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Hi tsi me jade🔑

Also. Also. ME: Eh, whatever!

Today we remember all babies born sleeping, the ones we've carried but never met, those we've held but couldn't take home, the ones that came home but didn't stay. Make this your status if you or someone you know has suffered the loss of a baby. The majority won't do it, because miscarriage, still birth,SIDS, and child death still taboo subjects. Break the silence. In loving memory of all the angels too perfect for earth.

Mandy: Hello, is anyone out there?!

Used to think of things and stuff as it was the end or wait for with so much bitterness with the occasional sweetness. Then he came into my life Had seen him at the beginning but too busy dealing with life and it's bs to notice him Then slowly but surely started talking to him and me thinking to myself... I like him where has he been all my time at this place and life too Now that I'm so close to I don't want to let him go At the same time of letting him go Slowly push him away with my at times off the wall antics and shenanigans I really like him, aaaaaalot! (In Lloyd's voice)

None like I've ever met Okay maybe but non like that stand me and my many personalities or so he says... How long , I'm counting keeping track of the days that he goes away.

I missed you Wondering of what was going on and sad because I couldn't be there with youuu! The couch never felt sooo comfy because sleeping in that big ol' bed without wasn't the same. You wanting to cuddle, Missed your annoying grunting and sounds as you fall into a deep sleep

-Undergarments, especially if disgusting!!! -Socks -Baby clothes, disgustingly stained!!! -Used shower curtains For the love of all things donatable, those are some of the few and main I could think of!

I’m sorry for acting crazy, I promise it’ll happen again. Stop giving me reasons to, already at the beginning of something, maybe and you’re already fucking with my head. I don’t give a shit who you talk to but don’t be talking to me as if you’re interested. If you’re entertaining bitches , they could fucking have you! I don’t want you. I don’t need this again. It’s not a issue of jealousy, more like triggers, trust issues because it’s been done before to me.

Has been my longest relationship, all I have to do is feed him and he'll take me anywhere I have or want to go. But lately, he's been being stubborn and I can't really afford it at the moment. I'm going crazy, there's a parking lot full of perfectly new cars and here I am at the beginning stages of struggling with mine. I don't want to give him up and at the moment don't have a choice but I'm really at the end of my rope with him. Yeah, I'm going to miss him but I must do what I have to.

God. Kids. School. Life. College… All the shit in between. Someone to say, I’m not crazy and knows what’s going on. Someone afraid of losing me. Someone to miss me after a huge follow out and break up. I don’t want you to start over again. Small talk is boring.

Is ice, crunchy water? Is water, snowman's blood? Why pink lemonade? I have not once seen a pink lemon tree. My water is it 'lemon water' or unsweet lemonade? I'll just go with infused, ha! Former Spice Girls fangirl, they all had awesome names I had thought of what mine would have been... Awesome sauce. (this one sounded better in my head it was probably meant to stay there) Why is it that everytime I'm finally getting sleepy, have to go pee? Why oh why?! - the sleepy train has left the Mandy station, try again in an hour or two but really I'd give it four. Now I just lost my train of thought, awwww I wonder what Justin is doing. 💜 Hey JP, 'There is no you, there is only me!' 😘