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BUT, I'm even more excited that things are going so well for you. It can be hard to step back from things at times and take care of yourself (I've definitely learned that the hard way). Congratulations on everything...you deserve nothing but the best in life! 🥰

Hi lovely! First off, thank you so much for your kind words 🥹 I feel ya, it took my mental health really just plummeting into the gutter for me to finally step back and really care for myself, so I also learned the hard way. I hope you’re doing better! 🫶🏼

Peach and Joel aren’t quite back but I want them to be. So much so I even tinkered with some moodboard ideas about a week or two ago!

I don’t think I’d ever write anything for Joel other than ASH and finishing the story, which I want to, so so sooo badly but atp the only thing stopping me is the lack of time. I really want to try to make the time because I’ve been getting the writing itch, but I’ve finally learned not to make any promises lol

As of recently? I’m not too sure, and I’m totally okay with not knowing.

I can only speak for myself, but I distanced myself for many reasons. Mostly because there just wasn’t any joy in the fandom or even being on my own blog anymore. People were far too lost in the sauce with this place and I was pretty lost in it too.

might be talking into the void but that’s okay

life updates:

- just when I think I can sit down and write a lil something, the universe is like nah here’s 10 million more things u gotta do which makes me sad because I think about peach and Joel at least once a day

- ya girl is finally going to start seeing clients as a clinician and got an offer from an amazing supervisor to intern at a facility helping people stabilize during/after crisis, I am both terrified and excited woo

- relationship is going strong, my gf is amazing but it has been a TIME. lots of therapy, healing, and personal growth has occurred in the last 10 months and it hasn’t been easy

- it’s been a year or coming up on a year since I really distanced myself from tumblr. I’ve been reflecting on my time in the ppcu fandom, the good and the bad and sometimes I’m just like…damn 😮‍💨