

Sometimes, yes. Mostly when I don’t like the outcome. 

45. Were you single over the last summer?

Yes.

46. What are you supposed to be doing right now?

Like I said, getting ready. 

47. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?

@ajpearce is truly attractive. 

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?

A black dress. I’m getting ready for the puppy wedding. 

8. How often do you listen to music?

Fairly often. Mostly instrumental, however. 

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?

I tend to wear skirts. 

33. Are you a jealous person?

In some situations, yes. But I’m mostly jealous when I’m not sure about what is going on or what is my relationship with that person. Once that is settle, I’m hardly ever jealous. 

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?

I don’t think I have one. 

35. Did you have a dream last night?

Not that I remember, no. 

36. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?

@mia-weston, @ajpearce (I just have to be very careful with my wording) and @harvberry

FRANNIE: Are you enjoying summer otherwise?

FRANNIE: It all sounds amazing. We're leaving so soon and I can't believe it's actually happening.

MARISSA: Very much. I'm looking to see if I could do some traveling before the season ends.

Leah: Rule of thumb: No matter what you're doing with me, it's never a date.

Leah: If you call it that, there'll be a me-shaped hole in the wall. Sorry, I don't make the rules.

HARVEY: I am a Berry lucky man indeed! :-D

Leah: Please, it wasn't a date.

Leah: It was just a thing we did before we had sex.

AJ: like being sexless but i guess your boy is doing it so??? maybe it's not so bad? omg, what if he's so pent up that your first time is going to be like a hell of a fuck?

AJ: well look at you go, bagging a rich boy

MARISSA: One could dream of. And it's not like we don't other things.