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and I came to tumblr because I know y'all reside here hehe

SO,,,, can I still be a lesbian if I am attracted to, and would date a non-binary person? I've previously identified as Bisexual but I've started to identify as a lesbian recently BUT NOW IM HAVING ANOTHER IDENTITY CRISIS because I realised that,,, yeah, I would date an enby. I'm currently in a wlw relationship with my bisexual girlfriend, I just don't know how to figure this out lmaoooo

Rowan:

Rowan: I think we should just eat the chocolate cake she left-

As you guys would know, I've been gone for a while and I came back for a bit buuuut then I sorta disappeared again.

The thing is, being in lockdown since April has taken a drastic toll on my mental health and running this account is not on the front of my mind.

BUT KNOW THAT I AM NOT LEAVING THIS ACCOUNT!!!!! It brings me so much joy and I am so thankful for each and everyone one of you and to all the friends I have met through this journey (you know who y'all are ilysm) and I would never want to leave this account because of how happy y'all make me ❤

But I just don't have the energy or motivation to post right now. I am very tired and very behind on my school work, and I'm nearing the end of term which means that it's assessment time which just adds extra pressure.

I'm going through a few personal things at the moment too, which are very new and confusing.

I love you guys so much and posting brings me so much joy because I get to interact with you guys, but I do need to make myself my first priority at the moment.

I'm hoping to still put up a few posts every few days and I WILL be logging in a few times everyday (like I normally do) and checking my DM's so please keep talking to me even if I'm not posting hehe. I love talking to you guys. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW COOL YOU GUYS ARE. SERIOUSLY YOU'RE THE BEST

Thank you for all the kind messages too, they mean so much to me and they all go to a special place in my heart.

ANYWAY thank you guys so much, I love you all so much and I hope I'll be back for good soon!

I LOVE YOU. YOU ARE LOVED. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. YOU ARE STRONG. YOU ARE AMAZING. DON'T FORGET THAT!!!!

Thank you so much for understanding guys, you mean the absolute world to me.

I'll be back to posting soon, but remember that I'm not gone for good (you guys are gonna have to put up with me for a bit longer hehe)

Rhun: I really want Hypaxia to like me, any tips?

Bryce: just be yourself

Nina:

Kaz:

Inej:

Nina:

Wylan:

Jesper:

Matthias:

Bonus! Kuwei:

Bryce: No, why?

Hunt:

Hunt: Because I really think that you could benefit from seeing a therapist or something

Zoya: Omg I love him

Zoya: WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME??

Genya:

Fenrys

Sorcha

Yrene

Rhys

Cassian

Azriel

Tarquin

Helion

Fury

Juniper

Hunt

All these characters are beloved by the Sarah J maas Fandom.

We think of them all as kind, selfless, innocent and beautiful.

I know when I see Rhys are I think: Damn i love my little bean so much.

But all these people are POC. It makes me wonder how people like these can be idolised and loved for their skin colour and their beautiful souls, and REAL people like George Floyd are killed even though they are beautiful, amazing people.