Hey, Hi! I'm Mattison Park, I draw, write, compose, and do too many other things!
(They/She) Genderfluid, Bi
I sometimes speak frankly on adult subjects or depict them in art, please keep that in mind.
I'm always on the lookout for connections! feel free to DM me!
Master List of my projects here
Below the cut is an explanation of my tag system, and more info for the nosy
🌻TAG SYSTEM:
I've tagged all of my art as "my art"
if you wanna see my music I've tagged it as "my music"
"bug hobbies" for anything I do that does not fall under another another tag
if you only wanna see the nonsense I've tagged all of it as "shitpost"
any thing I reblog is now tagged "re🅱️log" so you can mute that tag if you only wanna see my wholly original unhinged rambling and art.
"🅰️sks" is the tag for asks
"mantis thoughts" are for random thoughts I have, not much organization there
"radical metamorphosis" is my tag for documenting my journey into gender and sexuality, and any thoughts I have along the way.
"become cute" is my tag for discussing makeup, almost always overlaps with the tag above
"Mantis SOTD" my tag for my Song Of The Day, where I occasionally post a song and talk about it for a little bit
"obligatory mantis reblog" is me reblogging anything with a mantis in it, it's in my username, I'm obligated
"bug gaming" game related stuff
"Matti Tomodachi posting" posting Tomodachi stuff
"future projects" mostly for me to remember stuff I wanna do in the future
"good queer news" exactly what it says on the tin, I try to share positive queer news when I can because I feel that it is important that we not focus on the negative
"Mantis art appreciation" for art I like
🌻PRONOUN STUFF:
They/Them will always work for me, currently my preference is She/Her but I'll respond to any of the ones listed
I really like it when people rotate out gendered terms for me on a sentence by sentence basis i.e ("She's the cutest! I just wish they would sweep me off my feet! I would marry her right now!")
But I understand that is kinda extra, and can be a nightmare grammer wise, so just do whatever feels right, you don't need a PhD to talk to me.
🌻WANT MORE?
My website has so much cool stuff, please look at it it took forever because I'm very bad at coding (Sorry mobile users, it's not exactly mobile friendly, for now...)
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Just heard my voice on a video I sent to friends and like, it's got work to go for sure, but I didn't cringe and close the video, I actually kind of like it?
I gotta do more vocal training it's really working
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ppl without meds: wow…. i can't imagine being dependent on medicine... pills every day? injecting myself every week? how tragic
ppl who need meds: holy fuck they invented the solution to my problem and i literally just need to take magic tiny rocks and inject some substance every week. oh my god. i get to feel better in literally any capacity. holy shit
ppl who need meds but can't access them/meds for their thing don't exist yet: holy fuck I wish I had tiny magic rocks or injectable substance or cream or gel or potion or implant to take at whatever rate necessary to fix my problem. I'd kill to take that every day/week/etc forever if it would fix my thing
i'm gonna be so real i feel like that confrontation on the stairs w ralsei and flowery was almost More transgender than him straight up calling her 'princess'. tbh it would be more (to me at least) if it weren't for the fact that the latter is a lot more explicit and harder to ignore lmao
but like. pretending to be something you're not??? talking about their purposes knowing full well ralsei's purpose is 'the prince of the dark' even if it's not explicitly mentioned? 'you can't run from that' looking SO defeated oh my god. 'i was teasing you thinking it'd help you realize you could be happy' like i mean bad job of it but LIKE? LIKE??? WHAT ELSE COULD HE POSSIBLY BE REFERRING TO WITH THAT 'it made you jealous that we don't have to follow your silly little rules' that he just says 'fuck it' and ignores what the prophecy tells him he has to be and makes it look so EASY why can't she have that 'YOU THINK I WANT IT TO BE LIKE THIS' 'then what DO you want' and the fucking terror on her face like she doesn't even dare to name it even in her head. just the entire fucking thing. oh my god. ohhh mygod
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Goodmorning to the Anthropic Claude AI training scraper that suddenly decided to request 660 thousand pages (exactly the number I had remaining on the starter plan) and brought Pikiwedia down.
Sudden switch from diverse user agents like chrome, safari, messenger preview to Just Claudebot. I'm not even mad though, this is maybe the funniest thing possible, because I've inadvertently poisoned their training data with thousands of fucked up articles with normal urls.
Pikiwedia perseveres, back up with a better robots.txt. I hope Anthropic has a gery vood time with Pikiwedia's data :))
day one after changing sheets: ok im gonna kick my bad habits i won't eat in bed or leave knives or scissors or lighters in bed I'll have only normal bed things in my bed and I'll change the sheets more often too
day two after changing sheets: oh yeah this half eaten bundt cake is sleeping with me tonight
it's so nice to not feel boxed in with regards to how I "gender" my space.
I recently deep cleaned my room, clearing out the results of unmanageable depression and undiagnosed ADHD.
This gave me a great opportunity to pick new decor for myself, because frankly there wasn't much in the way of that in there before.
pink bedsheets, pink curtains, pink ottoman, flower pattern curtains over the closet, things I would have never considered before I started transitioning
is it perhaps a little over the top feminine? Yeah, in a couple years time I'll probably dial it back a little bit lol, but it feels good right now.
I never even thought about how my birth gender affected the way I chose how I decorated my room, but looking at it now it couldn't be more obvious.
I shyed away from this stuff before not because I didn't like it, but because "that's not for boys" which of course is ridiculous.
what's most shocking to me is that I always prided myself on not subscribing to any of that ridiculous "X is for men and Y is for women" but I had so much more of that ingrained in me then I thought!
it feels like for the first time I am making conscious decisions about my space rather than whatever is "easiest"
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