I Make No Apologies This Is Me

This is why he can’t leave his other self alone for too long.

“Ran-Ran?” Reiji paused before giving a smile. “Ran-Ran means a lot to me honestly! He was the first in Quartet Night I really bonded with! I mean, he even came to my rescue when I was taken! Remember that? I do!” He paused before crossing his arms. “He’s… also been with me a lot lately, since we had a certain… talk.” He looked down. “….Ranmaru is a cherished friend of mine. If we did… become a romantic couple, I would not mind one bit. He might not see it, but he’s a good guy in there. And I would be lucky to have him.”

Someone bringing up Aine again? He sighed and looked at the person, crossing his arms. “I already… said how I felt.” How much pain was he going to feel today? A lot apparently. 

“Who wouldn’t honestly? He’s a good guy! He’s had a rough time lately, which he doesn’t really deserve, but he’s got a good heart in there. I mean, look at how he reacted to my situation. How he’s helping Futanyan, Yuchan, A-chan, and the rest. If I was to fall in love with anyone. It would be him. He deserved the world, but all I can give him is some advice and bento.”

“……..What makes you say that?” He asked, the pain in his voice subtle but hinted. “Aine was…. is my best friend. No amnesia or time passing could change that. He will always be one of my most treasured friends. A blessing I don’t exactly deserve. A second chance I didn’t expect but won’t waste. Of course I love Aine. That shouldn’t be hidden in the slightest.”

“Well, if we go to Kotobuki bento I get a discount so I can get you as much as you want!” He clapped his hands together before he began walking. “Let’s go!” He said, tossing a fist into the air. 

“Good! Do we want someplace new or do you want some of my bento? I can arrange that free of charge~” He grinned playfully, elbowing Akira a bit with a wink. 

Reiji paused when he heard the other ask for another try. Did he really ask that? Yes... Yes he did. He smiled gently and moved his other hand to Akira’s other cheek, smiling and connecting their foreheads. “If that’s what you want, Akiran! We... We can try as many times as you want.” He whispered as he closed the distance again, giving him a gentle, softer kiss than the one before. This one wasn’t rushed or spontaneous. It was much more relaxed, slower. The idol moved one hand behind the other’s head, his fingers playing with his hair gently. 

“Back at you, other me! Let’s have some fun!” 

When all of a sudden you want to try a new muse..... NAH FAM

When you want to do a starter call but lyric based. And then the lyrics might end up edgier than you want because you would just do random on spotify

“Yes well, normally I ask first. But there was just... something that made it feel right.” He looked at Akira, eyes filled with some sort of emotion. “Plus when your mind is reeling, vocabulary is not your best friend.” He pursed his lips a bit before carefully placing his hand on Akira’s cheek again. 

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