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I never thought Id have a time in my life where I would be more sad than not....this is not how I pictured my life at this moment in time

#sorry for being depressing #i will miss you #i will love you forever #my baby #my life #my life sucks

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I will remember you every day. With every breath I take, I will remember how precious life is and how quickly it can be taken. There will always be the broken piece of me, a part missing from my heart that will be whole when we meet again. My love for you will never fade, and as every day passes and life goes on my love for you is what Ill hold onto to help me move on....

#my life #my son my child #my baby #tragedy #lostsoul #lost without you #i will always miss you #i will love you forever #life sucks

I guess I was chosen to be a mom to one of Heavens best.....

I hope I have the strength to go on...

#my life #my son my child #i will love you forever #tragedy #lostsoul #lost without you

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#resin molds #resinobsession #first time #seashells #glass piece

#first time #resin molds #resinobsession #crafts #art

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Not too bad for first try

#first time #resin molds #resinobsession #avocado #avocode crack

Trying out a new project.....this and drinking...

Had a friend text me yesterday....congrats..cus they dont even know

I cant even speak the words....let alone text them.....

#project #resinobsession #resinmolds #wax pen #seashells #necklaces #my life #i miss you #every day

Got my locket/urn for my sweet boy today.....the back has his full name and inside is one of my fave picture...sorry I wont be sharing that...

#my son #my son my child #tragedy #lost without you #lostsoul #i will always love you #forever mine #i love you #my baby #my life

Iron skillet texas cheese fries

#cheese #french fries #tumblr food #foodporn #texas #i love bacon #jalapeño #spicyyyyy

First time homemade braised beef raviolis

#foodporn #foodlover #tumblr food #make me fatter #ravioli #mushrooms #beef

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Just finished my braised beef for homemade raviolis

#ravioli #braised #tumblr food #foodporn #delicious #fancy food

My mom told me she had her closure. Its been less than a month....but she's had her closure and won't attend the ceremony.

Im her first child, who lost her first child.

I'm so glad she has had her closure and won't be there for me.

Im just so fucking happy for you mom.

#family sucks #life sucks #lostsoul #lost without you #my son my child #my baby #elephant love #my mom sucks #death mention #my life

We picked out his urn....got a locket urn too...I guess its really real.

Too bad the anger has already taken over. To bad we aren't programmed with an off switch...

I feel like Im growing more and more distant...

#elephant love #my son my child #tragedy #my life #my baby #life sucks #it makes me so angry #why me of all people #awareness

I dont know where to start. I dont know what to say. I feel so much right now and yet I am so numb. I am putting a lot of blame on myself. I cant breathe and I cant think.

I cant do anything. I am trying to act normal. It works for a little while. Then the guilt and pain comes and its like a thick fog and it surrounds me and I cant stop it. I can't fan it away with my hand. I cant breathe.

When do I stop hating myself..

#painful #sorrow #tragedy #my baby #my life #elephant love #my son my child #lostsoul #lost without you

Missed you so much last night. Did a lot of crying. I just want something good to happen...Im waiting patiently. Deep breaths.

#my son my child #my son #tragedy #lostsoul #lost without you #elephant love #my life

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A bday cake that was made for me.... bittersweet 30....

Bday was April 7th.....

#30 years old #im 30 #dirty 30 #bdaycelebration #birthday girl

Why does life keep going on even after one is lost.....

Life is never fair....

#lost without you #lostsoul #tragedy #i will always love you

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