rowan main

virtually nothing. they know the premise of what happened, but thats it, almost like they know it in a way youd explain it to a child, so without the gory details and horrors of the world

it was more of a lingering feeling of wanting to get to know this person but unsure as to why, however the realisation hit when she left for the first time. watching every sunset and sunrise and thinking of cguqqie was the major realisation for her, but when she arrived back to the bearsmp sadly the words never left her mouth because the pair fought instead and then it was too late. tragic :(

au!aimsey despite only knowing u for 2 streams ur my everything (<- cried when aimsey ooc said he was genderqueer bc im genderqueer too)

the guys!!

me when my spouse kills me cos theyre alienphobic so i resurrect myself so i can murder them 39753756387280 times to learn how revival works (although i literally did it myself)

arg!aimsey began realising as time went on there was nothing he could truly do to make it up to arg!guqqie, they kept playing this part and attempted to be this thing that was expected of her, but she knew they would never reach the impossible standard arg!guqqie was setting for her. arg!aimsey tried anyway, because if for some reason arg!aimsey could prove themselves worthy, they would. the fun fact here is that arg!aimsey knew. they could feel themselves getting weaker, the fact that each time they were coming back it was becoming slower each time, and arg!aimsey very much knew there was no going back to how the pairing were before. the marriage, the future, and everything they had planned.. there was nothing there anymore. arg!aimsey knew this. but, instead of running, instead of leaving and getting out of there, risking everything to try and survive, arg!aimsey did not run. if arg!aimsey were to die, they would die by the hands of the woman she loved, and arg!guqqie would be the last thing arg!aimsey saw. she made that choice.

arg!sunship my little funnies

they say all’s well that ends well, but i’m in a new hell