i want to be spanked so bad. just lay across someone’s lap as they smack me. not too hard, just enough that it makes me jump and whine. i like when they rub my back and knead my butt between hits. maybe scratch their nails along my spine and little? just let me feel nice and soothed before they hit me again.
god and i love being praised during it. it’s not a punishment for me— i love it. tell me im good, that im taking it well, that you love how im crying for it.
and every once in a while hike one of my legs up so im exposed and just spread me open with your fingers. rub me a little and hold me down with a hand on my back while im squirming from how intense it is?














