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You went away thru my fingers and lips...

Ran before I could discovered your emotions

Like it was possible at this time to erase!

You don’t have to be afraid of my skin.

 For a second I saw my air being taking away

Breathe in, breathe out, just be... Accept this:

“You are as scaried as I am terrified of it”

 Placing barriers in front of things we feel

THIS SHIT IS ONLY MYSTERY FOR US!

Don’t really know what to say, just to sense

It’s not a secret when everybody knows

 Don’t be offended, but you aren’t my master

You are not allowed to boss about my heart!

I am my chief and I thought you already knew

Decision was made long days ago, "perdón".

 I fucking decided to feel, to open that door

Love goes hand to hand with pain, it’s risky.

Tell me babe, since when was I a pussy?

 You fool yourself trying to hide from yourself

We are going to ruin each other, I told you!

But you did not even asked me in what context.

Thought you were the smarter kid of playground.

 Always so right about what others deserve to.

Can you report to me: "how about you, nigga?"

What so dirt you deserve that I am not enough?

You want caos? I can be the thunderstorm inside

 Dammit, I didn't wrote about how overjoyed I was

You left the barrier to fall briefly, I saw part of you.

Thought things would last longer than 15 minutes.

  Dammit, I didn't wrote about how overjoyed I was

You left the barrier to fall briefly, I saw part of you.

Thought things would last longer than 15 minutes.

 I love to write what goes down thru my crazy brain

Did you ever notice heart-broken make best artists.

It is to suffer in advance what you are doing to us.

I know I love to write, but I also love to see your eyes.

 I hope you understand what I'm trying to tell you.

We did not began to run and you're already tired.

Slow down your breathing... Inhale... Exhale...

To believe that what is on your colorful mind,

Is always the right thing to fill your soul,

And the only path that you have to follow,

May not satisfy you by the end of the day.

This feeling that nothing will be left behind

Is part of nothing but a whisper in your ears,

You’ll firgure out the lie when time comes up.

That is nothing wrong in wanting flying away

Not talking about that, in case you wondering

Actually, allow me to suffer metamorphosis!

Let me evolve alone, and perhaps I’ll find you.

I don’t want to anchor you in my veins, baby bear

In fact, I want you to keep me feeling this free

“Deep night, please, don’t you leave me”.

Says the "control freak" with a soft voice.

Lord Byron’s feelings running thru air.

We’re melting for the burn of our whisper.

Touch every inch of each other's skin, “leave…”

This shit is not fair to either one of us.

Double masochism could be a love murderer.

But I can see beyond the murderous desires.

Silent cry, “give me one more sober shot!”

(Screams) You’re always so high and numb!

By the jump of my scared beating heart,

“It’s for your own happiness”, you say.

With fingers thru my hair, tries goodbye.

Happiness is within your soul, intimacy.

And you already belong to mine, even

When I foolishly tryed to stop you from

Getting inside my mind, I didn't noticed,

You were there before this moment.

Wishpers through ear: “Please, stay!

Let’s ruin each other while we call it…

“Deep night, please, don’t you leave”.

Says the control freak with a soft voice.

Lord Byron’s feelings running trhu air.

We’re melting for the burn of our whisper.

Touch every inch of others skin, “leave...”

This shit ain’t even fair for both of us.

Double masochism could be a love killer.

But I see beyond the homicide desires.

Silent cry, “give me one more sober shot!”

(Screams) You’re always so high and numb!

By the jump of my scared beating heart,

“It’s for your own happiness”, you say.

With fingers thru my hair, tries goodbye.

Happiness is within your soul, intimacy.

And you already belong to mine, even

When I foolish tryed to stop you from

Getting inside my mind, not realized,

You were there before this moment.

Wishpers thru ear: “I’m sorry, but stay!

Let’s ruin each other while we call it...

Were numb by the cigarillos, beer and cigarettes, used the oportunity to question me about my soul. I gave an more than sober answer and that confused your freaking drunk mind. I began to wish that you had stopped starring me with this two deep blue.

Tried slowly to break the walls of my being, but... Mother taught you well how to be a sweet gentleman, souless boy - poor silly girls! The main problem is that you know I am not their kind, and that is not even close to good to you, so the first solution is to ruin it.

You can’t destroy everything with your hand darling,because someday you will destroy yourself for crushing something you did not even know you loved. By that day, I hope that you fall apart with your, so called “lovely”, loneliness.

Use all of senses when you are not high, touch my neck, smell my skin, delight yourself in small bites of myself, see my body writhe of pleasure, all of this, only to hear me moaning: “please, stay more... Just a little more”.