Atelophobia...

fuck this time loop im leaving (walks into a different, worse time loop)

when taylor swift said "one day I'll watch as you're leaving cause you got tired of my scheming, for the last time" and when conan gray said "cause now I'm scared that everyone i love will leave me" and when gracie abrams said "until I'm feeling like an island, until I'm strong enough to hide it" and when taylor swift said "i didn't know you'd care if i came back" and when conan gray said "if being less insane would make you stay, then I'd be more like my sister" and when phoebe bridgers said "after a while, you got quiet and i got mean. I'm always pushing you away from me" and when taylor swift said "i know my love should be celebrated but you tolerate it" and when harry styles said "what if I'm someone you don't want around?" and when billie eilish said "thought I could fly, so I stepped off the Golden, nobody cried, nobody even noticed, i saw them standing right there, kinda thought they might care" and when taylor swift said "who could ever leave me, darling? but who could stay?" and when-

Not to be a drooling socialist cuck, but if a full day's labour can't purchase three square meals, 24 hour's worth of rent and utilities, a fraction of a month's clothing budget, and a reasonable portion to be saved for when you can no longer comfortably work, what the fuck are we doing shit for

the worst moment of my life was when i was in highschool and we were talking about famous serial killers and i confidently blurted out “jeff the killer!!” and everyone was like… hes not real. and i was like yes he is wtf? you guys dont know about jeff the killer? he killed prostitutes in victorian england? and then they just all looked at me like i was an idiot. jack the ripper. i meant jack the ripper.

Me to my anxiety : can u like calm down these people don’t even think about you Depression : ever Me: that’s not what I meant

You deserve people in your life who think you are a big deal. No competition, no backhanded comments, no jealously, no comparison, no hate just simply “I love you and there is nobody like you and there will only ever be one of you” type energy