ManyConcern

Fake deep

I hear the inner truth in the shallow words you speak

You ask to hear my poetry

And don’t understand when I say it’s just for me

You fill a hole temporarily

But that’s not what I seek

You don’t consume my time tho,

You’re good from week to week

Whilst I continue to find me

The energy isn’t negative,

Youre just driven by your ego, and it speaks

   The pattern of life is coiled up in the pattern in your eyes

But it only seeks that that’s thicc?

What happened along the line

That we collectively are spending our time

Struggling to pay a debt that doesn’t exist

Tax my female organs for your benefit

People aren’t even aware of it

The frustration burns deep

I like time alone to benefit my health

All these energies around me

I put ‘me’ on the shelf

 Through time alone

I learned who to distribute my energy to

And so I know not to pass any of it to you,

When we’re holding hands

Well maybe just enough so you’ll know to call me again,

So easy for me to hear what you’re thinking

When my heart was younger she thought that was a significant thing

A murmur from the universe, a sign

But now I know that’s just my gift

I find myself moved when the energy shifts

Ill peep your third eye and ill give it a kiss

But don’t call me later, leave it a bit

Tell me you’re a musician but I am not an instrument,

I wont sing for you

 Your ego hangs out with me, we smoke and we chill

But I can’t stay for long if you don’t know how to be real

I’d probably cut you off if I had the will

Still I don’t think you’re bad for me, just a part time fill

 I spend time alone to benefit my health

All these energies around me

I put ‘me’ on the shelf

 When you learn to be quieter, you hear more

They give themselves up if you let them talk long enough

They clock on and withdraw

If you hate that I saw a glimpse of you, you’re free to use the door

My generations got me fucked up

Torn from generations before

It’s cool though, I can’t make eye contact either

We both know that the system owns our ether

Scared to waste time cause precious miles are climbing up the meter

Cant bare to live a life on the calendar

Zombie virus 9-5 western cultures greatest damager

Living month to month doesn’t birth opportunity for us to make a change

What a coincidence huh?

Well you can drop me out

 I’ll take a train

Buy a van and drive straight out of this place

Put my body where my mind is

Leave my life with a graceful goodbye

Cause I’ve got too much to see, we’re all gunna die

Do you want to spend yours relying on a society that doesn’t want you to breathe?

Cause that’s not mine

If you want to, you can drive out with me

 Ill understand if not though,

Because I can see

And ima do me

No matter what,

My grandparents planted a seed

In the vital years

Witnessing injustice in the world

Had my young mind full of fear

I haven’t lost the chid in me,

She’s still here

 I am my past, present and future self