Cannot stand sci-fi in any shape. Give it up, it's over.
Maybe it's because I'm suicidal and can't see tecnology as having no other function for me except than to existing to kill me. Subconsciously I *probably* saw my entire life as a walk to death. Not due fear but like, preparation, sorta of a conservation of old ideals instaured by loneliness. It sounds logical, and it's the truth. I like death more than I like living. That is awful. It's just pure alienation. Find reasons to work with redemption before losing all your money. Hmm. Sci-fi is life preservering after death, the death of a world and some of its ideals (cooler when it's about accelarionism instead of betrayal), now undergoing the excesses of the new techno-order, probably coming to kill again or do it worse this time. In that way, one of my favorite films, No Quarto De Vanda, is a deeply sci-fiesque film, and I love it, because it's a dying picture unable to be truly finished, the tools brought by this new 'techno-order' (the liberal project that destroys the housing), a general thing that happens in sci-fi settings, simply don't exist here, as everything is only beginning. So all the characters are slowly going to hell while only being able to do opium and hang out for fun. I hate turning things ideological, but this is just a question for spirit anyway. They say Vanda herself is nowadays alive, sober and living in Paris. So to me that seems that There's only one way out and it's by leaving/suicide. I'm sorting around everything
