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idk how to rlly start w this but um. ive been struggling to feed myself everyday. im back living w my verbally/emotionlly abusive father in the house where i experienced most of my abuse as a preteen/teenager and its causing me near constant triggers. getting thru every day has been a battle. i still havent found a job and theyre giving me until october 1st to find one thats full time w benefits, or theyre kicking me out. im completely broke, and have been frequently been skipping meals since im "not allowed" to go downstairs or eat between 9pm and 8am since the smallest noise or the smell of any food wakes up my stepmom whos been almost just as been almost as bad as my dad is. ive lost a significant amount of weight in the just 2 months since ive been back here. theres multiple cameras in and outside of the house and my every single move is questioned constantly, so ive been isolating in my room most of the time. ive been completely financially cut off by my family and my only irl friend that could help out has moved 3 hours away. i could go on and on abt the shit ive been dealing with in the recent weeks.

THE AMAZING DIGITAL WHEEL OF PRIZES! (ft. Eniac and Evil Caine)

Please stop running. Please stop crying. Stop hiding from me. Just stop bleeding. Stop moving. Stop breathing. Just let me love you.

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I wanted to do God Caine in a liminal space for the longest time.

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BackUp AU | Run

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