day by day

So here’s the DL on my life as of right now:I got engaged a little over a week ago (yay), my sobriety has been not so sober, and i’m probably the most stressed i have ever been in my entire life. I still haven’t landed an interview at any hospitals yet (fingers crossed), but I’m doing pretty well in my final courses. 

I haven’t really been struggling with my eating disorder, but I haven’t been working out as much and it definitely shows. I feel giant. I want to lose weight so bad but I’m so scared that I will throw myself into a relapse. I basically only fit into two of the seven jeans i own and it is really bumming me out. 

Will & I are doing great. I’ll try to post a pic of my engagement ring soon. We’re really excited to get married, but we probably won’t have the wedding until 2018.