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one of my closest friends last weekend told me she pulled back bc she felt I was only ever talking about myself for the last while, and I’ve felt so fucking sad and stupid over it. I love her dearly and I’m immensely interested in her life, and I wish I had been more mindful about showing that through my actions. I apologized and we seem to be “good,” but now she’s pulled back even more and I just feel so sad. I don’t know what to do except give her space, which I know is all I can do. It’s really triggered wounds around being a burden, that I’m inherently unlikeable, being selfish, and abandonment. I wish she told me sooner, which she admitted she should have. But I realize I need to be held accountable for my actions and all that.