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WARNING: This blog contains a lot of body horror. If John Carpenter’s “The Thing (1982)″ makes you uncomfortable? My blog may not be for you. I do tag things along those lines with a simple “body horror tw” for the sake of blacklisting, however. Also contains themes of kidnapping, abuse, toxic relationships, cosmic horror, and medical torture.

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Hi-hi! Welcome to my blog-- I'm Mr. Rictus/ Rictus/ Ash (he/they) and this is my little horror based, precious child-- Mami. Marvel/ X-Men based as she is? I can shift her into pretty much any fandom. Both Mami and I are 30+. I’d prefer to interact with 18+ just due to the content on my blog.

I am mutuals only, and I rarely follow first.

I'm slow to reply thanks to life in general and AuDHD. I'm happy to share my dis.cord or you can message me on here. I'm always happy to plot or chat... Sometimes, it just takes a second for my brain to be cool with it (I'm grossly shy).

Blog is both multiship and multiverse-- in the way that every single instance of Mami is connected. Mami is a hive-mind... And that's something I lean on heavily. Usually, I will start with a near-blank (some fandoms such as Marvel, DC, and Resident Evil have some backstory they all share within the universe) concept of her and run the character that way. She will change and evolve through our interactions. Shipping is by chemistry, and I'm always open to the idea. Always willing to discuss pre-established ships of any sort as well. The 'original' body for Mami is single-ship and I do not budge on that- any other ships would be a duplicate.

Blog main ship/ Mami-Prime ship: @goblinglide

Temporarily no icons while I get my things reorganized

Quick rundown of Mami's abilities can be found here.

Send 🏳️‍🌈 for a headcanon about Mami’s queer identity! (Still Accepting)

While Mami comes from an upbringing where love was non-existent? She feels the emotion - thoroughly. It’s is, however, very restrained. Mami is demiromantic— where she is absolutely capable of love but only after a deep emotional bond has been reached. There’s, maybe, five instances of this that Mami can recall over living what is, essentially, a million lives. Is it always returned? Absolutely not- but that isn’t something that bothers her, in fact— she’s a little more used to it otherwise.

Of who she’s felt romantic interest over time? Roman Sionis ( @wrldofhassle ), Norman Osborn ( @goblinglide ), Cain Marko ( @wrldofhassle ), Sebastian Shaw ( @sebastianshaw ), and Daken ( @goreverine-archive1 ).

ALL THE TIME, ACTUALLY.

But they’re only human on the outside— on the inside? They’re as much of a monster as Mami likes to hide that she is.

You of all people know how much I love it for Mami when she is in love— because she loves very intensely and thoroughly and I entirely attribute that to having experienced a lack of it growing up. That being said, I think she’s held back a lot of feeling over time believing they weren’t inappropriate until

But also? Not only does she accept both of their monsters— even revels in and celebrates them with the both of them? She isn’t judged for hers. Roman’s aware of the human trials she runs for her contagions? He provides her with subjects. There’s no chance that Mami doesn’t do work for Norman, either— I think we’ve landed that her pharmaceutical company is an affiliate of Oscorp. She’s a biological weapons developers. Roman has zero things he wants to change in her and Norman’s only problem isn’t actually her but her father.

To be fair, of course, Roman gets a version of her that isn’t raised by a Sinister— he gets one that’s developed almost entirely around being her. Except it got some kind of a lifelong lesson in morality. Considering the backstory is along the lines of ‘mafia princess’ - it’s not much of a lesson and didn’t have restrictions to keep her from being a depraved, sadistic, menace.

I honestly think it’s like what I brought up over on Discord— monster recognizing monster. Like, both elements of either of these relationships are absolutely horrible but when it comes down to it? That really doesn’t matter because they’re monsters together. Roman can count on Mami to be right there at his side when it comes to torturing prisoners and Norman need only say the word and she’ll be happy to play support for the Green Goblin right at his side.

They turn being awful into a couples activity— and I love that for them.

Can we also talk about how she is ride or die from the moment she steps onto the attraction? Because those are her husbands and you can pry them from her cold dead hands, thanks. u-u

I’m so mad I have to go buy a second set of all those custom figure parts for Mami because if ANYONE should have a figure of her outside of me? It’s you, CJ.

Send 🏳️‍🌈 for a headcanon about Mami’s queer identity! (Still Accepting)

Send 🏳️‍🌈 for a headcanon about Mami’s queer identity! (Still Accepting)

Sex and gender are both, basically, a suggestion to Mami. Genderqueer is a way to describe it typically though being gender apathetic might be entirely accurate as well. She does not currently, and has not ever, allowed either thing to be more than a suggestion for her. But that is, of course, an utterly privileged way to view things that she gets to have— and she is greatly aware of this. One thing that she’s relatively good at is being respectful of others pronouns- and even being apologetic if she initially misgenders. This mostly because she’d expect the same respect.

Welp, it's 4:45 PM where I am. Time to get blazed and write a polite little nuisance.

And since it's been a bit...? If we're mutuals and you want to add me on Dis.cord?

Sinister's Marauders

Nasty Boys

Krakoa era Hellions

Are some groups I'm sure she's been around at some point.

Cable, Madelyn, X-Man, Gambit etc... look we can be here all day--

Send 🏳️‍🌈 for a headcanon about Mami’s queer identity! (Still Accepting)

The main body for Mami is, by all rights, polyamorous. While each duplicate in her hive mind that decides to pair off with someone won’t necessarily feel the emotions that ones of its siblings does? The main body— the prime— the ‘real’ Mami experiences all of it, though. Every relationship that one of her duplicates has felt emotion for their partner? She has felt and experienced it. This was something that was difficult to accept when she realized what was occurring— and saw her purging several duplicates of hers to attempt to remove something she viewed as a corruption to her programming. She is still attempting to come to terms with this aspect of herself— especially after pretending for so long that her duplicates were nothing more than puppets.

When entering a new relationship the prime makes a point of explaining the… unique situation of their reality to any potential romantic partners (she’s not as concerned about sexual in this respect). It’s one of the situations where Mami is, honestly, her most honest to anyone that isn’t Sinister. Who she will lie to about any of this 100%. The part that may make it seem less like a polyamorous relationship is that the prime remains away from the rest of the colony and will do her best not to interact with duplicate partners. But it’s done more out of respect for the duplicate’s partner than anything else. The different aspect of herself that seems like a detached stranger looking in (not inaccurate). She simply monitors, feels, and compartmentalizes her feelings that she can’t act upon. That being said, the prime has found her own interests caught with her own beau as well in Norman Osborn ( @goblinglide )- with whom she’s been utterly transparent with the ins and outs of her… “intricacies”.

He suspected anyone connected to Sinister would have some ulterior motive for being here.