make my messes matter, make this chaos count.

some of us isolate to recharge. not everyone will get that

thinking about how hot it would be to touch myself for a woman, to rub slow circles around my clit with her watching me. her telling me to go faster and harder, to fuck myself on my fingers until i’m on the edge of cumming over and over. her making me edge myself until i’m desperate and then her sitting on my face, grinding her pussy against me until she cums in my mouth. her kissing me, tasting herself on my lips as she finally gives in and lets me cum, dripping around her fingers

missing people happens in waves. sometimes it’s a small wave, but sometimes it’s a fucking tsunami and it feels like you’re drowning all over again.

Literally how I live my life. No one knows anything unless I want them to know. I haven't had so much peace and calm ever 🥺