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I wouldn't mind to quit uni, even though I have one month left to finish my career, but it has really messed me up.

I never thought i would like to hurt myself again, and even kill myself, it wouldn't matter if I do it, but i love so freaking much my boyfriend, I won't leave alone my dog and I know it will messed up with my cousin, she is like my sister and my best friend.

So, I'm here, trying my best, that I know it's not my best, and probably i will have to do a lot of changes to finally have my project approved, and its the thing that its killing me.

But today i got 2 red stretch marks in my stomach, just killed me, all day, because i don't even have that many normal stretch marks, and to find out that I have red ones, it just kills me.